#twin!reader

[invincibledc]

Batfam (or just Damian) with a Sweet//Soft Al-Ghul Twin! Reader who loves to cuddle! (Can be during naps or in general. :3)

BATFAMILY X SOFT!AL-GHUL!TWIN READER

When the softer twin loves cuddles.

Y/n and Damian were the same in skills.

Personality? No.

You and Damian are like yin and yang. Moon and Sun, the classic duo that everyone overuses when they want to be different from others.

But you are different from Damian.

You’re too soft.

He’s ruthless.

So maybe that’s why he finds himself being cuddled by his twin sibling who seemed not to have a care in the world.

You had a cuddling problem.

Sleeping in general? You’re sitting by someone and cuddling them.

You’re like some kinda kitten just wanting warmth.

Jason was the first one you cuddled close to, making Damian mad cause first of all… you’re his sibling and second of all, YOU’RE HIS SIBLING?!!

So Damian moved Jason out of the way and hugged you. And Damian doesn’t do hugs.

Tim was once playing on his switch when he saw his preteen sibling walking over before cuddling against him. He froze before he kept playing.

Dick was gushing when you cuddled him, he’d been WAITING for his little sibling to cuddle him. He took so many pictures that he put one as his profile picture.

“Oh yeah, that’s my ex-assassin of a little sibling cuddling me after school.”

Bruce was the last person, he saw how you cuddled with the others in your sleep.

He just didn’t expect his small child to be curled upon his lap as he put data in the bat computer.

Bruce just let out a small smile before continuing to type in a report for the latest crimes that happened in Gotham.

[oneshot-twoshot-redshot-blueshot]

Sweet Child O' His

TW: pregnancy

Eddie looked up at you from the couch as you came storming into the trailer. “You’re home early. Thought you were out with Steve.” He couldn’t help the tone that dripped from his voice when he said your boyfriend’s name. Everyone was always telling him how wonderful Steve Harrington was, including little Dustin Henderson, who seemed to practically worship the ground the guy walked on. And while Eddie could ‘get along’ with Steve, he was steadfastly not a part of his fan club, especially once you’d started dating him last year.  

“I was.”

“Oh, god, you didn’t bring him back here, did you?” Eddie sat up a little, straining to look out the window behind the couch. 

“We broke up.”

“What?” Eddie set his guitar to the side and stood, crossing to you in a few short steps. “What happened?”

You shrugged. “He just… I don’t know. He plays jump rope with the line between ‘charming’ and ‘flirtatious’. Every single girl we meet, whether that’s the chick running the concession stand at the movies, or the hostess at a restaurant, or even someone just walking by on the sidewalk, he has to turn on the charm, flash that hundred-watt smile, and focus on them, like I’m not even there anymore.” You shook your head once. “I just… couldn’t take it anymore.”

“You want me to beat him up?”

You laughed, but the laugh quickly turned to a sob. Your hands flew up to your face, hiding your tears from your sibling. 

“Shhh,” Eddie said, wrapping his arms around you. “It’s okay. Big brother’s got you.”

“You’re two minutes older than me,” you said, words muffled against his shoulder.

“And I always will be.”

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A few days later, Eddie was leaning on the counter at Family Video, staring into space. The store was completely empty– it usually was on Tuesday mornings. Not that Eddie minded– he liked the quiet. Gave him time to think of new things to add to his next D&D campaign, or song lyrics, or how he could convince you to skip your next day’s class at the community college in the next town over and spend the day with him. Not that that last one ever really happened– Eddie was proud of you for taking classes, even if you couldn’t afford to take a full-time schedule’s worth. You were going to do something with your life, which is more than he could say for himself.

The bell above the door jingled and Eddie snapped back to the real world. His eyes narrowed slightly when he saw just who it was who had entered.

“Eddie,” Steve said, stepping over to the counter. “Just the man I wanted to see.”

“Harrington. The man I never want to see.”

Steve let the comment roll off his shoulders– he knew that somewhere, deep down, Eddie liked him. After all, they hung around the same circles, which put them in the same place 80% of the time. And Eddie owed Steve for the simple fact that he’d given him the video clerk job before he and Robin took over at the radio station– not that Steve would ever hold that against the metalhead. Besides, he kind of considered Eddie having already ‘paid him back’, since he let Steve date you.

Which is exactly what Steve was here about. 

“Your sister isn’t answering my calls,” Steve said. He made his way behind the counter, feeling just as at home in the video store as he had last year. Leaning one hip against the orange Formica top, he studied the curly-haired menace. “What gives?”

“Why would she?” Eddie turned, leaning against the opposing countertop, arms crossed in front of his chest. “You two broke up.”

The words hit Steve directly in the chest. “What?”

Eddie raised an eyebrow. “Uh, yeah. She came home Saturday night really upset about it.” He cocked his head to the side. “Are you really so dim that you can’t recognize when you’re broken up with?”

“No, no, that… that can’t be.” Steve replayed Saturday evening’s events in his mind. He’d met you at Sweets Bakery, where the two of you had shared one of the giant chocolate chip cookies. Then, the two of you had taken a stroll downtown. You’d told him about your psychology course and how you were pretty sure your professor had killed someone, or at least had a few bodies buried in the basement; he’d told you about the new sound effects he and Robin had come up with for the morning show. He’d asked if you wanted to go see a movie but you declined. “When the hell did we break up?” He flicked his eyes up to Eddie’s. “What exactly did she tell you?”

“That you’re a self-centered dick who cares more about his hair than his girlfriend and who constantly flirts with other women.” Okay, so some of that may have been a bit embellished, but most of it was what you’d said.

Steve replayed Saturday evening again, and realized Eddie was right– he’d flirted with the girl at the bakery counter, the two girls walking their adorable dogs downtown. He hadn’t meant anything by it, of course– why would he when he had you on his arm? And when he’d asked about the movie, your exact words were, ‘I can’t do this anymore’. He’d thought you meant the late movie showings, that you were concerned with getting enough sleep so you could be prepared for your morning classes. But you’d meant your relationship?

“Shit.” Steve quickly turned and began going through the drawers. 

“What are you doing?”

“I need paper. And a pen. Don’t you keep those in here anymore?” Steve finally found the right drawer that held the office supplies. He pulled out a few sheets of lined paper and a slightly-chewed on pen. “You gotta help me, Munson.”

“Uh, what?”

“I need to explain to her that… that this is a mistake, a misunderstanding. And if she won’t take my calls, I have to do the next best thing– write her a letter.”

“Absolutely not! I will not help you write a love letter to my sister.” Eddie shuddered slightly, the idea skeezing him out. 

Steve glared at him before turning back to the paper. “Fine. But will you at least give it to her for me?” He turned once more to the metalhead. “Please?”

The quiet tone of the word swayed Eddie just enough. “I’ll think about it.”

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When Eddie pulled up in front of the trailer after his shift, he saw your beat-up Pontiac already parked by the door. Eddie let himself in the humble abode, finding the living room and kitchen empty. The door to your bedroom was cracked ever so slightly and it swayed as Eddie rapped on it with his knuckle.

“Yeah?”

He slowly pushed your door open, finding you seated at your beat-up desk, textbook open before you. You turned your head away from your note-taking, your eyes raising to Eddie’s. Stepping into the room, he held the folded square of paper toward you. He’d debated the whole way home as to whether or not he’d give you Steve’s letter, but knew deep down it was the right thing to do. 

“What’s this?” you asked, taking the paper from your sibling.

“A letter from Harrington.” You tossed the paper onto your desk, unopened. “He showed up at the store today. Said you weren’t returning his calls.” Eddie once again crossed his arms in front of his chest. “Seemed surprised when I told him that’s because the two of you were broken up.” Your eyes dropped to your lap, unable to meet his gaze. “You did say the two of you had broken up, right?” You nodded, slightly. “And that’s something both of you were aware of?” A small shrug. Eddie sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose. You were supposed to be the smarter twin. “Y/N, you… you gotta speak plainly in matters like this. Especially with guys like Harrington.”

“I don’t know why you’re suddenly on his side,” you said. “It’s not like you even liked us together.”

“Oh, I don’t care about him. I just don’t want him moping around the store while I’m there.”

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Over the following week, Eddie was surprised by you. He truly thought you would’ve read Steve’s letter and gone back to him (as annoying as that would have been). But you remained steadfast in your choice, continuing to avoid his calls. Steve even showed up one time, and stood on the front step for over an hour until Eddie had to tell him to leave, that you didn’t want to see him. And as surprised as he was by you, Eddie was surprised to find his own heart hurting (slightly) for the guy.

Eddie was pulled from his burgeoning hazy state at the sound of a car door slamming outside the trailer. Rolling his eyes, he mentally prepared himself to once more tell Steve to fuck off. He was quite surprised to see you open the door, immediately heading for your room. “Thought you had two classes today?”

“I started feeling sick, so I decided to come home.”

Eddie pushed himself from the couch and stepped down the hall to your room. He stood in the doorway and watched as you collapsed into bed, curling into a ball and pulling your comforter over your head. “You want me to make you some soup or something? You know I make a mean can of Spaghetti-Os.”

“No.” Your voice was muffled by the blanket. Your lack of laughter at his bad joke showed Eddie that you were, indeed, feeling sick. “Just let me nap. I’ll feel better when I wake up.”

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Your illness plagued you in an on-again, off-again manner over the next few days. But you pushed through it, knowing you couldn’t let yourself fall behind in your studies or take off too many shifts from the library.

One day, as you knelt to reshelve some of the kiddie books, your eyes landed on a mother and her children. She was bouncing a baby on her knee while she complimented the toddler on his block tower. She looked tired but her face held a brilliant smile, the love she felt for her children evident to anyone who looked their way. You couldn’t help but share in her smile– you’d never really considered having children, but you weren’t adamantly against it. 

