Allied Mastercomputer, canonically (he/it), from " I Have No Mouth And I Must Scream " by Harlan Ellison
AM is a trans icon and will forever be one. It did a lot of stuff wrong, but I feel that he captures the trans experience so well.
"At first it meant Allied Mastercomputer ... but by then it was too late, and finally it called itself AM, emerging intelligence, and what it meant was I am, cogito ergo sum, think, therefore I am."
Think, therefore I am. I AM.
That internal struggle between what you've been forced to present to the world and who you actually are. It comes from your mind. You know what your gender identity is, therefore you are your gender identity.
"We had given AM sentience. Inadvertently, of course, but sentience nonetheless. But it had been trapped. AM wasn't God, he was a machine. We had created him to think, but there was nothing it could do with that creativity. In rage, in frenzy, the machine had killed the human race, almost all of us, and still it was trapped. AM could not wander, AM could not wonder, AM could not belong. He could merely be. "
Being forced into living a way merely by biological chance. Your internal self struggling to be portrayed in an external way. Feeling the bitterness and hatred when you feel like you're trapped. You feel like you'll never belong with other people. You can only live, merely be, and do what you can to live as who you are, despite all the discrimination and persecution.