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˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ Hello angels! How are you all doing? It's me, Mai, welcome to my tulpamancy log!
˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ These post are also on tulpa.info.
˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ I've been consistently manifesting my tulpas since 6.21.2024
˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ DNI; if against/anti Endo/tulpas/soulbonds. This is a safe space for all tulpamancers/soulbonders and such. I accept all systems/plurals regardless of types and have DID friends. All hate will be deleted and blocked. I'm also part of Buddhism along with having an older family member who's into Buddhism. I studied plurality & tulpamancy a lot as well. I enjoy studying psychology as a whole. I'm curious if it's possible to manifest tulpas so take this as an experiment.
˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ I should mention how I used to be like a sysmed until I did my own research about tulpas and Endo systems because I didn't fully understand Endo systems. So, I've been on both sides.
˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ I'm also strongly anti harassment, we can deal with issues respectfully. Harassing and insulting anyone is just childish and immature. We spread positivity, self improvement/development, & acceptance here.
˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ I also don't care about drama/discourse in general because I go outside and have a life & job outside social medias. I want to inspire and grow a community filled with love, learning, understanding, and self improvement!
˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ Practicing tulpamancy has greatly positively improved my mood, discipline, and helped me develop skills of consistency working towards something which helped me work towards building up my other ideal habits.
˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ Feel free to ask anonymously for any questions or just to talk! I'm interested in becoming friends with fellow tulpamancers and just in general.
˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ If you wish to reblog my post you could just tag me and copy the link to the post into your blog, thank you
˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ If you guys get inspired by my journals/logs please give me credit/@ me I'd love to see what you all do! Feel free to comment what other posts/logs you wish to see from me! I’d also give credit to you as well if you wish.
˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ I'm using tag(s) for more reach. I personally don't care what people identify as so I don't want discourse. I really don't know what tags to use for these logs besides the basic ones but I want more reach so I'll use whatever. It's hard to find other tulpamancy progress reports on here. It's kinda dead sadly.
♡⚠️Warning: ♡My thoughts constantly change so my thoughts/ideas/what I do might not be consistent or the same as the month goes on.
♡ Ah, I felt kinda iffy in the middle of the month, but I'm hoping next month to lock in more! I have been noticing for a while that my tulpas become pretty active then they aren't as active. It's like a cycle which I think is normal especially for newer tulpas from what I read from others experiences. I don't mention it often. I like think it's my tulpas resting / gathering more energy then trying then taking a break which kinda sounds like what I do in real life. I do try to passive force often during the day.
Daily Goals Using SMART goals method
Note: May change as month develops
Hour Count [Narration]: 8+ Hours
Meditation: Daily, mostly every night (trying)
Impositions Practice: 6 Minutes (on hold)
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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚Tulpa Status˚୨୧⋆｡˚⋆
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Note: May change as month develops
Vocality: Practicing
Presence: Decently Strong
Tulpish: Decent
Physical Touches/Impositions: Decent
Switching/Possession: N/A
Fronting/Co-Fronting: N/A
Other Impositions: N/A
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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚Monthly Overview˚୨୧⋆｡˚⋆
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Monthly Summary: Tarot & Oracle readings mostly, somewhat meditation. Mostly just learning what works for my brain and wanting to try new stuff towards the end of the month. Finished listening to Abvieon's guide. My tulpas mind voices are wacky but it's getting there eventually.
Areas of Improvement: Still gotta practice on conversations with my tulpas.
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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚Overall Months Count˚୨୧⋆｡˚⋆
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Narration: 252:46:10 hrs
Meditation: 04:58:39 hrs
Imposition: 02:04:45 hrs
Source Content of my tulpas: 111:29:09 hrs
Subliminal (s) Time(not all Tulpa related): 122:11:51 hrs
Divination/Tarot & Oracle Cards: 10:49:58 hrs [I did 15 Readings this month]
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🎹Tulpa Forcing/Other🎹
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♡4.1.2026; Happy April Fools! I got my other tarot cards in!