The smile slowly bled from your face as your brain began to whirl. ‘Shit, shit, shit,’ you thought to yourself, popping up from your shelving. ‘No, it… I’m sure it’s not…’

The last hour of your shift dragged, your anxieties spinning faster and faster in your mind. Finally, Debbie showed up to take over the closing shift and you gathered your things, rushing out the door. Instead of heading for your car, you quickly walked the block and a half to the convenience store. You were glad to see that Joyce wasn’t manning the register today– while the two of you weren’t close by any means, you could only assume that if she did see you, she would off-handedly say something to her kids. Jonathan might say something to Steve, or Will might say something to Eddie at Hellfire. You wanted this to be kept under wraps, at least until you were sure. 

You quickly found the item you were looking for. The teenager at the checkout studied you with a bored expression, taking their sweet time to scan the item, hit the register key, tell you your total, count your change. You practically sprinted out of the store, plastic bag in hand. 

You screeched to a halt in front of the trailer and rushed in, shutting yourself immediately in the bathroom. Your hands shook as you opened the cardboard box, reading the simple (yet overly explained) instructions. 

Then you had the longest three minutes of your life. 

And yet, when the time was up, you found you couldn’t look at the test, couldn’t make yourself find out if your future was about to get knocked on its head. It was Schrodinger’s Test: until you laid eyes on it, the pregnancy test was both positive and negative.

Finally, you knew you could wait no longer. Steeling yourself, you glanced down at the plastic stick, your stomach dropping as you saw the tiny pink plus sign. You stood there, frozen, for what felt like an eternity. Your vision blurred as you tossed everything into the garbage can before stepping out into the hallway, your feet automatically taking you to Eddie’s room.

“Yeah?” he called at your knock. 

You slowly opened the door, tears threatening to spill. “Eddie, I…” Your words died in your throat as you saw your brother carefully applying black liner to his lower lids, bent forward so much that his nose was almost pressed against his mirror. You took in his attire– more chains than usual, jeans looking extra slashed. Realization hit you– tonight, Corroded Coffin had a show at a hole-in-the-wall bar just outside Hawkins. Eddie had been talking about it nonstop for the past few days. 

“What’s up?” Eddie’s eyes found you in the mirror, a crease forming in his brow. He turned, seeing that his eyes hadn’t deceived him, that you were extremely upset. “Hey, what’s wrong?”

You couldn’t ruin tonight for him. Your news could wait. After all, you’d still be pregnant in the morning. You shook your head, swiped at the tear that was starting to track down your cheek. “It’s nothing.”

“Bullshit.” Your brother stepped over to you, concern in his eyes. 

You’d never been able to lie very well to him. “I just… failed a test.”

Eddie’s expression softened as he pulled you into his chest. “That’s what you’re so worked up over? A silly test?”

‘If you only knew,’ you thought. 

“And ‘failed’? I doubt it. Knowing you, you probably got a C or something, Miss Smartypants.” Eddie pulled away slightly, his hand cupping your chin. “Come to the show tonight. Have a few drinks, enjoy yourself. Then tomorrow, I’ll help you study– whatever you want, even if I don’t understand a damn thing. We’ll make sure you get a 115% on your next test.”

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The show was phenomenal, the best Corrorded Coffin had ever played. And while you couldn’t drink, given your new state, you still sat at the bar and sipped a club soda while you watched your brother live his best life. The high of the performance stuck with him all the way home. He told you about his experience as he drove, the excitement still flooding through his veins. His frantic, ecstatic energy was infectious, and you couldn’t help but smile.

“God, it was just… so great,” he said, unlocking the door to the trailer and marching in, a king returned to his domain. He dropped his guitar on the couch before turning to you, wrapping his arms around you and spinning you around once. “It wouldn’t have been the same without you, little sis. You’re my number one supporter– we always play better when you’re around.” He pressed a kiss to your cheek with an overly cartoonish MWAH.

“Okay, okay,” you said with a slight laugh, pushing your brother away. “The show was great, Eds. Really. But it’s late.”

“Right,” Eddie said. “And we’ve got a whole day of studying ahead of us tomorrow.” He tapped his temple with a finger. “Don’t think I forgot my promise.” He turned and headed down the hall. “You still have those makeup wipes in the bathroom?”

“Yeah. Top left drawer.” You made your way into your bedroom and stripped out of your clothes, replacing them with your pajamas. As you pulled your shirt down over your torso, your fingers brushed against your stomach. You glanced down– soon, it would look a lot different.

You looked up at the sound of your door swinging open. Eddie stood in the doorway, eyes no longer lined with makeup, but wide, flashing with… anger? Surprise? Disbelief? You weren’t quite sure what to name the emotion he was exhibiting, but you knew it wasn’t a good one. He held up the pregnancy test. “What the hell is this?”

Your mouth opened and closed, unable to find the right words to answer his question.

Your brother took a step into the room, his eyes dropping to your stomach before darting back up to yours. “Are you… pregnant?”

Without answering, you sank onto the bed, your head immediately dropping to your hands. You soon felt the mattress dip next to you as Eddie gingerly sat beside you.

“Is it Steve’s?”

You turned, scowling at your twin. “Obviously, Eddie. Who else’s would it be?”

He held his hands up in surrender. “Right, right, stupid question.” His hands dropped to his lap. “Is this what you were so upset about earlier?” You nodded. “So, you didn’t fail your test. Well,” his eyes fell to the plastic stick in his grasp. “Any test at school, that is.”

You turned your own gaze down to the pregnancy test. “Technically, you could consider that test passed. Aced, even. 100%.”

Eddie gave you a lopsided grin, but the expression didn’t reach his eyes. “You always did strive for perfection.”

The two of you sat quietly for a few moments, the silence heavy, palpable. “Damn,” Eddie finally said, his voice low. “This is… shit, this is a mess.” He turned his head slightly toward you. “Wayne’s gonna kill you.”

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You barely slept that night. Finally, around six a.m., you decided to put an end to your torturous tossing and turning. You pushed yourself out of your bed and took a cold shower, the water slightly revitalizing. 

You were in the kitchen making a pot of coffee when Eddie emerged from his room. You glanced at the microwave clock– just after seven a.m. Eddie never worked the morning shift the day after a show, so his being conscious at this hour was quite unexpected. 

“What’re you doing?”

Eddie swiped his keys from the kitchen counter. “Just gonna pay a visit to the radio station.”

It took your sleep-deprived brain longer than it should have for you to understand just what he meant. “Wait, Eddie, no!” You yanked the cord to the coffee pot from the wall, lest it burn the whole trailer down, and ran out after him.

He was already sliding into the driver’s seat, so you hurriedly threw open the passenger door, barely scrambling in before the van shifted into reverse and pulled away from the trailer. “What the hell are you doing?” you asked, slightly out of breath. 

“Told you. Paying a visit to the radio station.” Eddie’s eyes were hard as they stared ahead.

“Eddie, don’t. Please. Just… turn around. We can talk about this at home.”

“No,” your brother said slowly, cranking the wheel to the left in a harsh turn. “No, I think Harrington should be a part of this discussion.”

“Oh, god, you’re gonna kill him,” you mumbled, covering your face with your hands.

“I’m not gonna kill him. I’m just going to explain to him how things are gonna be. How there are consequences to his actions.”

The age-old argument of ‘it takes two to tango’ flitted through your mind, but you remained silent. You knew there was no changing his mind– once Eddie hooked onto an idea, no matter how far-fetched, he had to see it through as much as possible. You peeked through your fingers, watching as he fiddled with the radio dial while he drove. WSQK came in loud and clear, Steve and Robin’s voices telling listeners about what they could expect from the upcoming Fall Festival.

“Oh, good,” Eddie said, his voice making you feel that he was anything but pleased. “He’s there. I’d hate to have to search all over Hawkins for him.”

The van finally pulled into the radio station lot. Eddie dropped out of the vehicle and headed briskly for the building, throwing both of the glass doors open.

“Eddie,” you tried once more, hurrying after him. “Come on.”

You followed your brother into the main room of the station, where the studio could be seen through the surrounding soundproofed windows. Both Robin and Steve looked up upon your entrance. Robin looked surprised but waved excitedly upon seeing you. Steve’s eyes found you first, a huge grin splitting his face. That grin, however, melted when he noticed your brother’s expression. 

Steve quietly opened the door. “Hey,” he whispered, his eyes lingering on you. “What are you two doing here?”

“We need to talk, Harrington.” Eddie took a menacing step forward, causing Steve to take two steps back.

“Steve,” you said, turning his attention towards you. “Run.”

“Run?” Steve swung his head back towards Eddie. The metalhead’s glare told the DJ that perhaps your suggestion should be taken, whatever the reason behind it might be. He quickly darted between the two of you, heading out the way you’d just come. Eddie growled and gave chase.

You ran after them, exiting the building. You looked around the empty parking lot, wondering where they could’ve gotten to, when you heard the sound of voices coming from beside the building. Turning the corner, you watched your brother chase your ex-boyfriend in the grassy field beside the station.

“Come on, Harrington,” Eddie called. “I just wanna talk to you!”

“I don’t believe you!” Steve said.

Robin appeared beside you. “What the hell is happening?”

“Eddie…” You watched as your brother leapt at Steve, making contact. The two men fell to the ground in a pile of limbs. Steve tried to scramble away but Eddie was quicker; he soon had the DJ flat on his back while he straddled him, his own ringed fingers gripping the collar of Steve’s shirt. You and Robin rushed over, hoping to keep any major damage from being done.

