fic rec time!!
if you ever try to leave me again, My_Chemical_Comeback, E, 56K words, 10/10
During a Boston-Montreal game, Ilya's neck is cut by a skate, and Shane is forced to witness the love of his life bleeding out on the ice in front of him. All of the plans they have made seem to be slipping away before his eyes, right when they were so close to finalizing Ilya's transfer to Ottawa. As they race against the clock to save Ilya's life, Shane reckons with the secrets they have been forced to keep and fears that they might never get to live their truth out in the open.
possibly the worst fic to read for commute bc i was going through all the emotions but SO worth it omg
please read :)