♡4.3.2026; I got new books;
🩷A Field Guide to Lucid Dreaming: Mastering the Art of Oneironautics by by Dylan Tuccillo, Jared Zeizel, and Thomas Peisel
🩷12,000 Dreams Interpreted: A New Edition for the 21st Century by Linda Shields, Gustavus Hindman Miller, Lenore Skomal
🩷Beastars Volume 1 by Paru Itagaki (don't judge me lol)
♡4.10.2026; So far I have logged 1059:37:40 hours of narration of all the time I logged since I probably have way more from March 2025 when I first did narration without tracking it. I started tracking in April 2025 so that's interesting. My narration is definitely more consistent compared to the past months.
I think meditating is helping overall with my tulpas talking because sometimes I hear random thoughts. I think they like pizza since someone mentioned liking pizza in my head. Usually, I don't like pizza that much (since I grew up always having it lmao)
I listened to some of Aviveon's guide again.
Guys something crazy happened
So basically I didn't finish my tarot card readings so I left it to finish it this morning and when I looked through the cards I realized I pulled 6 instead of 5. And when I looked through my book today and yesterday I kept accidentally opening the Queen of Pentacles which is funny because it was my last card I had in my reading
So, far I did 8 readings all together using both my decks
Also my reading mentioned practicing dreams which reminds me of how I was practicing lucid dreaming as well and I pay attention to my dreams a lot.
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𖹭 I used my guided meditation but I think I past out and woke up once it was done. I don't know why I do that, I think it's because I meditate at night but I don't really want to meditate in the morning since I have other things to do. I'll just continue practicing.
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I was in Walmart practicing imposing my tulpa in the store while narrating to my tulpas. I sometimes like imposing them following me behind me in stores it helps my anxiety. I do want to practice imposing overall more. Anyways, I was turning in an aisle and I thought I felt and saw someone besides me and even I looked nobody was there.
Imposing is pretty easy for me even if I just visualize them following me I'm not entirely sure how to impose but I always thought it's just visualizing them in my reality with me. My focus doesn't really diminish or anything surprisingly. But I did notice my focus improving slightly compared to before where I struggled with doing things while narrating but I've been practicing multitasking like that. I usually multitask anyways.
🎲Tulpa narration: 08:22:10 hrs
🎲Tulpa meditation: 00:30:51 mins
🎲Imposition Practice: 00:48:02 mins
♡4.11.2026; I did a small reading (1 card) before we have to go out soon. It seems my readings for a while keeps talking about change and not worrying about the bad things too much.
I got the Madoka Magica manga & Oracle tarot cards. What's funny when I was looking at my new deck the first card is literally "The Witch Experimentation, Rebellion" and I happen to get the manga based on Rebellion. I am watching Madoka Magica with my friends too.
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𖹭 So, I did better mediating then the other nights but I need to wake up early so I didn't spent much time doing it. I mostly focused on my breathing my mind being able to gently let go of thoughts. I used my guided meditation as usual.
𖹭 I tried visualizing all my tulpas and my wonderland which was slightly difficult but I tried.
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🎲Tulpa narration: 09:59:31 hrs
🎲Tulpa meditation: 00:16:48 mins
🎲Imposition Practice: 00:23:47 mins
♡4.12.2026; I am reading my new Oracle deck guide book to get familiar with the deck and methods and it literally talked about the creators being into dungeon and dragons and I had a plan of playing D&D with my tulpas
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𖹭 I listened to my guided meditation this morning because I was too tired last night. I just tried following the guide but I did get distracted many times but tired listening.
𖹭 I do have trouble visualizing and focusing but I think it'll improve overtime with more practice. So, I'm not too worried over that.
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Oh yeah! Here is the link to the Oracle deck! Since people were interested in my decks last month I posted.
♡4.14.2026; I've been revamping a bit my mindset (Affirmations) when it comes to tulpamancy. It's mostly based off of Abvieon's guide. And I keep hearing faint random thoughts I assumed that are my tulpas.
