ALL TLOU CREATORES NEEDS TO READ THIS ABOUT AN ABUSER IN THEIR FANDOM NOW. PLEASE SHARE!!
Also HEADS UP, anyone who wants screenshots, proof, evidence, etc. I am happy to give it from the beginning to the END of the relationship/friendship, she may pull the card I’m bipolar and BPD/been in psychosis which I have been and do have bipolar and BPD BUT this happened through almost two years and have had people first handly WITNESS this abuse but I won’t get them involved.
Hi, guys, I’m gonna finally talk out about my abuser and she knows damn well who she is, hi Lenny. I know you texted people saying uh, “don’t do anything to hurt me” but you’re an abusive cunt so you kind of deserve this.
DISCLAIMER: ANYTHING SHE SAYS ABOUT ME THAT IS TRUE, I TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR BUT ANYTHING THAT IS BULLSHIT I DO NOT.
I was 15 when we got together, originally I had lied but came clean when I was 16 and admitted to lying and she was fine with and I was also fine with it, things went really well until it didn’t and all the toxic, narcissistic type behaviours started, the gaslighting, invalidating my feelings, LYING, cheating, projecting behaviours (ì,e; the cheating), somewhat encouraging my drug and alcohol use while I was 17 (which isn’t entirely her fault it was an active decision I still made BUT she knew I had BPD and still encouraged it while I was a recovering meth user, alcoholic and opioid user) everything went downhill when I had a lack of communication and did something not great, which was PURELY a lack of communication and I was upfront about it, RIGHT after it happened.
Yeah, so I’m trans with HORRIBLE gender dysphoria and she lied about grinding on some dude which I called bullshit immediately but I wanted to believe her cos she said “I’d never lie to you” uh, bitch you did and it fucked me up. I was SH’ing at the time and she watched all of this unfold and came clean about it fairly quickly but again soon after; she lied about getting a dude hard and cuddling him and I tried to kill myself because I was comparing myself to these cis men in her life and I had fucked myself up pretty badly about it and I had known the entire time (gut feeling) that she was LYING but again, I also just wanted to believe her bullshit because I trusted that bitch way too much. Going back to when she had lied about getting some dude hard, she was mad at me and tried to go into detail about seeing this guys cock and I started tweaking as any normal BPD cunt in no therapy would do and I was cutting myself and had such a bad panic attack/mental breakdown that she came clean about lying for MONTHS and WATCHING me cut myself and compare myself and some may say that it’s “your fault for not going to therapy” uh, yeah, no, this bitch was in contact with my narcissistic mother WHO ADORES YOU, she fucking LOVED you and tried to keep us together for as long as possible and even told me how lovely you were, u narcissistic little cunt, u ruined my life and this isn’t even half of what you did to me. so yeah, she lied about that, uh, also isolated me from ALL of my friends, even fucked BOTH of my best friends BEHIND my back and then TOLD me about it and got MAD at me when I told both of them I knew and even went as far to say “it’s not my fault they are easy” (Ì have millions of screenshots and so does MANY other people Lenny so don’t lie, don’t give me that bullshit), you went as far as telling me after I was vulnerable enough to tell you Ì got raped and you hung up in my face and said “y’all fucked” after you listened to me crying to you on the phone before I had to go to work and u told me and other people I LIED about getting raped. I was crying in front of my boss too and in an HR meeting in front of my other boss after I got told “to keep my mouth shut about it” and “joking about rape isn’t funny”and you told me I fucking lied and then said “it’s just a trauma response” from waht? New years? The fuck? Grow up bitch.
There was also a period of time where we had been together but I had lied and said at the end we were never together, because I didn’t want to feel bad about my meth use so she had told me she fucked some chick called Caitlyn and I had a rapist keep contacting me and he was 15 and I’m friends with his mom because she helped me through my meth use, etc, he threatened to kill himself if I didn’t cuddle him and she compared that to making me think I was the only one and I never brought it up because well, did you guys read what I said previously?
I was in the hospital on oxycodone, morphine, codeine and whatever the fuck after I had almost broken my back from riding my horse and you told me the friend you sexted w is someone u still talked to after I told you how uncomfortable it made me that you talked to people you fucked or told to jerk their fucking cocks to you and I was so fucking stupid to not realise you projecting you fucking cheating little cunt, I fucking hate you. Stay the fuck away from me and my family, do not test me, grow the fuck up. I had so much fucking empathy for your almost 21 year old fucking ass. I excused all of your abuse, blamed the majority on ur parents which yeah they did fuck you up BUT you also fucked me up too and I’m still a kid and I deserved better and I agree you deserved better than how I treated you at times but I was reacting to my environment and yay were my everything until I actually growed some fucking balls when I realised how fucking abusive and cruel you were to a fucking child and yes, I will play that card because I was 16 and 17 and you were 20 and almost 21 when you did all of this shit to me, you narcissistic, grooming, little fucking low life, you genuinely deserve jail time and this me giving you empathy again, because I don’t wanna ruin your life but you deserve this so stay the fuck away from me and do not test me.
Another thing she did, and I have so much proof of this, I had told her the guy she had fucked or told to jerk his cock to her had said he would rape me and drug me and blamed it on being in psychosis and she said something along the lines of “Ì don’t give a fuck what he did if it turns out you’re a fucking cheat” and apparently I lied about my age? When I never did to this guy Leon, and he’s a little cunt too, sending dick pics in a GC with her in it which Ì did consent to and so did she, and he kept being weird and horny towards both of us and called me a liar after I pulled up so much proof about him being/creepy towards me and told me I was full of shit when I was genuinely honest about my age to this cunt, so yeah, that’s my abuser guys and uh, if u guys still support her. I hope the worst for you, okay.
Oh yeah, also, she cheated on me (Ì think) with this 17yo on HERE in this fandom too, not gonna name names cos they did nothing wrong BUT they did lie about their age and they were also 15 BUT when they came clean, she stayed in contact w them. what a fucking weirdo.
If any of you fuckers still support her, talk to her, etc. Y’all are fucking groomers and narcissistic little cunts and don’t deserve to be around anyone.
@elliespretty you did this to yourself, this is the consequences of your actions, which you have told me about and you think you can get away with anything. I’m done with your shit, I’m through. don’t contact me, my family or my gf. goodnight and leave me the fuck alone. This is out in public with your abuse, I have proof, maybe get the fuck off this app, maybe apologise to people you fucked over and people who genuinely gave a fuck. Haha, cos I don’t. I will not be having any conversation with an illiterate bitch because my main focus is to heal and move forward rather than to create drama but this needed to spoken out about and this is ALL I will do besides from showing proof and evidence about what happened but I will not be repeating myself, okay. this is it, thank you ALL for your time. Be safe for weirdos online please.
