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I don't know why people think Tori Spring has blue eyes. I specifically remember there being a line in Solitaire that said she had brown eyes. And to quote it to the best of my abilities "I stare up at him with my big brown eyes." Which if you think about it can't be anyone else because it is told by Tori's pov. Plus I'm nerodivergent and remember random things. Anyone else find this in the plot? Because everywhere I look its blue eyes.

(at least mine said that I got this year and read in the US so it might be different depending on the copy. it was the pink cover with footprints.)

#blog #tori spring #alice oseman #osemanverse #solitaire #i like blogging #idk #tori spring vibes #thoughta #think about it then get back to me as to why im wrong

Vent below because I am so done

My mother won't let me go to what is essentially a free trade-school I gotta live on-campus for and I've had this argument with her for the past ~2 years, multiple times (this started when I was 17, I'm 19 now.) This last time, she tried acting like she didn't want me to go because she was "worried I'd be bullied", and then she got mad when I sounded like I was gonna laugh over the phone about it. Then, she dropped the act and told me straight-up this time (tldr): "I know you want to go and do things with your life, BUT!!!!!!!!!! you guys (me and my siblings) are all I got."

You know how fucking embarassing it is to tell an admissions counselor "hey so my mother won't let me get an education and my sister won't help me either so I'm sorry for wasting ya'll's time for the third time now"? Does anybody know how wrong that feels to have to say you have no say?

She's already talked to (pressured) my sister about taking care of her when she's older and living with her, but hasn't done shit to help us learn how to drive, and it is just... Now my mother won't talk to me about anything that isn't an immediate need. She ignores me trying to talk about education, she leaves me on read if I text her about it, she keeps saying she loves me but that's all it is, just hot fucking air. I don't trust "I love you's" anymore. I don't feel safe here subconsciously, and I'm trapped here.

My therapist won't agree I'm trapped and part of me still craves external validation and is afraid of being denied it. I need her to tell me I am not dramatic and I am not crazy. I imagine if I were to run, nobody would take me seriously and everybody would think I ran from nothing. Oh well

#My therapist keeps suggesting workarounds #I DON'T WANT WORK AROUNDS.#i am an adult btw #vent #bent #thoughta #diary #I hate stating my age because I'm wary I'm dumb for my age #my lore is too much for one post this is like the surface #therapists have always failed me why did i go back

... I don't even think my kids can get sick... this is considering the whole. God blood thing.

#>>in character #Thoughta

BATMM: Are y'all also realizing this?

Because why don't they have side mirrors aka ears!? How they managed to hear lol??

the only monster machine that has a side mirror is that one BG pirate girl.

Even the race cars especially don't even have side mirrors as well.

And also they don't use their taillights' turn signals to go where they're exactly going.

Another also they don't use their headlights aka their eyes to glow in the dark! Like Blaze use your god-damned headlights (eyes) that glows in the dark and the others too duh!

Here's my edited version of the screenshot (not the best):

Could've drawn it instead but whatever.

#blaze and the monster machines #batmm #shitpost #Idk #random questions #random thoughts #Thoughta

In my stomach, a river feeling, like there is something rushing or rumbling. In situations where I am suffering, it is worth asking whether I am making myself suffer, because it’s probably often just a habit of mind.

— Sheila Heti, Alphabetical Diaries (Farrar, Straus and Giroux, February 6, 2024)

#sheila heti #alphabetical diaries #suffer #mental health #thoughta

POS

By R.H Brown

In life we love; we love to love , love! Is that always enough though?

We date we fall in love we get engaged then married at least that’s how it’s written on paper; what they forgot to mention is all the ups and downs that are sometimes fixable and sometimes not

You can’t expect to date someone who calls you a piece of shit more than he says I Love You and think that once you marry it will change to more I Love Youse and less “ you are such a piece of shit”

You can’t expect that you date someone who hurts your and never apologizes to suddenly marry you and take accountability for their actions and apologize and or acknowledge when they are in the wrong!

They won’t because they are unapologetic and to them you are really just a piece of shit that they are now stuck with.