#tw hallucination

[jellytoshi]

Second night I have this hallucination that consists on my fan turning on and I can both hear it and feel the cold 😭😭 why am I having hallucinations these days im not meant to. Good thing is that it's been a lot of days and usually my episodes last so little so this should be over soon 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

[unreality-ouppy]

mh teeth hurt and i swear i can feel them squirimg around

[vampiricbisexuality]

they hate it when i serve hallucinating mentally disturbed whore💔

[mistyycowoa]

Tw hallucination vent

Holy fuck I was not expecting that to ight no

Wtf

I'm actually about to cry from fear wtf

The thing in the mirror

That

That wasn't me

It looked

Different

Large red soulless rings around it's eyes

No no

No

Please

I'm stuffing myself into the corner of my bed

Nothing had ever been that bad

At least the things before didn't have colour

Now they do

It stared so helplessly

Soullessly

As if asking me to stay

If I stared any longer I might've died there and I'm not even kidding

I can't do tjis

What was that

I don't want to remember go away please

If I'd went at the wrong time maybe I wouldn't even be back in my bed typing this out

Why

Why

Why

I thought they ended years ago

I thought they stopped

I'm willing to maybe help them but not this one

Not when it looks so

Soulless

It looked like it was going to cry from

Whatever

It's a mutated version of me

I don't want to

Ever

This is why I have trauma about mirrors

Fuck OFF

I don't care if I slammed the door

Loud

[alostlittleriverlotus]

really really fucking didn't need to listen to my mom talk about what she saw when dealing with ants outside. My skin is crawling and I'm having horrible tactile hallucinations. I've already been struggling with em last night too cause of seeing a spider. But like. Ugh. I feel like crying. I have to wrap up in a blanket just to be able to lessen them. I feel so dizzy and sick.

[ivebeenmade]

Visual hallucinations aplenty today. Thankfully no auditory, those always rattle me most.

Not especially helpful when working in retail either way. When this happens I have a really difficult time recognizing people I know well / regulars.

[normalsproutanon]

doctors did not refill my prescription so, gonna be a wild few days 

[wildcardaces]

@ruby-static "sleepovers and midnight hot chocolate" edition

Where the tt go to Shawn's for a sleepover and riki isn't having a good one

Anna: sleepover at Shawn's?

Bonnie: fuck yeah!!

Quil: sure why not?

I can imagine after having a sleep over at all threes, the tt just go "ok, Shawn's turn!"

Riki is there too!

Anna: hey you wanna watch the movie with us rik?

Riki: thanks Anna but I'm good!

Riki: I'm going to bed early so enjoy the movie

Anna: alright then riki, see you later

Anna trying to bring riki to watch a b plot horror movie? It's more likely than you thing! Riki is just tired though and wants to sleep.

However he gets up in the middle of the night and things aren't as good...

Tw hallucination.

Riki: jesus Shawn... I thought you were sleeping with the others...!

Anna: riki...?

Anna: riki, Shawn's asleep over here. Who are you talking to?

Riki: I-

Riki just wanted a drink. Anna woke up to hear him talking and probably quickly realises that somethings up

Riki: h-help..

Riki: am I-

Anna: hey, hey hey hey riki hey...!

Riki: I can't even tell anymore.

Anna: everything is going to be OK. Do you want to know where you are?

Riki: it's ok- I know where I am, I'm home. I would like a drink though.

Anna: midnight hot chocolate it is!

I imagine Anna would just jump into big sister mode the second she realised that riki was stressed out. Riki is just glad he has someone to confide in.