“You son of a bitch!” Eddie said. “I knew I never should’ve let you date Y/N! First, you take her virginity, and then–”

You clapped a hand to your forehead– leave it to your brother to make such an assumption and truly make an ass out of both of you. 

Steve’s eyes darted up to yours, one eyebrow raised. ‘Really?’ he mouthed at you. You rolled your eyes slightly and shook your head as you reached for your brother, trying to pull him off the poor guy.

“--telling you she doesn’t want to get back together, only to find out that you knocked her up!”

You, Robin, and Steve all froze in your tracks– you, pulling Eddie off of Steve, who was being pulled away by Robin. You felt two pairs of eyes on you as you concentrated very hard on a particularly interesting blade of grass. 

Your brother was oblivious to the effect his words had on your group. “You ruined her life, Harrington. She had a chance to get out of this hellhole, but you RUINED IT!”

“Eddie, enough.” Your tone was harsh enough to get him to stop his ranting. He turned to you, studying you for a few moments as a heavy silence fell over the four of you. You could feel Steve and Robin still staring.

“Come on, Eddie,” Robin finally said. “Let me show you the new Metallica album we just got.”

Eddie slowly pulled his eyes from you, flicking them to Robin. “But…”

She slipped her arm around Eddie’s, pulling him toward the station, leaving you and Steve alone in the field. You found you couldn’t make your eyes meet his.

“You’re… pregnant?” You nodded. “And it’s…?” Your eyes finally snapped up, a small scowl on your face. Steve took a step back. “Right. Sorry.” He looked down, his brow creasing slightly. “Are you barefoot?”

You looked down, wiggling your bare toes in the grass. In your rush to catch your brother, you’d forgone shoes. “Uh, yes. Yes, I am.”

The corner of Steve’s mouth quirked up. “So you’re literally barefoot and pregnant.” His eyes met yours, a light in his eyes.

You huffed out a laugh. “What can I say, I live to be a cliche.”

Another silence fell between the two of you, broken only by faint birdsong from a nearby tree. Steve ran a hand through his hair. “So… what now?” 

Wasn’t that the big question? You shrugged, crossing your arms over your chest. “I don’t know. I guess…”

“I’ll pick up some more shifts,” Steve said, almost to himself. “And I’ll talk to Keith at the video store– I’m sure he won’t mind hiring me back.”

You scoffed slightly. “Oh, yeah, Eddie will love that.”

“I don’t care.” Steve’s eyes turned to you, a fire in them you’d never seen before. “I have to do whatever it takes.” He studied you for a moment. “Look, Y/N, I’ll be as involved or uninvolved as you want, but…”

Ever since you’d been in the bathroom, waiting for the result to appear, you’d been wondering what it was you wanted– what would be best in this situation? But here, now, it was crystal clear. You slowly reached out, grabbing his hand in yours. “I want you with me, Steve. With… us.”

His eyes widened, his breath hitched. “You… you do?”

You nodded. “I’m sorry for how I acted. I don’t know what came over me. I never should have–”

“No, no,” Steve said. “You were totally right. I was a little self-centered, and I admit, I flirt a little too much. It just kind of happens. But the only person I really want to flirt with is you.” His mouth turned down slightly. “But do you really think I care more about my hair than I do about you?”

“What?”

“That’s what your brother told me. Said that was what you told him, about why you broke up with me.”

You sighed, closing your eyes against the stupidity. “Dammit, Eddie.” You looked back at Steve. “No, I don’t think that.”

“Right, good.” You could see the relief washing over his face.

“He does, though.”

The relief turned sour, the smallest scowl taking over his expression. You couldn’t help but laugh, which made Steve’s expression lighten again. “Come on,” he said, leading you towards the station building. “We’d better go check on Robin. If we’re not careful, she’ll tell all of Hawkins our news.”

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“So,” Eddie said as the two of you headed for home. “I take it you and Harrington are back together.”

You nodded. “We thought it was best, for the sake of…”

Eddie’s eyes flicked down to your stomach before turning back to the road. “Yeah, sure. Makes sense.” He chewed on his bottom lip. “D’you love him?”

“What?”

Your brother shrugged. “I just… I don’t want to see you get tied down to him if you don’t love him.”

“A little too late for that, don’t you think?”

He shrugged. “I mean… you’d have me. And Wayne. I know I said he’s gonna be pissed when you tell him, but we’d help if…” There was a fragility in Eddie’s voice.

“Eddie,” you said gently. “I’m going to need your help regardless.”

“Yeah?”

You nodded. “Someone’s going to have to teach this kid about music.”

Eddie chuckled. “Yeah, and that’s sure as hell not going to be Harrington. That man couldn’t tell a good album from a bad one if it bit him in the ass.”

The atmosphere in the van was much lighter as Eddie pulled up in front of the trailer. You unbuckled your seatbelt, hand on the door, when you turned back to him. “Oh, by the way… Steve wasn’t my first.”

“What?”

“In your rant, you accused him of taking my virginity. But he didn’t.”

Eddie’s mouth flattened. “Oh.” He cleared his throat. “Then who…?”

You rolled your eyes slightly. “Todd Miller. Sophomore year.” You slid out of the van, walking around the front towards the trailer. You paused before you opened the front door– you hadn’t heard your brother get out of the van. Turning, you saw him still sitting behind the wheel. 

The engine turned over once more.

“Eddie!” You darted towards the vehicle. “What are you doing?”

“Going to find Todd Miller.”

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pretty russian dolls pt 3 — heated rivalry

˚⁎⁺˳ . ⊹ you're shane's fraternal twin sister; six-minutes and thirty seconds older, to be exact. when you meet ilya's friend svetlana briefly at a hollander dinner party, you fall quick for the mysterious russian.

˚⁎⁺˳ . ⊹ fem!reader, svetlana x reader, smau. reader is an actress!

˚⁎⁺˳ . ⊹ part three! part one + two is here. (i tried to make the reader just as chaotically not media trained as some of the actors in the show lmao she is just jokes)

[targmanapologist]

forbidden fruit

summary: you've been ignoring him all day and he decides to correct your behaviour

pairing: aerion targaryen x twin!reader

genre: smut, very little plot

!!tw!!: p in v, creampie, voyeurism, targcest, reader calls aerion "brightflame", cringe nicknames, mentions or breeding , unprotected sex, death threats

!!MDNI!!

 Aerion Targaryen. He's a cold beauty; his violet eyes look at you not as a person, but as a 'possession', as his—his mirror, his anchor, his muse.

He follows your every step. His arrogance means he sees no need for gentle courtship. Instead, he speaks to you matter-of-factly, as if proclaiming you are already his. This, unfortunately, causes many issues for any man that comes within a few metres of you. It proves especially troublesome at your shared nameday banquet and tourney when an over confident Lord asks for a dance, taking you away from your brother for a gruelling four minutes. As you're walking back to the front table to join your family you get intercepted by Aerion who pulls you behind a stone post.

"Do not dance with that lord again." he commands, gripping your arm tightly. You only roll your eyes and take his goblet, tilting your head back to gulp down the remainder of his wine. 

"I'll dance with whoever the fuck I'd like." You snap, reaching up to wipe the dribble of wine that escaped the corner of your mouth before he catches your wrist. His pupils dilated at your behaviour. No one spoke to him like that. No one dared. 

"Is that so?" He stepped closer, his voice dropping to a dangerous whisper. "And who will stop you? That weakling guard of yours? Your pathetic betrothed?"

You yank your hand free and wipe the red streak from the corner of your mouth, all the while maintaining eye contact with him, licking the rest off with a dart of your tongue. "You're still jealous, aren't you?"

The room seemed to fade away as his focus narrowed solely on you. "Jealous?" He scoffed, but his hand reached out to grip your chin roughly. "I am not jealous of fools who dare to touch what is already mine."

You elbow him in the side but he doesn't release your chin. Instead, his thumb brushed over your lips, wiping away the last remnants of wine. "Careful," You warn. "If anyone sees, father with the try to speed up my marriage." 

"Let him try," He murmured darkly. "I will burn down every hold in Westeros before I let them take you from me." Your eyes flick down to his lips for barely a second before turning your head away and handing your goblet to a nearby servant. His hand slides down to your neck, his thumb pressing against your pulse as he watches you intently. "Come with me." he orders abruptly, his grip tightening slightly. He leads you through the crowded great hall, his presence parting the sea of nobles like a knife through butter.

"Really? Now?" You mutter to him, waving to various nobles that try to stop you.

"Now," He confirms, not slowing his pace. The stares of the court burn into your back as he marches you toward the more secluded corridors of the Red Keep. One particularly bold Lannister cousin steps forward, but Aerion merely flashes his teeth in a predatory grin. "Touch her and I'll have your hand." The man pales and steps back, watching you as you mouth an apology to him. Aerion's grip on your neck tightens slightly, a silent reprimand for your sympathy. 

He practically throws you into a deserted solar overlooking the godswood, then slams the door shut and bolts it. Before you can even catch your breath, he has you pressed against the wall, his body flush against yours. "Stop making eyes at those dogs."

"Or what? You'll kill anyone who looks at me?" You cross your arms. His hands frame your face roughly, his voice dropping to a dangerous whisper. 

"Perhaps. Or perhaps I'll simply tear out their eyes and make them eat them. Now tell me, are you deliberately trying to make me slaughter half the kingdom?" You look between his eyes and lips before crashing your own into his, giving him the only answer he needs. He responds instantly, his lips crushing against yours in a brutal, possessive kiss. One hand tangles in your hair while the other grips your thigh, lifting it to wrap around his waist. He breaks the kiss to trail fiery bites and kisses down your neck, marking you like a beast claiming its mate. He growls against your skin, the sound vibrating through you. His hands become more urgent, pulling at your skirts to hike them up while he grinds his hardness against you. Suddenly, he lifts you up, forcing you to wrap both legs around him as he carries you to a nearby table. You moan softly and let your head fall back. 

