#transmasc experience

[realtransmascexperiences]

transmasc syshost in a system w transfem identifying headmates and its like i cant win the dysphoria battle. transfem headmates happy with body versus transmasc host who wants top and bottom surgery. nobody wins that battle everybody go home 😭

Everybody Loses!!!!

[rockin-mobbin]

I am half terrified of starting T because I don’t wanna become the rotten kind of dude who is all about his dick, but also I remember the first time I fucked my gf with a strap-on a million years ago and I was like, oh damn, I think I understand the patriarchy now because if I can use THIS to make her do THAT, then I definitely get why they think they should rule the world.

[gnommose]

being transgender + dumb is such a funny and sad combo

at least in my experience because sometimes (most of them) I'm not ACTUALLY aware of my body so I'll be bathing and look down and go "hell yeaaaah a pair of boobies 😎"

and then I'll remember those are MY boobies and will go "hell noooo a pair of boobies 🤏🕶😭"

[wormeats]

while im talking about ftm hrt stuff u dont hear about a lot when u wanna start, NO ONE TALKS ABOUT how bottom growth (which i LOVE tysm T) makes it different when u wipe after peeing like its a weird TMI thing to talk about i guess but i dont want infections fkakfjsn and u cant just go front to back anymore u kinda adjust to moving ur dick out of the way or going to the side kinda idk any advice is welcome and experiences from other people on HRT

[ratten-man]

But isn't a trans man someone who transitioned into manhood?

Yes, but everyone has their own experience for what that entails exactly.

For me, technically medically, im afab so ive transitioned into a man. But for me , I never felt like I was a girl, Ive always felt like I was just me, and that me is a boy, now a man. If people say I was a girl as a child, it feels wrong and incorrect. People seeing me as a girl just appalled me. My deadname was and is someone else, completely disconnected from me.

I dont have a connection to girlhood, the closest thing is that I always liked dolls and animals lol

I had a mostly genderless upbringing, but anything that was gendered felt like I was an outsider getting a peek in, for years bc of the disconnect I felt I was a ghost operating a girl puppet

I was always a boy, now Im a man, and for me hrt is medical intervention, to fix what estrogen did to me.

Some trans men feel like they were girls, some trans men feel like they were boys that were seen as girls, some trans men felt genderless, some were always boys etc etc

Its up to each person to decide what is more accurate to their life

I say im a trans man, cuz I had the experience of ppl seeing me differently and not having my body fit me, and taking measures to mend that. Ive transitioned in the eyes of other people, not mine

and bears repeating: this is what my experience as a trans man has been, everyone has a different one, even if similar. Everyones exp is valid, this is just what its like for me

[spilled-ink-n-blood]

i will never understand the way cis men’s brains work. tell me why i asked this man on tinder if he had any friends to debrief and talk shit with and all he said was that he spent time being stoic and used drugs. like y’all will never experience the joys of being a teenage girl sitting with other teenage girls in a bedroom and talking about boys, books, fictional characters, etc. i really want to understand but i just can’t get with y’all, damn!

i’m just saying the more you isolate yourself the worst it’s gonna be for you. i learned that the hard way. if you do have anybody to reach out to please do.

[bingqiv]

the transmasc experience

[godsfatass]

being transmasc I had both a Ellen and an Eminem haircut on accident, I think it's part of the experience