With all the storm warning plus my mother’s Suggestions I switch my flight that was supposed to be today to Sunday the 25th. I’ve been stressed about for the past few days because the flight I wanted on the 25th would be available and then I would hem and haw about committing because I didn’t really want to fly on Christmas and because I paid more the flight today. And then it would no longer be available and I would get stressed about it. And then I spent all night checking flight availability, like I seriously could not sleep and comparing different options because I knew my mom was worried about the storm and driving from the airy even if the flight did happen. And then there was briefly one available Christmas Eve, so I panic researched the storm predictions to see if that one would be fine, decide to it and then it’s no longer available. And then this morning, the one I wanted was finally available so I bought it and then was immediately sad, because I wanted to be home before Christmas. Which is kind of silly because my brother was always flying in on Christmas so out family was always going to be celebrating after anyway, but like I’m still sad about it. And then I saw that storm wasn’t being as bad as they predicted in Michigan with less snow and the roads were probably not going going to be as bad as they initially thought, so I called my mom and she was like they will still be bad just keep the 25th flight. And then this afternoon I saw that my initial flight got canceled so it’s a good thing I switched when I did.
And I can hang out in my house just as well as in my parents, but I’m still kind of sad about it. And I’ll have to wait at the airport for like two and half hours for my brother to get in but then my mom only has to take one trip so that’s one less thing for her to do.
And in theory now that I’m in Denver tonight I could hang out with some of my friends that are here, but they are having a magic night and I could try to learn but I don’t really want to it. And I went once before and didn’t play and it wasn’t very much fun. And if I leave my house I have to reconnect my car battery, which isn’t hard but is annoying. And like I just don’t really want to go even though I feel like I should.
There’s also no WiFi in my house rn so while I have data I can’t really like watch tv or anything.
But mostly I just want to sit. Moving was stressful and so chaotic and then with this winter storm, I feel like I’ve been anxious and stressed and overwhelmed and just want to sit on my couch and not deal with anyone.
Also trying to figure out if I need to or should go the grocery store or just make do with what frozen food and pantry staples I have here