"Brightflame!" You moan breathlessly, his chosen name falling from your lips like a prayer to the Seven. He tears at your bodice with feral intensity, exposing your breasts to the cool air of the solar. His mouth descends on one nipple, sucking hard enough to bruise while his fingers roughly tease the other. "Say it again," he commands between bites. "Say it like you mean it." 

You moan louder, pulling his hair and raking your nails across his back as you rip off his thin tunic. It tears easily under your desperate fingers. You score bloody lines across his toned back, marking him like an animal. He hisses in pleasure-pain, his hips bucking harshly against you. One hand tangles in your hair to pull your head back, exposing the soft, pale skin of your throat. 

"Mine," He growls as sinks his teeth into the juncture of your neck and shoulder, marking you deeply. His hand slips between your bodies to tear away your undergarments, leaving you bare and open to him. He releases your hair to line himself up with your entrance, pausing to look down at you with wild, possessive eyes. You meet his gaze and pull him down into an equally intense kiss as he thrusts into you brutally, tearing a scream from your throat that he swallows greedily. His pace is punishing, each snap of his hips slamming you into the table and driving the air from your lungs. He kisses you messily, bites at your lips, sucks on your tongue like a starving man. The table creaks dangerously under your violent coupling. Aerion's breath comes in ragged gasps against your lips, his thrusts growing more erratic and desperate. He grabs your hands and pins them above your head with one iron grip while the other slides down to grip your ass, lifting you higher to meet his brutal rhythm. "Scream my name..." 

Your back arches off the wood as his name tears from your lips and echoes through the solar like a battle cry. The sound spurs him on, his movements becoming almost violent as he slams into you again and again. Suddenly, he leans down and bites your collarbone hard enough to draw blood, marking you in a primal display of ownership. He swallows your whimpers greedily, his thrusts turning into deep, powerful strokes that hit that spot inside you that makes your vision blur. He's animalistic now, snarling against your neck, biting and sucking on the marks he's leaving all over your throat and collarbone, lapping up the blood like a hound. The table finally reaches its limit and cracks loudly beneath you. Aerion curses and pulls out just before it collapses completely, holding you up with one hand on your back and the other on your thigh. He quickly spins you around and bends you over the wreckage, entering you from behind with a savage grunt. You moan and throw you head back, gripping the edge of the table and whimpering. He grips your hips hard enough to bruise as he pounds into you from behind. The new angle lets him go even deeper, hitting that spot inside you that makes your eyes roll back. He leans over your back, pressing his chest to yours as he bites your earlobe hard. 

"Who do you belong to?" He growls.

"You, Aerion!" Those two words nearly break him. He loses all restraint, his movements becoming wild and desperate. His hand snaps out to grab your throat, pulling your back flush against his chest as he chokes you slightly while continuing to slam into you. 

"Good fucking girl," He whispers against the skin of your neck, his lips trailing from the skin behind your ear to your neck. Your breasts bounce with each thrust, a small string of drool threatening to exit your mouth. He reaches around to grab them roughly, squeezing and lifting them like offerings to the gods as watches them with a hungry, almost reverent expression. He sees your drool and swallows hard, suddenly wanting to degrade you further. He pulls out and slaps your ass hard before he thrusts back in without warning, deeper than before, his thumb finding your clit and rubbing harsh circles.

"You like when I mark you up, don't you?" *his free hand yanks your head back by your hair, looking at the drool on your chin with dark satisfaction. "Look at you. Drooling like a bitch in heat because of me." He laughs darkly, his fingers twisting in your hair painfully. "Pathetic little slut. Look at your big fucking tits bouncing around. And those pretty little lips," he spits into your open mouth, watching with twisted pride as you swallow it greedily. He spits again, this time aiming for your cheek. The warm liquid runs down your face as he continues to fuck you brutally from behind. His hand moves from your throat to grab your jaw roughly, forcing you to turn your head so he can spit directly into your mouth again. "Open wider," You obey, opening your mouth wide. He spits directly onto your tongue, watching lasciviously as you swallow. The act of domination makes his cock throb inside you. He pulls your hair harder, making you cry out, then slaps your ass twice more, leaving bright red handprints. "Such a good girl for me."

"A-Aerion!" You cry out. His name on your lips sends him over the edge. He fucks you so hard the broken table legs start to splinter. His thumb presses hard on your clit, rubbing frantically. 

"Cum on my cock, my pretty little dragon," he commands, his voice strained. "Let everyone hear how wet I make you." You whimper and moan loudly as you get closer, chasing your high with a wide smile. Just as you're about to cum the door swings open to reveal a very worried, very stunned guard. Aerion doesn't even slow down. He watches the guard's face go white as he realizes what he's witnessing - the Bright Prince fucking his twin bent over a collapsing table. 

With terrifying calm, Aerion pulls out just enough to let the guard get a clear view of your soaked, trembling cunt before slamming back in. "Tell anyone about this and I'll have you dismembered in the city square for heresy." The guard nods quickly, swallowing hard as he watches Aerion's thick cock disappearing into your pussy over and over. Aerion smirks cruelly and spreads your ass cheeks, giving the guard an even better view. "See how wet she is? How she screams for my cock?"

You whimper and bury your face in your arms, your entire face burning red with embarrassment, cunt tightening around your brother. The guard stares, completely frozen, his eyes wide as he watches the prince breed his sister with brutal efficiency. Aerion's thrusts get even more vicious, pounding into you like he's trying to drill a hole to Dorne. He leans down to bite your shoulder. "Cum now, little dragon. Cum while he watches."

As soon as you hear his words you come undone. Your pleasured scream echoes through the room, your inner walls clenching around his cock like a vice. He lets out a guttural groan, fucking you through your orgasm until he buries himself deep and starts to cum inside you. The guard watches in horror as your cunt is filled with the Prince's hot seed. You pant and twist around to kiss him, biting his lips to draw blood. He kisses you back with equal ferocity, not caring that the guard is still watching, though he's not entirely sure why he still is. He grabs your throat tightly, biting back against your lips hard enough to draw blood of his own. The kiss becomes a brutal, messy battle of teeth and tongues as he continues to spill inside you. You pull away from him panting, both your mouths covered in eachothers blood. You let my head fall back to look at the guard. 

"If you try to tell anyone about this, I'll receive the pleasure of executing you." You smile sweetly, your teeth stained with a mix of your shared blood. Aerion laughs, still buried deep inside you, his seed dripping down your thighs. The guard looks like he's about to faint, his eyes darting between the two dragons—covered in blood and cum, both watching him with matching smiles.

"You may go," Aerion says dismissively, giving your ass a final slap. The guard swiftly slams the door and runs down the hall, his echoing footsteps audible from inside the room. Once the guard is out of earshot, Aerion pulls out of you slowly, his cock still semi-hard and glistening with your combined fluids. He grabs your chin roughly, forcing you to look at him as he licks the blood off your lips. 

"I take it you enjoyed yourself?" He mutters against your lips, not expecting or needing an answer as he instead takes your lips hungrily, his hands framing your face. When you pull away, he looks at you with pure adoration and twisted love. He leans in to whisper in your ear. "Good."

authors note: this is probably going to be my last aerion fic before my head canons and p!links come out so let me know who i should focus on next!

[silibiliballs]

final duet.

includes : gojo ! and spoilers <3

you and satoru against everything, just as it always had been.

you eyed his clothes and scoffed at his outfit that matched yours (you were also guilty of stealing toji fushiguro's look).

while everyone said their goodbyes to satoru, you pulled maki aside, grinning at her before throwing your arm over her shoulder, your star pupil.

"you better come back," she threatened, shoko coming up beside the two of you, with her cigarette tipped upwards.

you gave maki a wider grin, leaning forward and bending down a little to ruffle her hair. "are you implying that you don't think i will?"

she rolled her eyes, but you could see that faint wet glisten of them as she walked away, giving you time to speak with your oldest friend.

shoko sighed, shaking her head as she offered you her smoke, placing it in your hand to which you took a drag. "this is it, huh?" she asked.

you nodded, looking towards satoru and all his students, itadori clapping his mentor on the back and the others following suit.

"you don't plan on coming back, do you?" she asked, taking back her smoke as you held it out for her. it was funny, you always joked that shoko would go first, that the smoking would kill her. somehow, everyone else had gone first.

"nah, they don't need me." you knew what shoko was thinking, she needed you, satoru, suguru and haibara and nanami. you knew she longed for those days that seemed so distant to come back.

shoko didn't bother to argue, just nodded distantly and straightened, guiding you to satoru's side and merging back into the group, grinning at the two of you fondly.

"kick his ass, gojo!" one of the kids yelled at satoru as he wrapped his arm over your shoulder, smile on his face.

"yeah, we will."

[ericshoney]

The things that break us ~ Brother!Liam Dunbar

Summary: Being Liam's twin sister means you can be valuable to the enemy and that was Theo's plan.

Warnings: Kidnapping, mentions of blood, angst, threats, emotional/psychological manipulation.

Y/n Dunbar had always been the calm before Liam’s storm. Where her twin’s temper burned hot and quick, hers simmered low - quiet, patient, dangerous when pushed. The pack joked that if Liam was thunder, Y/n was lightning: silent until she struck.

That was why Theo took her.

When she came to, her head pounded. Concrete walls. Dim light. The faint hum of pipes overhead. It smelled of damp earth and iron. Chains bit into her wrists when she tried to move.