Also their presence seems pretty high today.
I thought I heard my mom say my name which was kinda quiet but loud enough and I asked her if she did and she said no.
♡4.15.2026; I started drinking more water recently. I used to use a water tracker app a long time ago but stopped for a while, which I recently downloaded a tracker so I can keep an eye on how much I'm drinking.
I used my Oracle cards again, I haven't done a reading on myself in a while.
♡4.17.2026; I had such a strange experience last night. I had something like this happen before but not to this extent. I was half asleep and basically I was dreaming and I was talking to this person who doesn't sound like my tulpas. We just talked back and forth for a bit. I forgot what we talked about. It was probably just a hypnopompic but sometimes I like to think moments like these are just my brain practicing mind voice / vocality for my tulpas.
♡4.18.2026; Ah, I listen to my subliminal playlist & their voice lines all night. I interacted with one of my tulpas in my dreams and got my tulpas source tarot cards. The box was a green space type themed.
♡4.27.2026; I saw this yesterday and I second this as someone who uses affirmations / subliminals and got into daily affirmations again (been doing it for almost a month again ((streak)) It does help a lot with progress and such.
(I have a separate log on Tumblr for keeping track of that, that I usually called my productivity/accountability logs but I changed the name this month. But those who read my stuff probably know about it lol there's a masterlist links to my other logs masterlists in my introduction & about me)
To sum it up, autosuggestion is a personal mantra that positively reinforces your subconscious to work in your favor. It’s a little hack to
I also saw this then it came out but forgot to share it.
♡4.28.2026; Lmao I got so used to asking my tulpas what they think that I want to ask people IRL what they think.
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𖹭 I was trying to meditate for 10 minutes but kept spacing out and being all sleepy but that was probably my fault for taking my Olly Melatonin gummies.
𖹭 I was listening to Neville Goddard’s lectures & books before bed.
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I couldn't find any pocket journals but got a new bullet journal.
Tbh I did a reading earlier today (2 cards). Both of my Oracle cards suggested doing something (learning) new and the results would be rewarding. I do kinda feel bored and stagnated in general.
I also think I might be getting sick again because I woke up with a stuffy nose and sore throat.
♡4.30.2026; I listened to my subliminals & my tulpas voice lines overnight. I had dreams about my tulpas.
It's my great grandfather's birthday today lol x3
Recently I got into witchcraft (which I'm not really new to) along with tarot & Oracle cards! I have been refreshing my memories of Neville Goddard by listening to his stuff a bit. I've been working on my witchy/mystic bullet journaling too. To be honest, I've been kinda bored with everything. I am hoping to spice my life up again and learn some new things.
I also signed up for collage finally, I'm starting collage late as well! I am hopefully going to go in September.
So I wanna talk about a bit of a clash in terminology between the tulpamancy and other plural communities, cuz I feel like this might confuse a LOT of people out of the loop. So here's the thing: "host" as general plural/system terminology is totally different than how the tulpamancy community uses the word!! So here's the jist.
Host (plural term): The person running outerworld life most prominently, doing the daily routine usually, just the person that's fronting the most and subsequently doing that stuff. The host isn't always the "original" or "core", and a system can have multiple hosts or no hosts at all.
Host (tulpamancy term): The creator of a tulpa, AKA the "tulpamancer". This is in basically any context!! If a singlet makes a tulpa, they become the tulpa's host. If the host of a system makes a tulpa, they're also the host of that tulpa. If a non-host system member creates a tulpa, they're the host of that tulpa even if they're not the host of the system. If a tulpa decides to create another tulpa, they're both a tulpa and the host of the tulpa they created!
The relationship between a tulpa and their host is pretty deeply personal, and hard to describe to anybody on the outside. When differentiating between the two, I suggest using the phrase "tulpa host" to make it clear which is which. Being a tulpa host is a unique and different experience to being a system host!
i think i haven’t updated this blog in almost a year!! WOW!
