#travis(buddy system)

[osdd-1bitch]

grabbing your& hand and shaking it vigorously

this is about nothing in particular

- trav, buddy sye

*shakes back harder until we are doing the wave*

[osdd-1bitch]

speech thing reminded me

am i the only one who can 'summon' some other headmates by mimicking their voices

(its a bit annoying when im trying to write smthin and im repeating things in whoever im writings voice and suddenly theres someone in co lol)

- trav, buddy sys

i think thats just the general 'think about x/thing related to x triggers them to front' but i havent seen much abt voices specifically? perhaps is just bc its a minor facet of that for most people or one of multiple things that trigger people to front?

but yea id say normal if irritating

[osdd-1bitch]

i had an entire conversation w one of my sysmates that was just various threats and bers not even one of the creepy ones!! the creepy/horror ones are usually the nice ones minus me im evil /j

assorted threats i picked out bc theyre funny:

"i will eat you" -wels

"snaps you in half" -me

"quarters you like meat" -wels

"im going to alter death you" -me

"child. kills you with my sword" -wels

"i'm going to throttle you" -wels

-trav, buddy sys

its a extreme sport

[osdd-1bitch]

a lot of our "most horrifying" folks are a "(person) if youre scared of (thing)" scenario . will get one person but probably no one else

clye if youre scared of dolls/gore

the dragons if youre scared of dragons

corpse if youre scared of annoying guys in gas masks and face paint

me if youre scared of zombies in skirts

etc etc lol

- trav, buddy sys

lol yea the subjectivity of horor in these sorts of contexts, especially when like your daily interaction can be like "stop eating all my skittles" "no <3" is hilarious to me

[osdd-1bitch]

SO true

i have a strange relationship w my nd stuff & i always feel scared talking abt my relationship w it bc i feel like people will say im romantisizing (?? mispelling? looks wrong) my own disorders

like!!! yes this sucks a lot of the time but its a part of me and i wouldnt get rid of it!!!!!! i wouldnt be me without it and i love me how i am now

- travis, buddy sys

being proud/happy w your Thing™ is not romanticizing, its just learning how to live a happy n fufilling life!! its totally okay to look at yourself n be like wow im so epic n cool, tbh the problem is when ppl who Dont start being weird n gross. ur 10000% fine tho <3

[osdd-1bitch]

feel like talking so i will talk

we used 2 only have one house in our headspace and no one could leave and it only had a few rooms and that slowly expanded into a small village and it kept building snd building until we had a village with a forest and as wd got more members we got more places snd deviated from the "minecraft" type thing we had going on w stuff like wil's sys' camp in the forest and the chess folks' game area and this stupid little fountain

i still cant leave my spot, but its nice to see the headspace expanding and advancing on its own, yknow? so im content with staying where i am :]

- travis (buddy sys)

oh i absolutely feel you!

our (currently sealed) headspace started off in complete void, just a representation of the "inner mind/body", then the crossroads, Cyril's lake, the mountains behind it, the river and willow tree Chloe spawned, Cole randomly creating the other side of Cyril's lake then his whole house, the waterfall.and the cave inside, the fall and winter villages, the sky city, the twotime city ect ect. things just get bigger and bigger sometimes, and its nice to see it grow.

I still have 2co's memories of Casper taking them on a trip to see a huge chunk of the Plane's part, since they spawned after the reset and had only seen the Island. It's such a lovely feeling..

[osdd-1bitch]

if u think i havent already been calling you& bestie to people u are wrong . of COURSE you can call me bestie that is my default state

bestie until proven otherwise

- travis (buddy system)

:0...bestie

[osdd-1bitch]

we have this one specific "protector" (ish) whos entire job is just to pop into front and distract me so i dont get super upset over tech issues and i give him so much shit bc hes a grimy old man but i care he

-travis (buddy sys)

gsibaossksb