#this is confusing

[0owitheredquinceyo0]

Conflicted. Confused. Unsure.

But y’know.. got his love ending 🧍 somehow;;

[cupigthebread]

Hi

[wiltingtu1ips]

Hey wilting I have a silly au regarding Outsiders smp and vampires smp, put post outsider survivors into Oakhurst it be funny if magic was a vampire who can’t be evil. She’s physically incapable of being evil that she’s ends up being the silly vampire no one hurts because it’s just mean to even think of hurting her

as someone who hasn't watch outsiders (yet.. i will... eventually) im very confused :3 but its sounds cute lol

[rockstar-vamp]

This is a bit of an ~18+ tmi rant, and it’s lowkey emo, so be warned. Tw: religious themes, s3xual abuse.

The other day I was thinking about when I was religious, and how growing up, it was just always assumed that I was going to marry a woman (which is still possible atp). Anyway, I remember talking to a religious figure at one point about how once me and someone were married we could have sex (because that’s just the way they do it). And I added “only if we want to [have sex].” And they were really perturbed by my comment and said something along the lines of, “it doesn’t matter if either of you want to have sex. You HAVE to.” And this was when I was still relatively young. This left such a weird impact on me, because I remember immediately thinking, ‘I don’t think that’s true,’ but I was also young and didn’t want to doubt someone in a “position of power.”

I look at some of the religious people around me now and I feel sick. Because I’ve heard that a lot of them think they are instructed by god to have sex a certain number of times per week/month. How many people are forcing themselves/being forced to be intimate because of a religion? How much trauma is this causing?

I’m so grateful I escaped the majority of this before it was too late. Although, I still have these thoughts all the time. It’s been engrained into me all my life. From home to school to church, everything around me was centered around religion. I constantly have to remind myself that I’m free from this. I’m so glad I was able to recognize the immorality in what I was being taught, even when it resulted in me feeling incredibly guilty because I thought I was “rebelling against god.” I could write way more about this and even explain how this sort of thinking helped mold me into the perfect victim, but that’s for another time. Or never. Who knows ahaha

[st-johns-wood]

Excerpt from "Dean & Me, A Love Story"

And what about this?

I don't know when Dean gave him the watch so the options I can think of are two:

Jerry is lying

Dean gave him the watch after the breakup

Does someone know more about it?

Also what about the golf bag? And other things?

[mailoblue]

HERMES!!

i like him and i want to be like him

sending messages and aiming the winds to help me travel i have the urge to write something about this but im hesitant

i realised that lately ive been getting more reckless but also hesitant if that makes sense

like im talking to people and offering to draw even though i dont really believe in my art as much as i used to.. it feels like an arrow im making that will soon get aimed at me

i dont know

i dont know a lot of things

[inbetweenthechaos]

okay Ao3 author tumblr help

I have started a Marauders series that is based on Kevin Atwater songs, and I have so far named it 'The Kevin Atwater Series' HOWEVER I HATE THAT SO MUCH. and before the next part comes out we need to fix it.

so help- do we

keep it!

Change it to like a lyric or song name from KA

something stupid 'the adventures of the marauders-dictated by Kevin atwater"

specifically the lyric "I guess I don't know you" Or "I just wanna know you"

specifically the lyric/song name "but they were kissing"

Random: a catalog of almosts (and one happily ever after)

Random: Every Song Is About You Eventually

Random: Love stories written in the margins

Random: Written in the margins

change to something else (give me ideas PLEASE)

Voting ended onFeb 25

EDIT: it has been suggested to use an album name which I like so -

IF YOUR VOTES FOR ‘Downers Grove’ go like my comment or vote ‘something else’

UPDATE: i went for 'Every Song It About You Eventually'

All the fics info below the cut:

(all fics based on KA- so all fics are very depressing keep this in mind)

P1- OUT NOW You Can Just Stay Nice (In The Back Of My Mind) Wolfstar with Remus POV based on 'why'd you invite me to your wedding' 7k

P2- OUT SOON I'm Not Falling For A Boy (Because Falling’s A Sin) Wolfstar continuation of P1 but Sirius POV base on 'startripping' ~17k

P3- WIP "Because you're becoming the only one I want to see" (place holder name) Jegulus! same timeline but Regulus POV Based on Freakles

P4- WIP "Til August" (place holder) Jegulus but James POV and a lil timeskip

P5- WIP "But my name is mine (He can have the rest)" Senior year Remus, based on 'Caleb' *depressing don't know if this will be written*

I eventually want to do a dorlene one, marylily, Jily

Let me know what yall think!!!