— THINGS I’M LOOKING FORWARD TO. ( IN MY WALKING DEAD DR, a VERY condensed list )
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ib @ dreamyshifts, and also that anon who asked me to post about my twd dr more (i have stuff lined up just for you mwah)
⋆˙⟡ every building and tall structure and house is suddenly abandoned and begging to be explored. the creepy depths of creaking boards and overgrown vines reclaiming the windows and the very foundations. personally, it never stops being fun for me to explore all these brand-new-old places
⋆˙⟡ the braided hair, being a little covered in dirt, lucky to have even a touch of chapstick. it’s hot and exhilarating to find little ways to hold onto femininity and self-identity in a filthy world
⋆˙⟡ nature, without anyone to damage it. the light pollution is long gone, you can see every single star twinkling above your head at night. the trees are unfettered, twisting branches are easy to climb. the fields of grass and weeds and wildflowers are completely unchecked—beautiful
⋆˙⟡ gratitude in the small things. after the world ends, every last sunset, bubbling stream, and bird chirping and whistling overhead is like liquid gold. it opens your eyes—realizing that you took every last thing for granted when society was still standing, but not anymore! now it’s laughable how little it takes to make me gleefully happy
⋆˙⟡ forced minimalism. sure, everybody only has maybe one backpack of belongings because they have to, but still. i’m happy to be freed of countless material possessions, to be mindful of the things i choose to hold onto ( a gun, a pack of cherry tic-tacs. it’s all the same )
⋆˙⟡ the kinds of hopes and dreams we discuss around a campfire. passing around a jar of some disgusting redneck alcohol and humming about ideas of farms, of growing gardens and starting the closest thing to a family. it fuels people in a way that didn’t happen before
rose dixon 13 - 19 former track / swimming star youngest dixon carol's adopted daughter sophia's older sister
ages : daryl (22) merle (28) rose (13) sophia (11) carl (12) carol (40) lori (32) rick (33) shane (33) beth (16) maggie (20) glenn (21) hershel (60) michonne (26)
IMPORTANT FACTS :
- sophia gets lost but she doesn't get bitten. instead, the greenes find her and take her in.
- andrea dies during the fall of the farm, so she never gets found by the governor.
- the governor dies of a heart attack before ever finding the prison
- we fortify the prison and create a little community. it starts out with just our group but people find the prison over the years and meld into our group.
- michonne is one of the first people who stumbles upon the prison. we take her idea of leading walkers around without their jaws as a form of protection.
- lori doesn't die during childbirth.
- shane doesn't die at the farm. he goes insane a little but we manage to pull him back. because of this, the whole thing with lori goes a little better, so she doesn't resent rick for killing him while Rick doesn't resent her for y'know. taking comfort from her husband's best friend when she literally thought he was dead.
- shane decides that he may as well be a grimes. not because of his relationship with lori but because he's basically carl's uncle and he considers rick his brother. so, he becomes shane grimes, and there's very little custody battle over judith.
- judith grimes is brought up at rick and lori's daughter + shane's niece. but she sees both rick and shane as her dad's.
- little hershel (glenn+maggie's baby) is born 2 years after judith ‼️
- we never find merle again :(
- rick and michonne don't get together. sorry rj :(
- we never meet the hilltop, alexandria, or the kingdom. BUT WE ALSO NEVER MEET THE SAVIORS ‼️‼️‼️
MY FAMILY'S TIMELINE :
- i'm 9 years younger than daryl, who is 6 years younger than merle.
- our mom died a couple months after i was born
- our family is still the same. unfortunately.
other posts about this dr: -----------
(everything about this dr comes from my dreams / intuition. i did not choose anything, not even my name, or anyone's ages, or any of the events.)