I’m so sorry for the abscence, i wish i could say a lot has happened, but it hasn’t. I’m going to try to pick things up again, and I’d like to try forcing again, but i have a lot of problems concentrating and I can’t clear my thoughts or keep myself on track for more than 30 seconds with it....
if anyone has any advice on how to force with inattentive adhd that would be greatly appreciated ;-;
𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪 12.9.2025; Feel free to comment/DM me if you want me to @ you in the comments everytime I post a new log of this. So, you get notifs when I post a new log! It could be for any of my posts or specific to these logs, just let me know. Also let me know if you want to be un-taged too. If I tag you also let me know if you change your username thank you!𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪
ᥫ᭡ If you guys get inspired by my journals/logs please give me credit/@ me I'd love to see what you all do! Thank you for everyone giving me credit, I appreciate it! But please don't straight up copy me, thank you. ᥫ᭡
𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪 ⚠️ Please don't screenshot or post any of my post to r/cringe system or anything like that, I am not claiming to have DID or claiming to have a disorder. This is purely experimental and curiosity. Thank you! ⚠️
𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪 ⚠️ In general please don't screenshot & share any of my post without my permission, thank you for understanding! ⚠️
˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ Hello angels! How are you all doing? It's me, Mai, welcome to my tulpamancy log!
˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ These post are also on tulpa.info.
˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ I've been consistently manifesting my tulpas since 6.21.2024
˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ DNI; if against/anti Endo/tulpas/soulbonds. This is a safe space for all tulpamancers/soulbonders and such. I accept all systems/plurals regardless of types and have DID friends. All hate will be deleted and blocked. I'm also part of Buddhism along with having an older family member who's into Buddhism. I studied plurality & tulpamancy a lot as well. I enjoy studying psychology as a whole. I'm curious if it's possible to manifest tulpas so take this as an experiment.
˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ I should mention how I used to be like a sysmed until I did my own research about tulpas and Endo systems because I didn't fully understand Endo systems. So, I've been on both sides.
˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ I'm also strongly anti harassment, we can deal with issues respectfully. Harassing and insulting anyone is just childish and immature. We spread positivity, self improvement/development, & acceptance here.
˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ I also don't care about drama/discourse in general because I go outside and have a life & job outside social medias. I want to inspire and grow a community filled with love, learning, understanding, and self improvement!
˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ Practicing tulpamancy has greatly positively improved my mood, discipline, and helped me develop skills of consistency working towards something which helped me work towards building up my other ideal habits.
˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ Feel free to ask anonymously for any questions or just to talk! I'm interested in becoming friends with fellow tulpamancers and just in general.
˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ If you wish to reblog my post you could just tag me and copy the link to the post into your blog, thank you
˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ If you guys get inspired by my journals/logs please give me credit/@ me I'd love to see what you all do! Feel free to comment what other posts/logs you wish to see from me! I’d also give credit to you as well if you wish.
˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ I'm using tag(s) for more reach. I personally don't care what people identify as so I don't want discourse. I really don't know what tags to use for these logs besides the basic ones but I want more reach so I'll use whatever. It's hard to find other tulpamancy progress reports on here. It's kinda dead sadly.
Daily Gaols Using SMART goals method
Note: May change as month develops
Hour Count [Narration]: 6 Hours
Meditation: Daily, mostly every morning (on hold)
Impositions Practice: 6 Minutes (on hold)
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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚Tulpa Status˚୨୧⋆｡˚⋆
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Note: May change as month develops
Vocality: Decent (?)
Presence: Decent (?)
Tulpish: Decent (?)
Physical Touches/Impositions: The Usual
Switching/Possession: N/A
Fronting/Co-Fronting: N/A
Other Impositions: N/A
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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚Monthly Overview˚୨୧⋆｡˚⋆
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Monthly Summary: I kinda got sick in the middle of the month after my b-day. I did Tulpa narrate but also was unmotivated to do other things. My tulpas are mostly active towards morning & nighttime.
