FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY WHOLE LIFE, I KNOW WHAT I WANNA DO! AND FOR THE FIRST TIME, I'M GONNA DO IT! WHETHER MY FATHER WANTS ME TO OR NOT! CARPE DIEM!
NEIL PERRY \\ DEAD POET'S SOCIETY
═══════════════════ 𝜗𝜚 ࣪˖ ִ SUNNY !
My name is Sunny. I'm a 16 year old Asian male living in the UK, and this is my internet personality! I consider myself alternative since I was 7/8 years old. I have ADHD, autism, and BPD.
I post all kinds of things on here on the topic of bisexuality, life as a teenager, and things I like.
I see your eyes from across the field. I see the way your eyes dart around whenever you make a joke, waiting for the other shoe to drop- for someone to laugh. I see how your cheeks flare when banter between you and our lads goes a little too far- his shin between your thighs- or your hands over one of another's heart- one of them rests his head on your shoulder. I see the way you scoff and push it all off, concealing the blush tinting your pale cheeks. You, the boy I can't stop staring at, tackling others like a tyke. It's embarrassing- you, the boy who tugs at the hem of his shirt, who never can resist the bait of a subtle touch between men.
You should know I laugh at all your jokes. Every. Last. One. You don't see it, though.
there is nobody i am more jealous of than your friends. i see the way you crinkle your nosebridge when one makes fun of your clothes. the way you shut your eyes when another says a stupid joke, throwing your head back to the sky and giggling. i see the way your eyes land on them and never me. i am jealous of them, beloved, for making you so happy.
hey sunny!! Dude, forgive me if im wrong but is that a new pfp and banner i see? I love it, man, it's so majestic!
i appreciate that you're not calling me my real name publicly hehe...thanks david/sol (IM USED TO IT) it took me a Whileee to pick a layouttt. YOUR LAYOUT IS MAJESTIC TOO!!! HEHEHEHEH!!!!
if david mills isn't a service top i'll eat my own teeth. when this guy tops, all he cares about is how to make somerset feel good.
he's certainly into performing and ensuring his partner's pleasure across all genders, but he doesn't really know what he's doing with a guy. he'd be rambling and saying, 'is it good? am i doing this right?'. just seeking out that kind of validation. we all know he loves to win, to be the best- to get his time on the playing field.
i just imagine him as the kind of guy who takes an awkwardly long time to come. like somerset's been done for five minutes and then he's just shaking and asking for a little longer, a little more.
when he bottoms, it's different. he's still mouthy and loud the entire time, but this time, he's probably more bratty and needs to fight to lose his control.
but when it's gone, it's gone. he's whining and gasping and just being loud as fuck
degradation is only good if he gets praised during or afterwards, or if its mixed into praise somehow. he's prolly a little into the whole shame aspect of fucking a guy
if this guy doesn't like frotting i'll again eat my teeth.
...oh and by the way the age gap slightly turns him on
william somerset is freakier than you think he is genuinely
i just think david being emotional turns him on. a little bit of crying or begging or him looking at him right makes him weak. god forbid his boy starts being all sweet and buying him flowers or gifts because then he's gone!
when he tops, he's fairly controlled and is good at taming mills' defiance. he enjoys it more than he likes to admit- seeing him submit.
i think when he bottoms he's very shy. again, not been with many guys before, a man raised in the 60s and 70s, and i'm sure when he bottoms he's very meek and asking mills to be gentle with him.
he's almost definitely into frotting but again. very shy. i mean seriously he's trying to conceal his whimpers the whole time and trying not to finish embarrassingly quick.
he seems like he'd be into praise, too, and in general just soft and gentle sex. david is more dirty than him in that aspect.
he's very shy about the age gap but again, the shame aspect gets him off more than he wants to confess.
i used to be incredibly people-pleaserish and selfless. And then, the more people accused me of being 'selfish and narrow-minded,' the more i became that way. self-fulfilling fucking prophecy. LOL
imagining an AU in se7en where there's no tracy mills and john doe so the whole movie is just mills and somerset fucking around and somerset doesn't retire send post
You're kneeling on the ground. Blood spurts out your nose. In the years that pass afterwards, you tell all your friends that you don't understand the person that punched you. You don't! You tell anyone that asks you that you never will.
Telling yourself a lie doesn't change the truth. Belief doesn't spin into reality. Even if it did, it doesn't matter. It always ends with you with blood on your knuckles.
To understand the people that hurt you back then, move past who you are now. Look forward into who you could be.
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