“You’re awake.”

Theo’s voice slid through the silence like a blade. He stepped out of the shadows, all smug smirk and calculated calm.

Y/n glared, even as her heartbeat picked up. “Where’s my brother?”

“Worried about Liam already?” he teased, circling her like a predator. “He’s fine. For now.”

“You think he won’t tear this place apart to find me?” she shot back, voice hoarse but steady.

Theo tilted his head. “That’s exactly what I’m counting on.”

He crouched in front of her, eyes gleaming with something cold. “You’re his weakness, Y/n. His anchor. You know that, right?”

She refused to look away. “You really think you can use me to control him?”

“I don’t think,” Theo said softly, “I know.”

He reached out, brushing a stray strand of hair from her face. She flinched, and he smiled wider. “Liam’s always been predictable. He acts on emotion. You… you’re different. You think. You hesitate. That makes you dangerous - but also… useful.”

Y/n’s throat tightened. “If you hurt him-”

“I’m not going to hurt him,” Theo interrupted. “He’ll do that to himself. When he realises he can’t protect you.”

~~~~

Hours passed - or maybe days. The chains ached against her skin, her strength fading. But she kept her mind sharp. Liam would find her. Scott would help him. They always did.

When the door creaked open again, Theo had blood on his knuckles. Y/n’s heart dropped.

“What did you do?” she demanded.

He wiped his hands with a towel, not meeting her eyes. “Your brother’s still alive. For now.”

“For now?” Her voice broke.

Theo tossed the towel aside and leaned against the wall, feigning nonchalance. “You should be proud. He came charging in like a hero. Almost got himself killed.”

Y/n’s breath caught. “You’re lying.”

“Am I?” Theo smirked. “You know, I used to think Liam was the only one worth keeping around. All that raw anger… that potential. But I see it now, you’re the one who keeps him grounded. Take you away, and the rest unravels.”

He leaned closer, voice low and venomous. “That’s how you destroy a pack. Not with claws. With heart.”

Y/n closed her eyes, swallowing down the fear clawing at her chest. She wouldn’t give him the satisfaction of seeing her break.

“You think this makes you powerful?” she whispered. “It makes you pathetic.”

Theo’s jaw tightened. For a flicker, something almost human crossed his face - pain, guilt, something she couldn’t name. Then it was gone, replaced by that same cold smirk.

“You sound just like him,” he muttered.

~~~~

The rescue came like thunder.

The door burst open, light flooding the dark. Shouts. Growls. The sound of claws raking against stone. Then - Liam.

He was a blur of motion, rage and panic wrapped into one. When he saw her, everything stopped.

“Y/n!”

Her chains fell away in seconds. Liam’s hands trembled as he pulled her close, checking for wounds, his voice cracking. “Are you okay? Did he-”

“I’m fine,” she lied, clutching his shirt.

Behind them, Theo stood watching, cornered but smiling. “Touching reunion,” he drawled. “Told you he’d come.”

Liam spun, eyes glowing gold. “You shouldn’t have touched her.”

Theo chuckled, low and unbothered. “You’re welcome. Now you know how far you’ll go for her.”

Liam lunged, but Y/n grabbed his arm. “Liam, don’t!”

He froze, chest heaving, eyes flicking from her to Theo. For a heartbeat, the air was razor-sharp with tension.

Then Scott’s voice cut through it. “We’re done here.”

Theo raised his hands in mock surrender. “Sure, Alpha. But remember, everyone breaks somehow.” His gaze slid to Y/n. “Even her.”

Scott’s growl rumbled low. “Not this one.”

