#too insecure

[zot3-flopped]

i‘m sure ragemod is mad that harry makes fun of the wig and transplant jokes. Because as somebody with an older brother, there is nothing that drives somebody more up the wall, than your insults not getting a reaction or a positive reaction

harry is so smart for this, he is essentially rage baiting them in a way, i love it

Yes, if Harry was upset by hair loss comments he wouldn't be making jokes. Our man knows he has a full head of beautiful, thick hair.

[softminded-wannabepoet]

Golden cuts/gilded scars

In the Japanese culture broken objects are repaired with gold; cracks are something art can be made of, something unique; imperfections are not just accepted but celebrated and ornated

I look at people that way; in my eyes people are not broken or lost causes, they are perfectly imperfect

For me, this comes naturally. I have always been this way; I appreciate the beauty of flaws

So, when I love someone, I love them whole, I kiss their scars and caress their wounds, all the things they deem unworthy of affection

The thought of someone feeling this way about me however seems wholly unnatural. I cannot imagine someone looking at me, seeing all the broken parts, all my scars, everything I cry about and loving them so dearly

I don’t understand how they might see golden cuts and gilded scars instead of mistakes and unworthy flaws. loving someone makes sense to me being loved feels fake and dangerous and wrong

But he showed me otherwise he said that my scarred parts are to be loved like every other he kissed what I thought was too ugly and broken, never to see the light of day

So now, I try to remember that every tear I cry makes its way in a golden stream into the deep dark cracks that have been damned and hated way too long and they repair them, step by step creating not a perfectly smooth surface but a unique and beautiful work of art a work of art I call “myself”

-e.t.

[arienotari]

Should I upload my writing here? I don’t know if anyone will care or like it.

[amantauxyeuxetoiles]

Love to feel like I am the most annoying person in the world, scratching my insides regretting every single thing I say.

[pessimistic-blues]

I hated highschool...

I hated my classmates

They used to say "ew.... She's a lesbian" whenever they saw me cause i didn't "act" like a girl.

I had a bestfriend and she had a boyfriend

When they hang out with me her bf always used to tell me stuff like "damn you're so fat and u don't shave ur legs or wear make up how can u call yourself a girl"

[bachnymphe]

Don't let insecure thoughts ruin something amazing.

Unknown

[curlychip]

Should we feel guilty for taking time off vacation to sit in our hotel rooms alone on the phone to destress?

[softminded-wannabepoet]

i'm scared that i will always be too much or not enough, i'm scared that you will soon realise that i'm not as good as you think, i'm scared that you will see me like he did, i'm scared that i will ruin things because i think too much, i always ruin things, i don't want to ruin you, you're good - but i'm not, i'm not good, i don't think i deserve you