m4iloBlu3

he/him sick af rn med student and i like to art and write :)

[mailoblue]

REQUESTS OPEN

after talking with the fanfiction writers unite community i have come to the dicession how do you spell that word?? to open commissions (requests but whatever let me feel professional ) hopefully the box demon will posses me and draw together your oc (doesnt have to be an oc btw like tillula from qsmp or sonic yeah you get the point right?) (send your request in the ask box or send a direct message)

Requests order

@purpledfangirl : oc x shadow (FINISHED construction)

@obsessivebookwriter : Star wars ocs (FINISHED construction )

@sarissasari: Herself as a submarine (empty construction site)

@elledelajoie: Kurt from glee (empty construction site) @shanellet9 : the inbox has their requests (empty construction site)

@jkhldy25: whatever jkhldy25 requested (... please explain more TT)

[ladycreep-deactivated20201127]

[talkshows-deactivated20150818]

the anniversary of library paste man’s death is in four days.

[basketghost]

One hundred and ten years ago to the day. Amazing. Incredible.

[1dietcokeinacan]

RIP😔🙏📚🍯

[legojackmanz]

RIP library paste man, you will be forgotten someday but not today.

[no-one-offical]

‎

[mailoblue]

lemme just do something reckless and post my discord username

rosaris_sibling

[mailoblue]

I got discord now

[the-irreverend]

Tadc finale got me like:

[mailoblue]

i just watched episode 9

minute 11

FUCKING FINALLY THEY HUGED YESS LETS GOOO I thought she was gonna say I love you pomni but its okay why they looking at each other like lesbians

GUN GUN GUN

OHH THE MUSIC AND SOUND

HOLD ON PAUSE SHE BLOWING THE LIGHTS BCS KINGER SAID THAT HIS WIFE (god I miss his wife) calmed down in the dark

am I right.. I AM FUCKING RIGHT I KNEW IT

DRUGS DRUGS HELLUCINATIONS DRUGS COCAIN ayo what is she in his head damn I love how everything moves what raggy got abstracted whats wrong with her door wait hold on is pomni being like.. raggy? choking kink I shouldn't have said that WHY IS HE TERRYFING STOP LOOKING AT ME BITCH

fun funeral..??? MAID JAX MAID JAX gender freaky hah I like

oh damn KINKY KINKY WHATT EVERYONE'S LOOKING

LOCKED DOOR

why is it like looney toons all of a sudden I like it

hmm yellow jax DAMN a lot of ppl no girls bitches damn

YEAH REALITY'S GAY

damn.. why they all go shut up like that

open the door open it YEAH FUCK HIM damn why is he locked what what is happening thanks for the key broski this feels sad for some reason

REAL LIFE?? WHAT THE FUCK REAL LIFE?! HAND HAND HAND I SEE A HAND AAAAAAA what awww cute that's his first day..? damn RIBBIT SOUNDS GOOD DAMN KAUFMO SOUNDS GOOD TOO SMASH SMASH

awwww he laugh MORON her room is so good!! I love ribbit's room

stars stars I love

damn.. :( now im sad I.. am kinda planning to cut mine too

homeless bitch hah L homeless

ah.. I am relating a bit too much I am crying man.. why do you do this im crying my eyes out

man.. I feel sad im crying so hard rn fucking hell I hate his birth giver I hate this fuck what is ithis my sister irl slapped my mouth bcs I started sobbing a bit too loudly man.. give him a hug man AWWW RIBBIT SO NICE HE'S CRYING!! WHAT I now love him

hold on pause AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA WAIT WAIT LESBIANS AAAAAAA CUTE CUTE I LOVE YURI YURI DOOMED YURI ?

huh why all the ignoring why :( man.. please stop this sorry I mean girl I did not mean- oh damn she's angry as fuck a lot happened actually what happened what what aw.. she walked away just fucking knock you pussy ah shit she dead she so dead especially close bcs doomed yuri

pom pom ah shit kaufmo's dead too aw.. :( (is that bodu dysmorphia.. when she says looking like this..?)

