my special interest is MBTI / enneagram / typology and...
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i've discovered the term "trans ID" and it describes a lot what i've experienced
trans ID is the umbrella of transidentity, which does not necessarily include identifying as another gender but it could be race, species, disability, etc
I want to have a different personality, type, typology.
sadly i've never heard of this before
as a trans-INTP 5w4 i feel offended whenever someone ackowledges that i care too much about society's opinion or what people think of me, i feel embarrassed to buy a lot of stuff i dont need especially food, i get "typal envy" wheneve someone zones out or plays vidoe games more than i do, or whenever someone fails to believe i have an autism diagnosis and they think my autism is faked for attention. i dont want to be esfj