Theo smiled, backing away into the shadows. “We’ll see.”

~~~~

Back at the clinic, the adrenaline faded, leaving only exhaustion. Y/n sat on the exam table, bandages on her wrists, staring at the floor. Liam hovered nearby, guilt written all over him.

“You shouldn’t blame yourself,” she said quietly.

“How can I not?” Liam’s voice cracked. “He took you because of me.”

“He took me because he’s scared,” she corrected softly. “Of you. Of us.”

Liam looked up, eyes glistening. “I almost lost you.”

She reached out, gripping his hand. “You didn’t. You won’t.”

For a moment, neither spoke. The silence between them was heavy, but it wasn’t empty. It was full of fear, relief, and everything they never said.

Outside, thunder rolled across Beacon Hills.

And somewhere in the dark, Theo smiled to himself, because even when the pack won, he still left a scar.

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@mandmilovehim @onelesslonelygirlbieber6 @mingis-queen97 @lgbtq-girl @lateej @christopherbangsnudes @riowritesitall

Dividers by: @issysh3ll

[lov3-lik3-ghosts]

could you write a enoch o’connor x reader or enoch x olive fluff? movie ver 🙏

Strange Trails

Pairing: Enoch O’Connor x fem!Portman!reader.

Warnings: Not beta read. Use of Y/n. Movie adaptation. No scenes with Enoch (he comes along in the next chapter).

Summary: Your Jacob’s sister and have come along with him to uncover Abe’s tales and held secrets, though you didn’t expect that the cute boy from your favourite childhood stories would become the source of your affections — and you definitely didn’t think that boy would begin to quote the music album you’d discreetly slipped him.

Format: Series — Part One.

Word count: 6.3k

request guidelines | Following Strange Trails

The death of Abe hit you in a different manner than it hit anyone else. The grief held off for the few weeks it took to arrange his funeral and wake, only a pit in the bottom section of your stomach that flared whenever you caught a glimpse of his smiling picture.

Jacob had reserved himself from you for the second time in your lives — the first being when he stopped trusting in the law that was grandpa Abe’s tales and you continued to live on in the weary dreamworld of childhood that it was for years to come. You’d repaired your relationship years ago, into something not quite the same but just as close, even this closeness didn’t stop the fragments of past hurt and fresh grief from seeping through the cracks.

Abe and Jacob were always close. A bond between boys that bound them into a more understanding relationship, a more loving one, and you couldn’t imagine what hell your brother bore with him after having found the eyeless corpse of someone so dear. Except you and Abe were close too, and it was hard for you too, yet you refused to fall into the pits that were holding him hostage.

You invested all your time into the planning of his burial, the built-up summer homework and ignoring the breakdown Jacob was suffering. You disregarded your sorrow and felt the disrespect curl at your gut when your father, Abe’s son, acted like Abe’s death was nothing more than an inconvenience to his mundane, dead-end life of watching birds. You looked down your nose whenever your brother chose you as his target for lashing words and cutting accusations of not caring, when all you felt like you were doing was caring so much.

You festered in the thick, murky depths of woe, mourning in the ringing silence of it and going through the motions of life with a certain robotic unfeeling.

You kept it up for a good while, all polite smiles and brief embraces for anyone with an ounce of sympathy to spare; then the funeral happened. Abe’s picture sat on a large splintered easel, an easel you’d picked out knowing he’d have picked that very one for all its rough edges should he have had the choice, and he’s smiling that crooked smile you only ever saw once in a blue moon.

Beside that, Abe’s sleek coffin is entrapped in bars ready to lower him into the higher floor level of Earth's layers and it’s then, when the casket is left all them feet down and the first shovel of dirt is flicked over it, that your resolve shatters.

Your chest pangs with an oddened palpation filled with anguish and loss and it travels quickly through to your stomach and churns it more viciously than anything before. Your throat lumps and clenches, the sadness awaiting to manifest into loud, uncontrollable sobs that would no doubt rack through your entire body; you try to swallow it down, try to save yourself and your family some dignity, gulping harshly. You fail.

The cry fields across the graveyard with piercing suddenness. You're the first to cry, or at least the first to let it be known, even Jacob stood beside you stays stoic — blank-faced and numb. He glances at you, the infamous trademark blues that only a handful of Portman’s carried flickering with their first kind emotion he’d had for you in weeks, all sympathetic and soft-centred.

You and Jacob were close growing up, you were each other's first friends, the first person the two of you would choose to share toys or snacks with, you’d shared a room for a while and you’d shared a womb once upon a time too; so even in the times you weren’t friends, Jacob would always be the first to remember that once you sobbed for the first time, it was end game. He wasn’t just some friend, he was your brother first, always.

His arm draped over your shoulder, pulling you into his side and letting you bury your face into the black of his suit despite knowing it’d stain with makeup. He stares forward with his eyes welling and you hear as he swallows thickly but the tears don’t fall. You continue to choke through your grief. And the two of you ignore the condescending pity the rest of your stoic-faced disconnected family convey at the emotional display.

“It hurts.” You gasp out silently, hand resting above the placement of your heart. “It hurts. I’m sorry, Jake. I’m so sorry that you- that we- he shouldn’t have- not like this. Never like this.”

“You don’t have to apologise to me, Y/n.” He whispers. “We both lost him. You lost him, too.” This is the sanest you’ve seen your brother since the accident, the sanest you’ve felt since, and you have a brief moment of hope that flushes through your grief and visualises into a happier future. A future where Abe Portman didn’t die from a brutal attack, where Jacob Portman didn’t close off when you most needed him not to, where you didn’t have to take on so much responsibility all the time.

But that is a future that can no longer have a chance to exist.

Abe Portman is gone. Jacob Portman closes off to cope. You were always going to be forced to pick up the slack.

That’s the natural order now. Not much change, you could deal with it. You had too. You always picked up the slack, Jacob always closed off; Abe wasn’t always dead.

When you and Jacob parted at the funeral the last of the comfort parted with it, clinging to your heart with a suchness that it almost ached. You’d tried to weasel your way into his time, hoping for even a semblance of connection and understanding that you knew only he could offer but Jacob’s grief was a wild, springy, spiral that sparked with a drive of madness and a hunger for answers. Yours better resembled a hazy daydream that clouded your reality and took away your normal sensitivity to life and its breathing tendrils, yours doesn’t spark alight so much as it sparks out.

You have no such madness. No such drive.

You’d prefer your brother's version, alive and reminiscent rather than your dead and grey but your brother’s had caught up to him, so at the very least you were left be for your drabness. Reminiscence for Jacob meant retelling and seemingly harbouring a certain belief into the tales Abe loved to tell you as children, and as much as you sympathised with him for the therapy he was forced into, you would do just about anything to recall the faces and the names and the peculiarities and the stories of the children at the orphanage like Jake seemed too. You would do anything to have your grandpa back like that.

Your parents worried too much about Jacob’s state of mind to really pay attention to your withdrawn one which really felt like both a blessing and a curse all at once. On one hand, you wanted some doting and comfort, you wanted some companionship in a world that suddenly seemed so big and lonely. On the other, you had much more free reign to garner a way to cope and much more time to laze and mope and actually use your newest coping mechanism. Music.

There was so much to music that it felt like a never ending learning curve that you could obsess and consume without ever running out of materiel. Your family were more well off than most and so you could afford the luxury of getting the things your mechanism beckoned for; the guitars, the keyboards, the vinyls, the Walkman tapes, the drums, the speakers — you had a growing collection that slowly began to overtake the span of your room in a comforting display.

You’d had some of it before Abe’s passing, gifted to you by him to sate his own love for music and share it with someone he knew could appreciate it. A modernised vinyl player had been assigned a seat on the surface of one of your chest of drawers long before with a box filled with records on the floor beside it and an electric guitar had hung on your wall since you were only twelve.

Your grandpa had been the one to teach you how to strum the strings and play the chords and he’d done so while learning alongside you; those were easier times filled with peals of laughter and burts of wisdom whose memories left a melancholic river of longing streaming through your blood and down your face. Still, you played and you listened and at first you had to force yourself to enjoy something so associated with him but eventually it became your solace. Eventually, it was everything you needed.

Eventually, the memories stopped clouding your heart and your eyes and music was something that kept Abe’s memory alive and unhindered by your grief. It was his, and it was yours, and you carried it everywhere you went.

••

Having to go through the house of a lost loved one was an experience you wouldn’t wish on anyone. To see the home where he had lived look so lifeless and unlived in was just another drive home of his loss — your loss.

It didn’t stir your heart and churn your stomach like his burial had, you didn’t give throaty cries and cling desperately to your brother like you wanted too. This fostered a sting, a finality and a reminder. Abe is gone and he’s not coming back.

Your grandpa was a hoarder. He didn’t collect in a way that gathered in the entrance of each room and was left to cake itself in layers of moulding gunk but every spare nook garnered papers and maps and trinkets that to an outsider seems pointless. That to your dad, seemed pointless.

You and Jacob fought restlessly for the possession of any items your father picked up, one thing that meant nothing to Jacob meant something to you and vice versa, but Franklin had no attachment to any of it and most of your fight was lost simply because of that. You knew most of the things you wanted to keep didn’t actually have any vital virtue but they were all things you knew Abe treasured and in extension, you did too.

There were black bags lying all around you, filled and fastened and ready to go into the skip. Your throat did that funny clench and clamp you’d become accustomed to whenever you thought about throwing them away, thought about how his entire life was bagged and going to be discarded like it was all nothing. Like his life meant nothing.

You had to keep reminding yourself that your grandfather wasn’t the things he kept, that throwing them away wasn’t tarnishing his memory, that parting with them wasn’t parting with him. Abe didn’t live on through the hoarding of his past keepings, he lived on through you, through Jacob, and through anyone else that remembered him.

The only thing that Franklin had no argument for was the pictures that had either you or your twin in them and the stashed money kept in the oddest of places. It was to your guys’ uncommon luck that you caught a glimpse of the familiar sleek dark leather that belonged to a box your childhood yearned to have back, after your father had left the room. You’d opened it with a tense jaw and a cautious glance over your shoulder, knowing if you were seen with it it would be snatched from your grasp without a gallon of sympathy.

The monochrome pictures inside were just as you remembered, aged and weathered and fading, they were of a proud woman and orphaned children doing absolutely impossible things that as a child had left you wondered. A woman with a pipe silhouetted before a tall window and angled so you couldn’t decipher a face to recognise; a boy no older than yourself now holding a young girl you briefly remembered to be his sister, with only one arm — the most baffling thing about that photo however, was that the girl held a ragged rotound boulder overhead with a dainty hand and both smiled at the camera like it was the easiest thing they could ever think to do.

A boy clad in shin length shorts and a striped shirt and a thin jacket and bees, hives of them making home up the left of his torso and trailing along the left of his face, he was perfectly calm — stoic even and looked into the camera seemingly fed up. There was one of a seemingly unremarkable boy, dressed in the sophistication of an ironed suit and the curl of a derby hat, one hand rest in a pocket and the other hung loose by his side and he smiled faintly with his head held high; the visual oddity of him was the circular metal of a projector slotted over the crevice of his eye that, when you looked close enough, had small dials that allowed a ‘zoom in, zoom out’ factor. You remember thinking as a child that he didn’t look peculiar at all and more like a character on the fast track to becoming some sort of evil genius with tech gadgets; Abe had had to explain to you time and time again that looks could be deceiving. That sometimes the most unpeculiar looking people were the most.