RED LIGHT RED LIGHT i like piano why not be here? bitch stop thinking like that more like a really really sad person in need of help awh man.. :( im crying again RUN JUST RUN POMNI RUN TO HER HUG HER I DONT KNOW YEDS YES HUG HER i cry so much i cry i hate this yes now talk now SHE HUGGED HER BACK FINALLY oh god.. oh god im about to panic just come back NO NO LIGHT PLEASE NO WHY IS THERE A FUCKING FLASH BOMB THERE WHY FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK THIS SHIT FUCK YOU PLEASE KEEP HOLDING HER POMPOM PLEASE IM ON MY KNEES NOOOO NOOOOOO HELP HER HELP THEM PLEASE okay.. pillow forte awww they all help i love this is gangle okay bro oh come on.. zooble go to your gf damn gangle's room is fancy are they gonna kiss are they gonna fuck oh wait yes yes go back to the others HER ITS HER NOT HE its quiet WHAT THE FUCK CAIN??? WHA WHAT WHATS HAPPENING WHAT THE FUCK WHAT huh??? a bubble NO NO BABY YOU WERENT NO IT WAS A MISTAKE HIS FAT FINGERS SLIPPED PLEASE NO man.. :( again :( baby dot baby no… someone anyone give him love please no door? whats that im blind what he looking at ooooo so interesting whats that thing HE CAN RUN?? neural scans that's so fucking cool SQUARE!!! AWWW oh what? CYLNDAR looks like babies toys DAMN HE LOOK BADASS hand DAMNN SO COOL OH OH HE GROWING WOAH WHATS THAT OW strings..? what whatis happening who's mike dobby?? SCRATCH?? ooo search? NAMES NAMES NAMES ABIGAIL WHO'S THAT? did he see the fanart we did for him..? okay yes you were irresponsible damn man.. AYO BIPOLAR SHIT?? huh well.. WHAT LOBOTOMY ??? crush him do it do it do it aww man.. why no crushing bye bye blue ball bye bye now its just cain? the cutie patootie YESSSS LOOK AT HIM HE'S SO PRETTY MOON WASSUP aw.. AWWW MOON IS SO CUTE AWWWW THIS IS SO ADORABLE

OH OH OH HE HELPED POMPM YESSSSS YESSS LETS GOOOO YESS ZOOBS CALM DOWN I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM SO MUCH DAMNN man he sounds good

yes but? YIPPIEEE YIPPIEEE awww he's so cute and respectful i love him

i see gay colours i like gay colours (that's what my parents call nice colours )

ABIGAIL IS POMNI!! aww RAGGY IS SUZI AWWWW go girly go GANGLE IS ZOEY what injuries what riley zoobs awww this is all so cute KINGER HIS WIFE AWWW I LOVE THIS hmm is everyone's faces of the cast covered..

jax i forgot about her for a moment i love them all i love this i love everyone

DAMN SO IT IS THEM BUT LIKE A COPY OF THEIR BRAINS I KNOW SOMEONE WROTE THAT SOMEWHERE THEY WERE CORRECT EEPY JAX aww ribbit's there too awww look at cain so cute oh she isn't bald i thought pomni had just two strands of hair awww FOR HIM i love this this is now one big happy family

extra scene? LE GASP HIIII HALLOOO HALLOOO SHE WAVED AT US HIII now the end music is appropriate no trauma just love i love this i like how there is more islands now i love everything

YES LESBIAN SEX HAHA LETS GOOO WHAAT REAL PEOPLE WHAAATT ITS EVERYONE ITS ACTUALLY EVERYONE AWWWW THIS IS SO ADORABLE

I gotta rewatch and read whats in the posts

[kunaigirl]

just casually leaving this here for no particular reason

[kunaigirl]

You know what? Fuck it I'm adding more context. Sesame Street has talked about the topic of death more than once and it's done with such gentle carefulness without watering down or censoring the heaviness of the situations. It treats heavy subject matter with respect and dignity and has been for DECADES. From the early 1980s:

To 2025:

Hell, they even cover the devastating heaviness of MASS SHOOTINGS without censoring or watering anything down.

They've been doing this for YEARS, and it's ALWAYS handled with dignity, respect, seriousness, understanding, and love.

Whenever I see people censoring words because it "might offend" someone or the big ad companies that are currently trying to run everything? I just want to say to them: "What? Is Sesame Street too mature for you?" Because really...what the hell are we doing.

[kunaigirl]

I'm back with even more examples! Sesame Street once again to this day is out here handling extremely difficult subject matter with incredible care and respect. "We can't let kids learn about uncomfortable things!" Oh, really now? Even though they're things that happen in everyday life that they'll face one day at some point anyway? Interesting. Let's see what else this show has covered that people (for some reason) think should be avoided and hidden. Here's more on death of loved ones and greif:

Or how about when someone is put into the foster care system because their home isn't safe anymore and their needs aren't being met?

Maybe some discussions about group therapy/getting help and support?

Hey look! Here's a segment about gender expression vs taught expectation, including unlearning harmful biases and what to do when you hurt someone on accident because you didn't know it was wrong!

