The Film Unit has been the most creative journey for me this year. Going into a new direction was challenging for me and I knew I had to learn much more after constantly working on editorial shoots.
My initial idea was to tell a story in relation to my culture - it’s always been a priority to bring my traditions into my work. Rather than choosing prominent Indian designers, I picked a smaller brand which was working more with patterns and bright colours than embellishments and bridal wear. House of Masaba was a great fusion between traditions and modern garments. It brought me out of my comfort zone to work and create ideas for a brand that wasn’t established like big brands.
In general, I was struggling to find the perfect outfit and even models. My idea was to have two women, supporting each other and fight against socially constructed standards of the Indian society. After contacting multiple Indian dancing school in and around London, one girl was ready to dance for my fashion film.
The dance was filmed in the studio, which was the easiest part. Everything was set from the equipment’s to the lighting, though when I shoot the rest outside, I struggled to organise myself. I had to calculate the weather, time schedule because we shot during winter when it would be dark really quick, and the coldness. Choosing models I had no relation with, is something I’ve been doing from the first year. Personally, I feel it’s important to always work with strangers because I want to extend my network but also experience how it would really be after graduating.
In the end, I need to highlight why it’s crucial to work as a team and equally split the task to fulfill all the ideas for your work. Without my study buddies and additional help of my sister, her friends, and models this film wouldn’t become this successful as I thought it would be. Through this unit I’ve learned to become a team player, never lose the big picture, and even extend my network.
Despite the fact, I’ve learned to be more creative with the Film Unit, I’ve evolved in the PR site of this course as well. To be honest, I haven’t been keen to start and research about the brand, but after finishing this unit I came to the conclusion how important the PR and Social Media unit was in relation to providing a successful fashion film.
In order to create a product for a brand, you need to study it inside out – meaning the brand’s identity, audience, and goals. I’ve analyzed their social media platforms, strengths, weaknesses and their brand’s expression. By choosing a small brand, that wasn’t really developed into the full extent, I’ve struggled in the beginning but took a positive turn after realizing how much freedom I’ve gained throughout the unit.
In the end, I’ve seen how serious research needs to be done in order to understand and create a vision not only from your own ideas but from another perspective.
When it came to the Industry Placement, I was confident to find a place on time. After applying to over twenty placements before and after the Christmas break, I slowly gave up finding an internship, I actually was interested in. After many already started working, some placements contacted me for an interview. While failing some, I finally had an offer as a Sales Intern at Preen by Thornton and Bregazzi.
First, I thought it would be easy, but looking back at my internship and how much I have struggled in the beginning to find one and settle in – I have to admit, that failure doesn’t always mean you wasted your time. I haven’t been in the best working environment and I knew how I was handled, nonetheless, I had to handle myself in a professional way and even though I’ve sought help from my surroundings and tutors, I didn’t quit – I wanted to experience it all and take my own conclusions out of it.
I have discovered a lot: How showrooms work, the task you need to do in a Sales Team, how a brand works from inside, how much preparation and time you have to put into an event in order to successfully satisfy and reach new clients. After working for eight weeks, I have been able to understand the brand's identity and fulfill the amendments from the team and my supervisor without further help.
I had the opportunity to help out for personal evening events, their showrooms in London and even went to Paris for a week for their Paris showroom. It’s not only the work experience I have gained that helped me get through this internship! While working there, I have met many other interns and extend my network with new friends and connections. They’re quick to help and constant support played a huge part in my dedication and motivation for this placement.
In the end, I can proudly say that I did it! Although it’s not always been fun and good work and I had sat most of the time in the office to create Product Books, organize Sell-Throughs and create contacts clients for their Target Lists – I had the full experience with many up and downs, but at least I’ve gained enough experience to know what I want to achieve in my future and where that I am definitely not made to be in Sales after I finish graduating.
The research proposal has been the hardest part for me, although I like to invest my skills in writing, whether academic or creative – I always tend to struggle the most.
My initial idea was to go with sustainable fashion but thinking about all my essays before I’ve always been keen to invest my research into feminism and fuse it into fashion. That’s why I choose to write about media and how it influences the self-image of women – how can we fight back against body-shaming.
While it’s been talked more and more on social media, I started to research on books, to get an idea how the body-image changed throughout history, when media started to influence women and why we’ve been giving into socially constructed beauty standards to impress society. It was important for me to include modern media and research what has already been done to fight against body-shaming on media and what we still have to do in order to extend more body-positivity.
For next year, I’ve been considering to write a dissertation in relation to women, culture and the fashion industry. It’s such a broad subject and I want to invest all my research in order to understand and even bring it into my creative work. Over the summer, I’ve been planning to start my research on South-Asian culture and the fashion industry, how evolved they are and how I can include a women’s perspective into the dissertation. By using books, journals and invest my time into academic research, I am confident I will bring out my best writing skills I can offer and learn throughout the past years.
My portfolio from this year was a chance to evolve my style and rebrand myself into the direction I want to go. Through this internship, I have an experienced that I want to be more creative and bring my own ideas into work.
I strive to challenge myself and get out of my comfort zone by sharing my ideas with other creatives and extend my network. Especially, the enhancement projects helped me to think more about my future goals and what I may want to achieve in the future. Throughout this year, I’ve been more open to work inside London, work under pressure and any location I was given – which I proudly included in my portfolio to represent my work in the best way I could.
To come to an end, this year has been a self-sufficient journey outside of the university. Although we had the first unit and always been supported by our tutors whenever we needed feedback, most of the work had to be done independently.
It’s been good, every year I grow and learn something new not only about the industry but about myself. My never-ending curiosity and excitement to learn more have helped me many times to just go out of my comfort zone and test my own boundaries. This university has taught me to be more open and takes all those opportunities otherwise I wouldn’t be here and can proudly say, how much I’ve learned, memories I have created and all these people I met throughout this journey.
The support I’ve been given by family, friends, and tutors was the most vital part which helped me to solve academical and personal problems, to push me further and not give up under pressure. Even my own well-being has been my priority for this year, which I honestly been putting back in order to achieve my goals, but I’ve experienced and come to the conclusion that I cannot please everything that I set my mind to. To accept and prioritize what’s really important at the moment.
To come to an end, the skills I have gained and can use with confidence, share with others and learn from them has been a blessing. I know in which direction I want to go and will do my best to extend my interest and skills over the summer. Next year I need to work more creatively by focusing on art direction, photography, styling but most importantly fully invest in research in order to master my own creative ideas.