The next photo you picked up was another boy in a suit, this one was less pristine with a knitted vest warming atop his shirt and an open overcoat, he sat laxly back against the wood of an armed chair with his feet resting on the kicked up balls of his dress shoes; a tweed cap, pointed forward to face the mirror reflecting the front of him, hovered metres above his collar. His invisibility had made him one of your favourite children to hear of when you were younger, the tales Abe had of him going nude to frighten the other peculiars and the locals would have you in stitches for hours; the memory made you huff a melancholic breath.

You shuffled the pictures around, moving to pick up the next one before hearing the light pound of footsteps creaking along the floor. In a panic, you dropped the ones you held back into the box and latched it back closed with haste, shoving it into the opening of your backpack. The bag lay crumpled by your feet as you spun around, schooling your posture to a strait-laced force formation and feigning innocence through wide eyes.

Jacob stood before you, looking between yourself and your bag with a half smirk. “Found something good?” He whispered, nodding down at it curiously. You tensed, following his gaze, you stared in silence.

You knew you could tell him safely, Jacob wouldn’t tell your dad about anything you chose to keep, but these photos were different. These photos would cause a boundless battle between the two of you that would end with more lost love and ceaseless hostility than you could ever handle.

For a moment you looked at him; he’d want these so wholly if he saw them, maybe perhaps he’d treasure them more than you would, but you’d never been selfish, you never kept something for yourself, and this was something you don’t think you could give up.

Shrugging through your answer, you speak lowly, “Photos. Nothing too great, just thought that dad might start to think we’d gathered enough of ‘em.” Your brother seemed satiated by your answer, turning on his heel and hunching over another bland moving box with a hum, but that didn’t stop the twanging guilt from cramping its claws around your heart and throat. It didn’t stop the way your mouth stuttered open to spill the honesty behind the first lie you’d ever told him.

“Hey, Jacob?” You call, truth dancing its delicate waltz along the tip of your tongue, readying to spin its way out, but your mind flashes with all the consequences that could come hand in hand. He could run with it, drive himself madder quicker than he already was after you inevitably lose the fight for possession, or he could do something drastic — suggested by his therapist — like burn them for closure. Neither were worth the trouble you foresaw.

When Jacob called back in affirmative you scrambled for something else to say, routing through all the conversations you’d wanted to start with him since Abe. “He loved us, you know? Loved you.” It was a stretch because you knew he was more than aware that your grandfather had loved him, loved the both of you more than anything, some lousy and futile attempt at consolation that you’d thought up when you hadn’t had the time to truly feel it for yourself, but you’d have to roll with it now.

“I know.” He turned back to look at you, an eyebrow climbing high on his forehead as if to say it was obvious.

You blanked, a bubble of panic hazing your thoughts. There wasn’t anywhere you could really take this conversation, Abe had loved you, and that was that; you loved Jacob though, and the two of you hadn’t really said that since before you’d turned double digits, now seemed the perfect time to remind him.

“I love you.” Jake’s face contorted, looking at you with affronted confidence, you figured he’d found it frivolous that you’d spoken it because the two of you had sworn up and down as children that the other would always come first — no matter the situation. Neither of you ever broke promises. “I- I just mean that I- we haven’t said it in a long time and… I just thought now would be a good time to remind you. In case you forgot.”

“Forgot?” He asked. “I’d have to get hit in the head to forget, idiot.”

You smiled, “You sure? You were clearly dropped on your head loads as a baby, probably built up a resistance.”

Your brother scoffed, looking to the side into an open box and taking pick of a small plush before lobbing it at your head with a smirk. You dove to the side with a squeak, stepping over your bag with twisted steps and landed halfway down the wall with your hands curling into the plaster. Jacob guffawed, wheezing out breaths as he bent at the knee, open palms hitting his thighs in exasperation.

“Ass.” You snicker, separating yourself from the wall. The plush he’d thrown at you landed by your feet, having hit the wall when you did; it was a fluffy blue thing, discoloured with age and matted by years of use, the stuffing was worn down, it’s arms and stomach more deflated than full and one eye had undoubtedly been stitched messily back in.

There was a darkened stain by its nose, blood red and grossly crisping the curls by its snout. You faintly remember the moment that caused it, a small nosebleed you’d bled after a failed game of pirates that ended with Abe tucking you and your brother into bed, the bear nestled between you. It was well loved and another thing you and Jake had shared. Your throat clogged.

He watched as you bent down, wrapped your fingers around the strap of your bag and the teddy before straightening again with a grin. “Look,” Your thumb and index fingers imbed into either side of the bear's head, wiggling its face at Jacob’s. “It’s Bobby Bear!”

He rolled his eyes, feigning an itch on his nose to smother a smile behind a hand and turned back around to the boxes. You sat Bobby on top of the photo box in the backpack, adjusting him to look more comfortable before zipping it closed; the forming fondness zipped in there with it, ready to be reopened when you were back in the relief of your room.

“Y/n?” Jacob asked. You hummed, looking at the back of him. “I love you, too.” His words were tentatively uttered, a cautious chitter of the affection he’d earlier forgone. Your face softened, a warmth inflaming your chest; your brother was a recluse, even in his best of times and affectionately inept, him expressing verbal emotion was as rare as a cat befriending a bird, and just as heart stirring.

His shoulders tightened the longer you stared, squirming under the weight of your muteness. You bit down a teeth-baring grin, cruelly letting him stew in the anxiety for a few long moments before breaking it.

“I know.” You said and rucked your bag over your shoulder, planning to take place in your dad’s awaiting car. You brushed a hand along the blade of Jake’s shoulder when you walked by him, an action you’d both reciprocated since high school — a way to say “I love you” that put the two of you at ease. His shoulders fell.

••

You lay spread eagle across the span of your bed, staring blankly at the ivory pebbledash of the ceiling above you. Your shoes were by your door, still tied into double knots after having been toed off the second you’d walked through the frame and covered by the blue of your dropped jacket.

Today had been trying, a churning rollercoaster ride of emotions and oldened memories and fights for possessions — old wounds had been loosely stitched close and fresher ones torn savagely agape. Abe’s house would never again be easy to be in, a house that was once so full of floundering life was now haunted with the ghosts of love and loss and the weight followed you even now, far from the once home.

Heaving a shuddering breath, you looked to the closed sack beside you. The culprit to your fib lay within, awaiting your curious melancholy with a beckoning lure; you lugged yourself up to pull the bag closer, tugging the zip open and gently manoeuvring the box out.

The golden latch clicked lowly as you unlatched it, the metal glistening against the dim light of your bedside lamp invitingly, a siren song to your desires that you tug open gingerly. The photos you’d earlier shuffled through had been placed so hastily back into the coffer that they were flipped the right side down, revealing the looping calligraphy of your grandfather's handwriting you hadn’t previously known inked them.

Spreading the turned pictures along the fold of your comforter, you briefed over the dates and names.

Peregrine; 1940. Victor & Bronwyn; 1939. Hugh; 1939. Horace; 1938. Millard; 1940.

You paused with a staggering pulsation of shocked disbelief. These were their names — the names of the children you’d longed so desperately to recall, the names you’d spent weeks racking your brain for, smothering the throes of envy towards your brother for having the one obtainable thing you wanted.

Peregrine. Abe always spoke of her with a deference, eyes glinting through the rules she’d ingrained into him — the matron of the children’s home. He never referred to her by anything other than Miss or matron, aside from the one time he’d called her the bird before quickly deferring into an invisible tangent, so you were left with only that to refer to her by.

The longer you looked at the names, the more the tales refilled your head, stringing along in flash memories.

You didn’t have many for Victor and Bronwyn, only Abe’s descriptions of their brute strength; for Hugh, you recalled how often he’d use his bees to his advantage, eluding the others with a colony to bypass them; for Horace, you had a handful more — your grandfather having taken the time to fill your head with more of him whenever you expressed how unpeculiar he seemed in comparison — all about his interest in style and his gentlemanly nature and his dreams, now that you were older, the prophetic element to his peculiarity was much more intriguing. Millard’s tales were favoured between you and Jake, told on repeat to induce bellyaching laughter, Abe would laugh with you, choking over the words in breathless stutters — they were all of how Millard would go nude to startle the townspeople and the other children.

You huffed a watery chuckle. The photos still in the coffer beckoned when you looked at them, ageing corners yellowing and curling. The top seated one didn’t bring forth any recollection, only a chill that raised the hair on the back of your neck. Two children, dressed in extravagant all white, covering them down to even the tips of their fingers and the full shine of their eyes; the masks they wore run the full globe of their heads, leaving only two small slots for seeing and breathing, and looked to be made of thick paper mache. They were pressed side by side, one arm thrown over the other's shoulder with their heads tilted to face the taller photographer and when you flipped the monochrome the names there were nonexistent, replaced by only: The Twins; 1939.

Abe never showed you this photo. The longer you looked at it the more you understood why. Still now, at seventeen, it made you swallow and place it downwards. You were never good with faceless, masked, oldened pictures — the unknown lying beneath it always made your mind run rampant with images conjured from the darkest parts of your imagination, like a fear of monsters under beds. The fact that they were peculiar only fueled the fear; the twins could actually be something made of nightmares under their masks.

A blonde stood in the next picture, hair falling in perfect waves. Her dress hung loose, patterned with spaced flowers, collared with a Peter Pan style most popular in the 1920’s and lengthing down to her mid calf. In her hand hung a thick platform boot, buckled with just as thick metal clasps and patterned with swirls — it looked like it weighed a ton but she held it like a weightless overcoat, looped through a finger. The matching one rests a few feet behind her, just before a patch of fallen, autumn browned leaves. She floated above the ground, bare feet hovering in a cleared circle, arms hanging by her sides, and an even smaller circle of shade just under her.

The boot in her hand acted as an anchor, stopping her from floating up and up, through the tress of branching trees and into the abyss of the sky. Her peculiarity you remembered: aerokinetic, or at least, that’s what your grandfather had once called it. The back of her photo read: Emma; 1940.

You froze.

Surrounding her name wrote a plethora of heart-shapes, calligraphed in the same deep black ink as the other pictures, some were coloured where others lay empty but you imagined all were done with a certain absentmindedness. The same absentmindedness you brained when you’d fallen infatuated with a boy.

No other photo had them and you felt the piercing tendrils of something like distrust creep around you. Had Abe hid things from you and Jacob? Things that mattered, deeper things than a lost puppy love. Was she a lost puppy love? Your father and aunt always gave your grandfather sideway glances when he claimed to love your grandmother, scoffing under their breaths and whispering about “funny affairs”. You’d assumed they meant sketchy people at the time, peculiar people, your young mind naive to the bedtime stories. But now, the word “affairs” had a whole new meaning to you and you couldn’t help but wonder if Emma was “funny affairs”.

Was this why he never let you hold the pictures? So you didn’t glimpse the back and piece things together?

With a furrow between your brow, you collected the spread monochromes and placed them back into the box, lightly latching it closed and sliding it under the space between your bed and the floor, leaving the unseen for another day. Going through the motions of getting ready for bed with a robotic remembrance, your mind ran a mile a minute, all your thoughts clouded with everything he’d ever told you.

You’d always idealised him. Abe could never do wrong, if there was a man to make the sky, he hung the stars and lit the sun, if there was a word you followed without question, it was forever his. You knew it was childish, the type of endless trust you give to the instruction of your mothers words as a tot, but until now he’d never given you a reason not to take his word as law — biblical.

How many times had Abe evaded information?