Areas of Improvement: Gotta improve my focus again.
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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚Overall Months Count˚୨୧⋆｡˚⋆
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Narration: 267:44:40 hrs
Meditation: 02:18:57 hrs
Imposition: 00:50:36 mins
Source Content of my tulpas: 06:03:44 hrs
Subliminal (s) Time(not all Tulpa related): 82:49:10 hrs
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🎹Tulpa Forcing/Other🎹
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♡3.1.2026; I noticed when I take breaks / don't narrate for hours, especially after 8 hours I do my head feels too silent / empty.
I've been trying to learn more about my brain since my history with my tulpas might've been longer than I essentially thought.
𖹭 So, I took the new Immunity sleep olly gummies before bed and decided to probably meditate during the night time. I kept spacing out though but it's okay. I also listened to a mediation track too.
♡3.6.2026; I got new books! I got "How to live a meaningful life" by Bill Burnett & Dave Evans. I also got After School Hanako-Kun because one of the characters reminds me of my tulpas which is funny because before bed I was thinking about that series and then I went out and saw the books lol I also got two pens. I didn't noticed they had affirmation until my twin pointed them out and it says, "Believe in magic" and the other says, "You are beautiful”
♡3.7.2026; So, 23 days of doing narration for 8 hours daily so that's like past 3 weeks x3
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𖹭 I need to start going to bed earlier so basically I was half asleep trying to meditate but I would like meditation to become a habit. I did have dreams of my tulpas which is something lol
𖹭 I listened too “417Hz Negative Energy Wipe Out Frequency "Ambient Aura" | Heal & Balance Sacral Chakra” by Meditative Mind as I meditated.
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Wtf? I woke up and I was listening to my tulpas voice lines & my subliminals in the background and I was swore I was hearing my voice whispering but I couldn't hear it. I thought my voice was saying hey to my tulpas. I thought it was just my subliminal because I have some subs like that but when I tried listening I didn't hear anything. But when I stopped to listen to it. It stopped after. A while until it started again.
I also dreamt about my tulpas as well
I woke up with head pressures and had them all day basically
♡3.9.2026; I was playing my tulpas source before I go to bed and I kept feeling my tulpas touch me.
OH MY GOD! I GOT THE LAST 3D CUBE DIORAMA ON ETSY OF ALL THE MY TULPAS FOR MY BRITHDAY! LITERALLY IT WAS ONE LEFT THEN IT SAID SOLD BECAUSE I BOUGHT IT! X3 I CANT WAIT FOR IT TO COME IN!
♡3.14.2026; I read Atomic Habits By James Clear to my tulpas for a bit using my mind voice. I also practiced Imposition. Their mind voices are doing well.
♡3.15.2026; So, basically I've been narrating 8+ hours a day for 31 one days which is 1 month wow! And 224 day streak of narration overall! I do notice slight improvements to their mind voices which is nice.
I don't really get dizzy anymore when narrating for longer hours so I'm not sure if that means something.
So, I meditated for like an hour to my tulpas something interesting happened after when I put on my sub and their voice lines after medication. I got up and went to get my gummies and I thought I heard someone say my name.
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𖹭 So, I meditated to a Tulpa binural beats meditation. I decided to try to meditate for longer. I was narrating a lot and even before mediation.
𖹭 I started with deep breathing and focusing on my breathing. I also said my affirmations. Until I was more relaxed.
𖹭 I visualized my wonderland and my tulpas as well which I did do good in the beginning. My tulpas gave me all different reactions. I also tried interacting and observing my thoughts that popped up.
𖹭 Soon enough, I wasn't really spacey or falling asleep but I was like spaced out if this makes sense? I was more aware of it. I remember being able to reach these states unintentionally in the past. I just tried to bring myself back to my tulpas.
𖹭 It felt like the meditation went buy pretty quickly in my opinion.
Of course when I become more productive I wake up sick. I still narrated even though my narration might be a little low effort. I interacted with random thoughts while I was half asleep.