Look! The topic of race and diversity! The importance of unity and equity!

They even also have a more allegorical take on discrimination and being looked down on for who you are, featuring Big Bird. The conflict is about how he's not being let into a club because the one bird running the club personally decided he didn't want someone like Big Bird there.

Big Bird goes out of his way to keep changing parts of himself in order to "prove" he can fit into this club if he just changed enough. The truth comes out though, and there's nothing he can do to gain the approval of that bird. He will never be good enough in his eyes, and Big Bird starts to hate himself. His real friends see this finally put their feet down, emphasizing that you should never change yourself just to fit into one singular narrow idea someone else has.

There's A LOT of different situations this can be an allegory for. Racism, sexism, homophobia, basically ANY form of exclusion is put on full blast in this 15 minute clip. Sesame Street can be both blunt and allegorical when approaching difficult topics, and it NEVER misses or looses the point.

It does an exceptional job in both styles of representation WITHOUT watering anything down. The more sanitized everything gets, the more radical Sesame Street is suddenly considered, hence why so many "particular groups" want it gone. Hmmm! I can only imagine why that could be, in this current political climate! (I'm being sarcastic)

When Sesame Street is suddenly labeled as "questionable" or "politically/agenda motivated" content...it says A LOT about where we currently are and who gets to decide what's "best" for kids or not. Don't fall for the censorship and topic-dodging excuses that are covered by the "But think of the children!!!" movement. Never fall for it, because you know which side you're on if you do.

Sesame Street proves kids can be taught and trusted with learning about these topics when it's handled with the right amount of understanding and care. It shows what all this "controversy" is all really about. What it's always been about, actually.

Don't fall for it, always side with Sesame Street.

[arlo-skipp]

based on the reactions on my original post, i feel as though this is more accurate

[mailoblue]

what

did.. did episode 9 air??

[satan-offical]

you are aware your url is misspelled, right?

No really

[jakejavu-offical]

No really

[grisha-offical]

No really

[kinkajou-offical]

No really

[femboy-offical]

No really

[evilpineapple-offical]

No really

[emptiness-offical]

No really…

[evil-no-one-offical]

No really

[no-one-offical]

No really

[narinder-offical]

Yes. I believe it is what is known as an… inside joke?

[no-one-offical]

Inside where?

[mailoblue]

INSIDE YO MAMA

[mailoblue]

I either fucked up or i dont know i gave someone who knows me irl who i meet up with in uni my tumblr account

this tumblr account

she hasnt contacted me yet but i am nervous AS FUCK

also if you did find me PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE DONT LOOK THROUGH MY SHIT PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

[mailoblue]

hello mai 💛💛 hope ur chillin like a villain fr 💛💛 im asking you. should I write 1. the fluff 2. "fluff"... kind of angst in a fluff font if that makes sense... 3. expansion on a character's trauma 4. a vent piece

"fluff" ;)

[mailoblue]

okay chat gpt is now refusing to answer my dumb questions for chemistry (im desperate okay..)

bro is genuinely tired of me

i dont blame him

[mailoblue]

man i am too tired to even check on the doomed old men yaui fic (maybe not so doomed actually)

i am tempted to draw the characters fucking i am very tempted

i shouldnt say that i am not in control

anyway very good fic

trust me there is plot i swear

hmm i wonder if the author knows

i dont think they do

im hoping they have tumblr

[mailoblue]

i no longer can read

im reading the word cow in my chemistry book i

i.. i should go sleep

[mailoblue]

i am tired

i want to sleep

but finals

tomorrow

im tired

but i drank coffee for the first time

it tastes like shit

im tired

but also cant sleep

my eyes are wide open

is this what coffee supposed to do

this shit is overrated

[mailoblue]

ive been discharged from the hospital today :) they gave me drugs but im okay now anyway i have chem final test tmrw morning :( man.. not even dying can stop my exams from coming

and there are ppl (4 men to be specific ) proposing to me so i have that also going alongside dying

hmmmm what also happened

went to a funeral (like.. prayer for the dead and being a mini medic there ) a week ago for 4 men 3 women and 6 kids

[mailoblue]

haha guess who has to take 44 blood tests :D

last time the doctor tried to draw blood nothing came out we tried both arms

i even got to stab myself with the needle to see if anything comes out but nope nothing

my head hurts everything hurts i feel like something is in my head and i dont mean that in a "im going insane haha" way i mean it in the "do i have a tumor..." way

im really sorry for going offline for so long just yeah i dint know im sorry