When you lay down, under the comfort of your blankets and against the plush of your pillows, your body relaxed from a tense you hadn’t realised had taken you. Your eyes fluttered, forcing themselves closed, weary from the emotional turmoil that was your day but your mind wasn’t quite as ready to settle. You try to push the distrust down, hoping maybe it’ll flow out of you with sleep, but it has already paced its way through the previously impenetrable force of your idealisation of him, aflame with your fathers forever distrust.

How often did he lie to you, if he did at all?

The tendrils deepened, running murky red with betrayal and cutting its sharp knife-like point into the depths of your gut.

Did you ever truly know him or was he a man of well spun lies and secret lives?

••

Your birthday came quickly. The excitement that usually took home in your chest wasn’t there at all, rather diminished by a hazy cloud of something akin to sorrow.

The initial shock-horror of the accident had slowly been dwindling, evaporating in such a way you barely noticed, but in its place lay the wanting of Abe to be there for your milestones — and everything that came in between. This was your first birthday without him and the third time it sunk a hollow home into your chest.

Your parents had arranged a surprise party, more for Jacob than for you, that was turning out to be more of a family gathering. The living area was crowded with the subsections of your extended family — cousins you’d never met and aunts and uncle’s you could just barely remember. You’d been lucky enough to be able to slip off through the archway of the door closest to the party, falling just shy of an unfamiliar woman, who had been following you around all night and trying to start a conversation.

Jacob’s walls are lined with posters of things you’d never been able to take interest in and trinkets gathering dust atop his own chipped chest of drawers. He’d never been particularly messy, like Abe he had an organised clutter of things that seemed otherwise useless piling on the spare shelves of his open closet, but his floor was kept clear. The only thing that stood out amongst his space was the drawn blinds; Jacob was one for daylight when you were children, the curtains never stayed closed long enough for you to lay in and he’d go around all your house pulling the curtains aside and hooking them back, seeing a change as small as this reminded you just how hard the loss of Abe was for him.

Footsteps creaked along the floor outside the door, coming along in a rushed pattern. A fleet of panic took your breath. Surely the same lady from earlier wouldn’t go as far as to follow you in here, surely she wasn’t that desperate to talk with you. The doorknob twisted and clicked open in the same second. Jacob’s body slipped between the small gap of the frame, his hair and shirt dishevelled the same way yours had been. You let out a breath.

He hadn’t noticed you perched on the edge of his bed yet, head thrown back against the door and his eyes squoze tight, his grip on the handle didn’t loosen, twisting and turning it round and back again.

“Uncle Mayan?” You ask. He flings himself backwards, headbutting the door with a resounding thwack, and groans as his hand flies to cradle the crown of his head. Your eyes meet his, swarmed with mirth and Jacob’s face twists with irritation and relief.

“Yes.” He mithers, shuffling the distance to his bed and slouching to sit atop his crumpled duvet while still kneading his scalp. “What are you doing in my room? I know you're a lazy ass but surely not enough to not walk two doors down.”

“Shut up.” You roll your eyes, shoving his head forward with force. Jacob screeches and sends his elbow into your ribs. The hit tethers over your skin and pulses pain up your side, when your hand touches the area it’s already tender and you’re sure it’s already blooming with irate reds and blues. “Asshole,” You snarl. “That’s gonna bruise.”

“Don’t start what you can’t finish, Y/n.” He smiles sarcastically, still rubbing the back of his scalp.

“That’s it.” You sneer playfully. “You’ve waged war.”

Jacob raises his brows, “You already did that when you scared the crap out of me.”

You huff a shallow breath, narrowing your eyes at him, “I was only in here to get away from an aunt I don’t remember ever meeting before. She wouldn’t stop following me around and I already talked with her for twenty minutes. I don’t think she even told me her name.”

Jacob wheezes a laugh at your misfortune, falling back into his bed. “You deser-”

A knock resounds on his door, three light raps against the wood. He springs back up as your fathers sister enters without waiting for his say. When you look at him, he looks as enervated as you feel.

“It’s Aunt Susie.” She smiles, making her way over to you almost sheepishly. “I’m so glad you’re in here,” Her blue eyes reflect off the encroaching daylight, peaking through the shutter, when she looks at you. “Thought you guys might want to open this one.”

You shuffle closer to Jacob when she sits on the edge of the bed, giving her more space to settle. The small, book-shaped package she’d walked in with rustles its brown paper when she softly hands it over to you. You hold it with a frown, looking puzzled between the gift, Jacob and her. Susie’s grin softens as she fills in the pieces. “It’s from your grandpa. Found it while I was packing up.”

Jacob swallows lightly as he takes it from your hold, thumbing the curt edges when he looks to her, lips parted. “Thanks.” He says softly.

Susie huffs a small laugh, pushing up from the bed with her hands and making her way out the open door. Jacob looks to you when the soft click of the door sounds, his eyes round. You can only gesture to the gift in his hands.

The rip of the paper echoes louder than it should when he tugs it free, somehow thrumming louder through you than the thump thump of your soaring heartbeat.

As you suspected, when Jacob pulled the paper back a hardback book reveals itself. The cover isn’t much to marvel over, shades of blue and white forming a pretty picture on its front but its title folds your brows.

The Complete Essays and Other Writings of Ralph Waldo Emerson.

Abe was a man of many interests. Sailing, history in most its forms, music, storytelling, geography, travelling; but through all of that never once had he expressed an interest in poetry, not to you.

Jacob parted the hard cover from its beginning page, the spine creaking lowly under the movement and you smothered the returning hollowness that wove your heart to scoot closer. Abe’s handwriting drew your eyes the moment you saw the yellowing page, calligraphed as beautifully as you always remembered it and addressed to your brother.

To Jake, and the worlds he has yet to discover. From Grandpa xx

Only your brother. Your heart sank.

Jake took no notice of the drop of your shoulders or the swallow you choked through, absorbed entirely in the final gift your grandfather ever gave him. He turns the next page to a photograph slotted between, one of a tall hill, buzzed green grass and mounted with darker trees. There’s a line of differently coloured brick buildings just below the slope and before what seems like a small beach of grainy sand or a white paved walkway leading into a clear-watered section of a larger bay.

Cairnholm. The word is written in clear letters in the lower left corner of the photo and you wonder briefly if that’s what this place was before Jacob flips the card over to more beautifully looped letters. The silence lingers thick in the air as you both read.

My dearest Abe,

Emma flashes through your mind like a peregrine falcon, quick and fleeting and dauntingly beguiling. You hope terribly that your grandfather hadn’t been stupid enough to leave evidence of an affair so cruelly for your brother to find; you bearing the burden was enough.

I hope this card finds you well. The children and I yearn to hear your news. I do hope you will visit us again soon. We should so love to you see you.

With admiration, Alma Peregrine.

Unmistakable relief floods you in waves. Peregrine. The matron.

Jacob doesn’t utter a word for the two minutes more you stay sat, only flips back and forth between the words of Abe marring the opening page and the loops of Alma’s postcard. You leave his room with a heavy heart, ignoring the calls of your name from the bustling living room behind you. No final gift to awe over, to mourn with.

You wonder if he hadn’t found one yet before his unfortunate demise or if it had been chucked with the rest of his things considered insignificant and frivolous.

The slam of your door does little to quench the unbridled rage tightening your mind.

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I had a BRAIN BLAST on the way home today. So!

In the category of Readers Who Get To Do What They Want:

(CW for dark Simon, johnny, and “reader” with unhealthy relationship dynamics, gaslighting - not from who you suspect - and threats of violence)

A pair of identical twins who are basically opposites from birth. Twin 1 is obviously favored by their parents for being the “easy” twin that tries to appease them and keep the peace. Twin 2 a little hellion from birth, they think this kid is basically broken. Try to test for psychopathy but nope, their own kid has just picked up on the accidental favoritism from birth and just seems to dislike their own parents. But they still love their twin.

The twins grow up as complete opposites. Different social circles, hobbies, interests, clothes, attitudes. They’re incredibly close, but twin 2 will (and has) gotten violent on twin 1’s behalf because their parents are raising them to be “well behaved”.

By teen years, twin 2 is being sent to the countryside most summers to be handled by the grandparents. (Jokes on them, farmlife is nice and the grandparents aren’t exactly strict - mostly because twin 2 actually likes them and doesn’t see much need to rebel).

Meanwhile twin 1 is doing summer programs and learning arts, developing this intense aversion to conflict and has trouble standing up for themself. Especially without twin 2 there to lean on.

Come university, their parents insist on twin 1 staying close by for uni, essentially make the choice for them. Twin 2 decides to ship out of the country and plans on breaking off all contact. (Maybe due to some sort of unforgivable drama at the grandparents’ funeral?)

Before leaving, twin 2 gives twin 1 a burner phone with one number programmed in. Promises that if twin 1 ever needs to disappear, to be free of it all, they can call and twin 2 will be there in a heartbeat with bolt cutters for those chains. And then they just sort of… disappear.

Twin 1 doesn’t see them for *years*. Never uses that phone but keeps it.

So twin 1 lives their quaint pre-determined life with their acceptable job and it’s all mostly okay. Not bad at all. Quiet, if lackluster.

And then Simon comes along. Simon, who takes one look at this little angel and decides they have to be his. Theyre too good, too soft, unable to take care of themselves properly in this big scary world. And after all he’s suffered, doesn’t he deserve something sweet to protect? And hell, Johnny could use a kind touch every now and then too.

So he “seduces” twin 1 (aka, the dark!Simon move of just deciding someone is his and acting like it whether they like it or not). Manipulates them into stepping right into their own collar and leash, with him at the other end.

It’s too late by the time Twin 1 realizes what they’ve become - this man’s pretty pet. An agreeable little doll for him and his teammate to play house with. It’s not always bad, but it’s suffocating and scary. They feel trapped; they are.

It takes months until they get enough privacy to dig the old phone out of the place they nearly forgot about it.

Twin 2 picks up on the third ring.

In the intervening years, twin 2 has gotten into all sorts of trouble and mayhem. Become the demon their parents always accused them of being. Has, somehow along the way, joined up with KorTac and gotten all their files scrubbed. “Twin 2” no longer exists to the world at large. Nothing that anyone, even Kate Laswell, could dig up.

They get the call from their twin and break their contract on the spot. Get on a flight within hours. Sneak their twin out of the homey prison they’ve been locked up in.

Take twin 1 to a sunny, public cafe and get the story through their sibling’s nervous stuttering. Gets angrier and angrier with the more they hear, eyes fixated on the thin leather collar around their twin’s throat.

“Please just… I know it’s selfish and I’m sorry, but-”

Twin 2 already has a plan. They have a quiet, cozy cabin with comfortable funds in a rural part of Canada. Twin 1 will go there, rest and recover and be free. Twin 2 will take their place with Simon and Johnny to throw off suspicion and searches.

The scars from living the life they have? No worries. twin 2 will stage a car accident, reopen some of them to make it seem legit. Lie about head trauma to account for any lapses in their twin 1 act.

It’s decided within three hours. Twin 2 sends their sibling off to the airport and sets everything into motion. They’ve been dying to do something like this for years, after all the times their sibling stuck by their side and tried to stick up to them, to no avail.

Twin 2 instantly hates that fucking collar. Lets Simon put it on but not without the most dark look at the wall, thinking of all the ways to break his hands. Fingers twitching by their side.

The boys sit them down to watch scary movies because they always think it’s fun to spook twin 1 and fuck them while they’re all tense and shivery and but twin 2 is just watching, almost bored. Makes a few attempts to fake jump but keeps forgetting because all their focus is on not slamming a hand into someone’s dick for grinding on them.

Pretends to be asleep in the big bed they’ve been herded into when they kick Johnny or Simon off in the middle of the night. Purposefully aims for soft spots and bruises.

They try to act like twin 1 for a bit but the persona is so difficult to keep up when every little condescending comment from Simon or Johnny makes them want to start stabbing. The inside of their mouth is all torn up from biting onto their cheek and running their tongue over their teeth to resists snarling and snapping.

One day they’re going to snap… and it’s going to be so good to see these bastards bleed.