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˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ Hello angels! How are you all doing? It's me, Mai, welcome to my tulpamancy log!
˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ These post are also on tulpa.info.
˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ I've been consistently manifesting my tulpas since 6.21.2024
˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ DNI; if against/anti Endo/tulpas/soulbonds. This is a safe space for all tulpamancers/soulbonders and such. I accept all systems/plurals regardless of types and have DID friends. All hate will be deleted and blocked. I'm also part of Buddhism along with having an older family member who's into Buddhism. I studied plurality & tulpamancy a lot as well. I enjoy studying psychology as a whole. I'm curious if it's possible to manifest tulpas so take this as an experiment.
˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ I should mention how I used to be like a sysmed until I did my own research about tulpas and Endo systems because I didn't fully understand Endo systems. So, I've been on both sides.
˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ I'm also strongly anti harassment, we can deal with issues respectfully. Harassing and insulting anyone is just childish and immature. We spread positivity, self improvement/development, & acceptance here.
˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ I also don't care about drama/discourse in general because I go outside and have a life & job outside social medias. I want to inspire and grow a community filled with love, learning, understanding, and self improvement!
˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ Practicing tulpamancy has greatly positively improved my mood, discipline, and helped me develop skills of consistency working towards something which helped me work towards building up my other ideal habits.
˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ Feel free to ask anonymously for any questions or just to talk! I'm interested in becoming friends with fellow tulpamancers and just in general.
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˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ If you guys get inspired by my journals/logs please give me credit/@ me I'd love to see what you all do! Feel free to comment what other posts/logs you wish to see from me! I’d also give credit to you as well if you wish.
˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒 ꒱ I'm using tag(s) for more reach. I personally don't care what people identify as so I don't want discourse. I really don't know what tags to use for these logs besides the basic ones but I want more reach so I'll use whatever. It's hard to find other tulpamancy progress reports on here. It's kinda dead sadly.
Daily Gaols Using SMART goals method
Note: May change as month develops
Hour Count [Narration]: 6 Hours
Meditation: Daily, mostly every morning (on hold)
Impositions Practice: 6 Minutes (on hold)
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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚Tulpa Status˚୨୧⋆｡˚⋆
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Note: May change as month develops
Vocality: Decent (?)
Presence: Decent (?)
Tulpish: Decent (?)
Physical Touches/Impositions: The Usual
Switching/Possession: N/A
Fronting/Co-Fronting: N/A
Other Impositions: N/A
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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚Monthly Overview˚୨୧⋆｡˚⋆
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Monthly Summary: I kinda got sick in the middle of the month after my b-day. I did Tulpa narrate but also was unmotivated to do other things. My tulpas are mostly active towards morning & nighttime.
Areas of Improvement: Gotta improve my focus again.
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⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚Overall Months Count˚୨୧⋆｡˚⋆
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Narration: 267:44:40 hrs
Meditation: 02:18:57 hrs
Imposition: 00:50:36 mins
Source Content of my tulpas: 06:03:44 hrs
Subliminal (s) Time(not all Tulpa related): 82:49:10 hrs
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🎹Tulpa Forcing/Other🎹
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♡3.1.2026; I noticed when I take breaks / don't narrate for hours, especially after 8 hours I do my head feels too silent / empty.
I've been trying to learn more about my brain since my history with my tulpas might've been longer than I essentially thought.
𖹭 So, I took the new Immunity sleep olly gummies before bed and decided to probably meditate during the night time. I kept spacing out though but it's okay. I also listened to a mediation track too.
♡3.6.2026; I got new books! I got "How to live a meaningful life" by Bill Burnett & Dave Evans. I also got After School Hanako-Kun because one of the characters reminds me of my tulpas which is funny because before bed I was thinking about that series and then I went out and saw the books lol I also got two pens. I didn't noticed they had affirmation until my twin pointed them out and it says, "Believe in magic" and the other says, "You are beautiful”
♡3.7.2026; So, 23 days of doing narration for 8 hours daily so that's like past 3 weeks x3
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𖹭 I need to start going to bed earlier so basically I was half asleep trying to meditate but I would like meditation to become a habit. I did have dreams of my tulpas which is something lol
𖹭 I listened too “417Hz Negative Energy Wipe Out Frequency "Ambient Aura" | Heal & Balance Sacral Chakra” by Meditative Mind as I meditated.
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Wtf? I woke up and I was listening to my tulpas voice lines & my subliminals in the background and I was swore I was hearing my voice whispering but I couldn't hear it. I thought my voice was saying hey to my tulpas. I thought it was just my subliminal because I have some subs like that but when I tried listening I didn't hear anything. But when I stopped to listen to it. It stopped after. A while until it started again.
I also dreamt about my tulpas as well
I woke up with head pressures and had them all day basically
♡3.9.2026; I was playing my tulpas source before I go to bed and I kept feeling my tulpas touch me.
OH MY GOD! I GOT THE LAST 3D CUBE DIORAMA ON ETSY OF ALL THE MY TULPAS FOR MY BRITHDAY! LITERALLY IT WAS ONE LEFT THEN IT SAID SOLD BECAUSE I BOUGHT IT! X3 I CANT WAIT FOR IT TO COME IN!
