Wow, I'm still alive.
I do NOT look that old in the drawing, by the way.

seen from Pakistan

seen from China
seen from China
seen from Kazakhstan
seen from Norway
seen from China
seen from Germany
seen from Spain
seen from Egypt

seen from United States
seen from South Korea
seen from China
seen from Spain
seen from Brazil
seen from United States

seen from Sweden

seen from Italy
seen from Belgium
seen from Germany

seen from Singapore
Wow, I'm still alive.
I do NOT look that old in the drawing, by the way.
a stark emptiness biting at you like dogs, it’s calmness the very weapon it bashes you with. there is no sound, there is no cry of agony, no bleeding puddle. there is only tears that won’t drop from your face, the headache against your temples- your ears. if a child cries in an empty house, did it ever cry?
My birthday is tomorrow! (Global michael appreciation day)
List with the lasts before I turn 16 in 1.5hrs:
Song: Bandito by Twenty One Pilots
Meal: untoasted toast in cold chocolate milk (trust me it's good)
Movie: Project Hail Mary 🥹 (with my dad)
Videogame: Tomodachi Life – Living the Dream
Fanfiction: currently reading Gotham Is Burning (it's superbat vs Nazis, it's so cool)
Person I talked to verbally: my parents :)
Ear worm: Neon Gravestones - Twenty One Pilots
Outfit: black jeans with Cavetown T-Shirt. And Twenty One Pilots Clancy Zip-Up
Weather: light rain, alright temperature
School subject: free period :) after German :(
Person I came out to ask trans (since I'm openly bi but usually don't say anything abt the former): Geo teacher a few weeks ago (two?)
Person I hugged: my dad <3
Person I missed: a secret. (Pretty sure they'll know when they read this, we'll lose our daily talking streak soon oh no)
Person I spent time with: dad too
Remind me in one year to do this again
I'm going to be 16 in a few days
I honestly didn't think i'd get this far, freshmen and Sophomore year really kicked my ass, I'm proud of myself for getting over my depression, stopping some really bad habits, and getting out of a shitty relationship. I'm aiming to make it to 17 next but, I make no promises.
simultaneously hating and loving that I'm turning 16 friday
been having alot of feelings lately