Its weird how often people forget talking and writing is two completely different forms of communication that needs very different skills. Did it take me one or two minutes or a day to write this post? It doesent really matter ofc. But in a conversation between four eyes its a very different thing.
And I can't blame anyone who feels like it is simply not fun, fulfilling, or interesting for you to get an endless yes - no - idk chain from the other side. I hate it. I hate trying to have a conversation, and the only thing going on in my pathetic brain is just an empty void. Yet it's who I am, and I hate myself for it.
I just don't understand what to do to compensate for that and be considered good enough to be around by someone. But I doubt it is considered attractive.















