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[mirroredmasquerader]

I never posted it bc I'm not terribly happy with it (specifically how the greyscale looks) (+ that one hand that everyone HAS to ignore bc it's evil), but I DID technically finish that WIP I had going... Might still adjust it later on for better lighting and etc, but!! Here

[infernothechaosgod]

someone white a kerdly fanfic w kris flirting in very human coded ways to the point he completly misses it untill he reads a book or search the web about it and goes :0!

Kris batting their eyelashes agressivley : so...you got any plans for today?

beardly rock in hand : no D:

rock in hand bc beardly is flirting in bird coded ways and kris misses it too

[undeadbolt]

Nolan is only allowed to use a strap, the size is up to him but that's all he's allowed to use on his Komandir...

this is like being handed a precious thing and having no idea what to do with it because FUCK it's peak I wish I knew how to write. I was mostly crashing out over that I'm sorry for responding late AJAJS

But... This is so hot. Like, imagine, for whatever reason, Nolan is not allowed to use his cock for a while. He gets to fuck his komandir but at what cost? Maybe it's punishment, maybe it's simply discipline.. whatever it is, Nolan is suffering.

Makarov looking a mess under him, tugging at his leash to make him go harder but he's struggling to keep up the pace because he can't feel it and and it's driving him insane and his poor cock is weeping and so neglected under the strap and he's still not allowed to use it and-

Taking it one step further and offering a Nolan who still comes despite not using his cock. Just the sight of Makarov spread out so beautifully under him is enough, and he's nothing if not pathetic. When Makarov comes down from that high, he will notice just what happened, and he will be a smug asshole about it. You came without even a hand on your cock? Are you that desparate? See, I told you it wasn't worthy of using.

Sorry. Degradation seemed fitting. I want Nolan in tears by the end of it. Finished but still not satisfied, cock still standing red and hard... He's in for a long night..

[friendbreakfast]

if theres something ive come to realize just now is that, talking about money feels so god damn gross to me. like, specially talking about my own money. and not because im poor or rich or any single thing like that, but rather every single god damn time that i feel it makes sense to mention money in conversation for whatever reason, i kinda always immediately feel like i need to delete that god damn message as soon as possible for fear of sounding like im begging for money to my friends, or bragging about it whenever i mention having money, or anything like that. but i also feel like if i delete it, it will look even MORE like im doing that but then deleted it to erase tracks that i did so and UGGH THERES NO WAY OUT OF FEELING BAD ABOUT IT

i am now really weary of talking about money in general, and i apologize if i gave the wrong impression - believe me, whenever this happens, i am hyper aware and very disappointed in myself both for the thing that it looks like, and also for assuming that you saw it that way in the first place. its just, an inescapable gross feeling. i will refrain from talking about money from now on as to avoid this BS as much as possible.

add that one to the list of reasons why i hate the concept of money as a whole and wish it was abolished. theres waay better, more substantial reasons to of course, but this certainly doesnt help either.

[houseatreus]

finally at home and able to listen to music. time 2 feel emotions and work on my wips gents

[kevinwastaken]

i was going to make art today. but i hate making art. happy four years to us i guess. this is all i could manage

[honeybee-fuzz]

If I Am Not Getting Constant Validation That It Is OK, Then Clearly Something Must Be Wrong

[acosmistic]

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