I did most of my narration before bed so I finished the rest during the day and then rested for a while.
♡3.19.2026; I had dreams about my tulpas last night too which was interesting since I didn't really dream much the last couple of days. I saw a few of my tulpas in my first dream. In my last two of my tulpas were shopping with me and they fronted through me which is something that normally doesn't happen, usually in my dreams I just see them sometimes they interact with me but it's rarely. But I talked to them inside my head. So I'm not sure if that means anything.
I was also half asleep and thought I heard one of my tulpa’s voices talking to me.
I do remember the last couple of days when I was in half asleep state I interacted with random thoughts that came into my head pretending it was my tulpas.
♡3.21.2026; Had interesting dreams about my tulpas.
I'm still mainly focusing on my narration since I just recovered from being sick. I think I'm probably going to mainly go back to my normal goals again on Monday.
I mainly don't want to overwork myself to make myself sick since I just recovered which was pretty fast compared to most of my family members. The main reason I still narrate is probably because of my body / mind being used to narrating that it doesn't take much energy and sometimes (most times) my brain automatically speaks to my tulpas. Plus, I wanna keep my streak. But I did notice I've been getting side effects again, mostly paranoia again like before.
It sucks that my streak of affirmations, ADA, and RCs kinda got ruined. But that's okay.
They've been more active now that I'm better though which is interesting. Like I feel tingles and such.
I should mention I have edited my guided Tulpa meditation and added binaural beats. I should really start using it again. I might create another new file for myself of it.
Yay! The thing came in today! I thought it was going to be bigger but it's small and cute my mom opened it for me and we got free classic Pokemon cards and a thank you card! My mom thought it was cute! I like how my mom thinks all my tulpas/characters are cute too! X3 she said it definitely an odd present but it's nice
My mom also said she has card sleeves for the pokemon
♡3.25.2026; It's been a year now since I joined this website lol [tulpa.info]
Also recently I heard about Gravity Falls new thing coming out called Create a Tulpa kit. I haven't really watched much Gravity Falls but I want the kit because its relating to tulpas.
♡3.30.2026; I got new tarot cards! My mom got the bird one. At barns and nobles I saw a shelf for hunger games too. Then we asked where the tarot cards were and the woman showed us. I saw books of lucid dreaming and dreams interpretations which was cool. We also brought our dog.
♡ 4.2.2026; I also got my tarot card deck I ordered on Amazon on the 1st! So now I have two decks. I want to practice divination/tarot card readings. I've been kinda unmotivated recently because of me being sick towards the middle of the month & I need to update my personal dream / journals. I also go out often so it's hard to do stuff. I need to use April as a catch up. Also Happy April fools!
Sorry for not updating since Christmas, I (Raeven) came down with a horrible flu that I am still recovering from (I actually was feeling it during Christmas as well) and I wasn't able to focus at all on forcing. I realized something about my last update, and that was that the literal only forcing I had done with Aaron was strictly through narrating, as I have ADHD and I have a really hard time focusing enough to do visualization stuff, and I had decided that while there was a distinct personality I want Aaron to have, a side from that everything is very very open. I never once decided on what Aaron should look like, so the one time I was able to visualize him, what I saw was very concise and detailed so I really am wondering and feeling that this is the form he chose for himself, given the freedom and the fact that I've been narrating with him for months anyway, on to the new progress. Ever since our Disneyland endeavor aside from being sick it's very very easy for me to impose Aaron into the environment, nothing a long the lines of physically being able to see him, but well... I've always had the ability to see through my third eye, and I am totally able to see him in a similar way. So that's pretty cool! that's mostly it for now, I'm sorry for the long post, but I'll be posting again very soon! thanks!! Rae
hey guys were not dead I'm just going through some shit right now, it's always something though right?? I've been getting progress done with lucid dreaming luckily so I'll make an update the next time I have one just to document it
Hello! This is Aaron's host, Raeven! I want to become more involved, again, in the community so please feel free to message me! I will probably message a few of you so