♡3.14.2026; I read Atomic Habits By James Clear to my tulpas for a bit using my mind voice. I also practiced Imposition. Their mind voices are doing well.
♡3.15.2026; So, basically I've been narrating 8+ hours a day for 31 one days which is 1 month wow! And 224 day streak of narration overall! I do notice slight improvements to their mind voices which is nice.
I don't really get dizzy anymore when narrating for longer hours so I'm not sure if that means something.
So, I meditated for like an hour to my tulpas something interesting happened after when I put on my sub and their voice lines after medication. I got up and went to get my gummies and I thought I heard someone say my name.
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𖹭 So, I meditated to a Tulpa binural beats meditation. I decided to try to meditate for longer. I was narrating a lot and even before mediation.
𖹭 I started with deep breathing and focusing on my breathing. I also said my affirmations. Until I was more relaxed.
𖹭 I visualized my wonderland and my tulpas as well which I did do good in the beginning. My tulpas gave me all different reactions. I also tried interacting and observing my thoughts that popped up.
𖹭 Soon enough, I wasn't really spacey or falling asleep but I was like spaced out if this makes sense? I was more aware of it. I remember being able to reach these states unintentionally in the past. I just tried to bring myself back to my tulpas.
𖹭 It felt like the meditation went buy pretty quickly in my opinion.
Of course when I become more productive I wake up sick. I still narrated even though my narration might be a little low effort. I interacted with random thoughts while I was half asleep.
I did most of my narration before bed so I finished the rest during the day and then rested for a while.
♡3.19.2026; I had dreams about my tulpas last night too which was interesting since I didn't really dream much the last couple of days. I saw a few of my tulpas in my first dream. In my last two of my tulpas were shopping with me and they fronted through me which is something that normally doesn't happen, usually in my dreams I just see them sometimes they interact with me but it's rarely. But I talked to them inside my head. So I'm not sure if that means anything.
I was also half asleep and thought I heard one of my tulpa’s voices talking to me.
I do remember the last couple of days when I was in half asleep state I interacted with random thoughts that came into my head pretending it was my tulpas.
♡3.21.2026; Had interesting dreams about my tulpas.
I'm still mainly focusing on my narration since I just recovered from being sick. I think I'm probably going to mainly go back to my normal goals again on Monday.
I mainly don't want to overwork myself to make myself sick since I just recovered which was pretty fast compared to most of my family members. The main reason I still narrate is probably because of my body / mind being used to narrating that it doesn't take much energy and sometimes (most times) my brain automatically speaks to my tulpas. Plus, I wanna keep my streak. But I did notice I've been getting side effects again, mostly paranoia again like before.
It sucks that my streak of affirmations, ADA, and RCs kinda got ruined. But that's okay.
They've been more active now that I'm better though which is interesting. Like I feel tingles and such.
I should mention I have edited my guided Tulpa meditation and added binaural beats. I should really start using it again. I might create another new file for myself of it.
Yay! The thing came in today! I thought it was going to be bigger but it's small and cute my mom opened it for me and we got free classic Pokemon cards and a thank you card! My mom thought it was cute! I like how my mom thinks all my tulpas/characters are cute too! X3 she said it definitely an odd present but it's nice
My mom also said she has card sleeves for the pokemon
♡3.25.2026; It's been a year now since I joined this website lol [tulpa.info]
Also recently I heard about Gravity Falls new thing coming out called Create a Tulpa kit. I haven't really watched much Gravity Falls but I want the kit because its relating to tulpas.
♡3.30.2026; I got new tarot cards! My mom got the bird one. At barns and nobles I saw a shelf for hunger games too. Then we asked where the tarot cards were and the woman showed us. I saw books of lucid dreaming and dreams interpretations which was cool. We also brought our dog.
♡ 4.2.2026; I also got my tarot card deck I ordered on Amazon on the 1st! So now I have two decks. I want to practice divination/tarot card readings. I've been kinda unmotivated recently because of me being sick towards the middle of the month & I need to update my personal dream / journals. I also go out often so it's hard to do stuff. I need to use April as a catch up. Also Happy April fools!
Gonna make my side-blog soon, thinking of names for it and the vibe, im definitely gonna want to be mostly punk stuff, especially plural punk stuff, i might make a different side-blog for syscourse stuff as well, which will just be a very aggressive pro-endo and pro-tulpa blog :P
what should i call my side blog? (🇬🇧🛹)
get-u-with-the-punk-tactics
british-punk-skater-boi
love-me-like-a-toxic-ex
hate-me-like-a-little-bitch
fight-the-rich-in-the-carpark
suggest something else (notes or ask)
Voting ended onJul 12, 2025
These names are just, throw it at the wall, see what sticks lol
the star cluster system had used a screenshot of google gemini to prove their point as part of their "sources", so i tried to see if i could get the AI to do something similar. and i added "ai" to the end of my question. and... uh. it interpreted my question not how i realized it'd be seen lmaoo
i feel like the "no, i cant laugh yet" audio whenever i think about forming more tulpas. Jake doesnt even talk yet i gotta CONTROL myself here. help -🚬🍀(Finn, he/they)
