An older statement has been left on Tim’s desk. From the colour of the paper Its clear that this statement had been typed up a while ago. It stands out on his desk amongst the white of the newer papers scattered around. Who put it there? It wasn’t something that had been assigned to him.
Statement of Johnathan Keller, Regarding there classmate and events surrounding there disappearance. Statement given November 12th 1990.
The events I am telling you about happened a few years ago now, I was studying at Heriot-Watt University, chemistry, up in Edinburgh. Even now my mind still wanders back to what I saw that day, Its part of the reason I moved down here, To get away from it all. Try feel better about it , given the distance.
I suppose I should start at the beginning. I was in the middle of my time at Heriot-Watt, It was the start of a new term and I was making my way to my classes for the first time. That is where I met him, Harry Miller. I hadn’t met him before, must have been a transfer or moved from another class from the previous year, either way he ended up working on the bench next to me in the practical lab.
He was always a very animated character, a few years younger than me, and not shy about being heard. He’d often blather away in my ear any chance he got. I didn’t dislike him, I was quite and liked to get on with my work, and listening to his stories gave me insight into parts of the world I had never been interested in exploring. I don’t know how he found time to study between his social gatherings and outings.
Sometimes I wish I hadn’t been such a willing participant in listening to his tales, maybe then I wouldn’t have heard, or know when it all happened.
It was midterm, and Harry was excitably telling me about the chemicals used to create stage effects, or the special effects in movies. I had finished my assignment, so was giving him more attention than usual. That’s when he mentioned a show he had seen the previous week. “the Circus of the Other”, I thought it was an odd name, other than what?. But he was enraptured, talking about performances I frankly thought sounded rather morbid. But the mystery of it seemed to fascinate him, the things he described didn’t seem doable by normal means. Though I suppose circuses always seemed to attract odd people, and probably contained a lot of tricks and showmanship the same way as magic shows. I told him as such, but he wasn’t convinced, he said he watched it very closely and there was no where to cause any slight of hand. As he continued to rant I stopped listening as much, Deciding to fill in some paperwork. I truthfully just didn’t want to hear any more details from this show, it was making me uncomfortable.
Harry though, he became obsessed. He returned to this show at least 2 more times before he couldn’t find it anymore, and each time he came back he seemed, well almost changed. His obsession was still there, but being around him became more and more uncomfortable, Like looking at a stranger.
I don’t think I was the only one, the people I saw that he usually talked with seemed to be avoiding him as well. But he still talked my ear off every lab session. I tried to just get on with my work. Tried not to think about the way he still talked about this act. How much he admired it, how he thought he had figured out how they had done it, how he had been practicing.
It was near the end of term when the accident in the lab happened. I’m not sure what happened really, I was cleaning up equipment by the sinks, and he had followed me over. I didn’t see what happened but someone behind me yelped and knocked into me. I think something harry did must have scared them. The acetone I was using on the equipment, splashed across Harrys forearm.
Mind you, though it’s not something that I recommend pouring on skin, It is rather harmless, and could have just been washed of. But Harry howled grabbing his arm. The reaction had both me and those still in the lab jump in fright. The other few ran out to get a lab teck I think , while I tried to help Harry. I didn’t know what was going on, he was reacting like he’d been burnt. I grabbed his arm and held it under the water. One look in his eyes had me looking away, I might just have been paranoid but something about those eyes didn’t feel right, to shiny, to smooth.
So instead I decided to focus on his arm instead. I wish I hadn’t, The eyes where better than what I saw. Looking down at his arm , I still see it in my dreams sometime. The skin was pinching and cracking, Like a bad burn, but there was no change in colour. The skill looked like it was coming away from the rest of his arm. I forgot how to breath, frozen staring at it, the way the skin cracked and shriveled up. I expected there to be blood, so much blood, but there was none, just something wrong , shiny beneath it, It didn’t look normal.
It was then that Harry pulled his arm away , pulling his sleave over it, he looked at me with this horrific smile and said
“he was fine, and would go home to deal with it.”
Then he just left. I stood there until the others from the class returned and I just repeated what harry had said to me. I couldn’t bring myself to tell them what I’d seen.
I didn’t see Harry for weeks after that, he stopped coming to the Lab or any of his classes from what I heard. I tried my best to not think about it, or him. doing so was , unpleasant.
I had stayed late at the library, finishing up something for class. That was when I saw Harry for the last time. I was hurrying threw the dark streets heading back home for the night, at that time of year it was normal for it to get dark very early.
Then I saw him, just sitting on a bench, looking over a green space. I wasn’t even sure it was him, he seemed to different from the last time I saw him. I went to hurry by, but he called out to me.
I tried to be polite, said it was nice to see him , and I hoped he was doing well, but that I really had to be going.
he just looked at me, I don’t think he blinked. I knew something was wrong, so I made to leave, but I couldn’t help but look at the arm that had been burned in the lab that day, and I froze in my tracks. It was wrong. Not the burn I expected or the healing remains of an injury. It was smooth, the light of the lamp posts reflected on the surface. The colour was right but it reminded me of a dolls. I looked up to his face again, and he was still smiling at me. I wanted to run. then he talked.
He thanked me, It made my stomach flip. Said I helped him figure it out, how he had finally been able to perform that trick from the show. That now he knew what to do and would soon be able to do all the tricks , finally get to be the performer. He reached out to me, as to grab my arm, but I found my will to move return and I ran.
I only looked back once. And he was just standing there , smiling, waving that plastic arm.
I think he really did join that performance in the end, I saw someone walking up behind him before I looked away. A woman, that felt like him, with the same smile, and shiny skin, but in an awful headmasters outfit.
I was never fond of circuses, but now, I’m just glad I have never seen one.
Harry was reported missing by the end of the term, I told the police I saw him last in that park, with a circus performer but nothing else. No one would have believed me, and I had no reason to look crazy after all my hard work.
They never found anything.
As soon as my course ended I moved down here to England, I kept having nightmares, but I felt better knowing I was away from where it happened.
((written by @lonely--watcher ,for @timberly-bloker because it wouldn't send it as an Ask for some reason? word limit maybe? XP))