Dreams I've had over the past few months involving other realities I plan to shift to:
Just a compiled list I started for myself (I like to keep a dream log) and thought it'd be fun to share
- I've had a couple dreams (maybe 3 or 4) where a hoard of walkers are heading my way, the most recent being me in a city running down the street away from them (in one of them, walkers were chasing after my creepy manager that I hate lmao) [The Walking Dead]
- I was sitting on my couch watching TV when a Knarl crawled up the arm rest and bit my finger and would not let go, I had to yell for my mom to come get it off (which she did while expressing her annoyance) [Harry Potter]
- it was avatar mixed with avatar, so the blue people could bend elements. I fell into the water and immediately was almost eaten so they had to bend me back. Humans and navi lived on same planet fine but humans weren't doing as well/started losing their bending due to being on a different planet that wasn't their own. [Avater/Avatar the Last Airbender]
- Was hanging out with the wolf pack and my sister (Bella) when our mom came out of nowhere angry, most likely cus she was in town to visit and we weren't hanging out with her [Twilight]
- Carl died (diff than how he did in canon) and i was freaking out, sobbing/distraught while all of our friends and family moved on like it was nothing, i was so confused why no one cared (he doesn't die in my dr btw) [The Walking Dead]
-Then it turned into another dream where I was in Forks and was on some rocky cliff overlooking a lake with the wolves and it was like some summer party going on [Twilight]
- Was walking around the cabin and barn while some of the guys were working. I was just looking around/exploring the area [Seven Brides for Seven Brothers] (iykyk)
- Carl and I were sitting in one of the overhead Walking paths between guard towers, playing with Judith and looking out over the prison/trees outside the fences [The Walking Dead]
- Was with Golden Trio trying to sneak onto the Hogwarts express but started getting chased by Deatheaters [Harry Potter Golden Era]
- I was tagging along with the Pack on a hike and we came across a group of wild pigs, and I personally dont like wild animals (or most animals that i know could take me out) so I immediately moved out from second in line behind Sam back to the middle of the group and held only Embry's arm while they all laughed and started joking about my uneasiness [Twilight]
Shifting Dreams That Dont Involve A DR:
- I was being hunted by an organization, but I kept jumping between two timelines. Both were me, just in two realities (we could both see each other and knew we were one person, it was almost like our eyes we split screened; one was in one timeline, the other was in another). We were both running but got cornered and stopped. At the same time we hugged ourselves as if we were hugging each other when suddenly we shifted together to a completely new reality. We were together hugging, two seperate people, in a beautiful clearing in a wooded area. We instantly knew that in the reality we were in, we were now considered twins.
Ok that's all for now, lmk what yall think and maybe I'll do another for my older dreams since this is just the recent stuff.
im like "im not scared to shift to my ___ dr" honey yes you are i think i just need to go to bed and stop worrying about my comfort show being ruined by shifting there but like does anyone else feel this way like i love it and i want to be there i love these people and i need to see them but a part of me hurts and feels terrified and anxious to shift there?? like i dont want to come back and be like i cant see it the same and it sounds stupid typing it out but like i dont know
🫐 BLUE ✶ what’s something from your past that’s nostalgic? something or someone you miss?
your twd dr ❣️
The Walking Dead
🧟♂️ A list of memories that help me make it through another day 🧟♂️
Will contain spoilers !!
Lucille, she was like a mother to me before the outbreak. She gave me a necklace when I was little and I’ve worn it everyday, but since her death it has become even more special. I looped her wedding and engagement ring on the necklace when she died and kept it until I found Negan again. All 3 items remind me to keep going, for her and for Negan. Because not only would she want that, she told me it a few days before her last breath.
On that same note, for the first 2 approximate years I also missed Negan and my dog Sabbath. They were my biggest motivation, the thought of finding Negan again or the thought of him looking for me always made me fight to stay alive. But I found them both again at the lineup. Even though our relationship wasn’t the same for a long long time, knowing they were alive was a huge relief off my shoulders, despite Negan’s personality change.
There’s the typical thoughts of the old world. The idea of creating our own town to replicate the old world as much as possible felt like a pipe dream… Until Alexandria, and when we won the war.
Alexandria itself hits me with a huge wave of nostalgia, even after a few years of living there, someone will say something that reminds me of the old world and I get this gnawing feeling at my chest, of happiness, nostalgia, and maybe a bit of sadness as well.
When I first met Abraham I nearly had a panic attack because he looks so much like my biological father (from this reality, and in that one). My father and I didn’t have a good relationship, hence why he isn’t on the list. But occasionally when Abraham will say something or do something or even the light catches his face in the wrong way, I’ll get flickers of my dad and it tears me apart. Abraham and I get along great though, I wish all the time that he won’t end up with the same fate as my dad. Depressing wtf
Carl, Judith, Gracie, and Anastasia (Mine and Daryl’s daughter) bring me such joy, comfort and nostalgia. Seeing the girls all run around together remind me of my nieces from the before, they’re even similar ages. Watching them grow and learn all these new things behind the safety of the walls, their innocence and naivety when they’re little, all makes me feel both comfort and concern. Sometimes it makes me wonder if my nieces and sister are still alive, but I don’t like to think about that… They live in Australia so I might never know. I don’t know if I want to…
Music!! I have an iPod nano that by the grace of god still works during the end of the world. When we get to Alexandria I also start collecting physical media such as records, CD’s, board games, video games, and DVD’s. Collecting these things really give me a huge sense of nostalgia as I collected them back in the old world aswell, physical media will be my favourite thing UNTIL I DIE.
Thank you for the ask Angel!! This was super fun to think about but also very humanising for my dr.
And yes that Abraham thing is very true and happens to me in this dr too even while I’m watching the series. Shane also has my fathers nose and I HATE IT. They both kinda act like him too (especially Shane)
