what really gets me... what really still hits me is that despite it all, despite the horror of it even, he was still glad, grateful to have witnessed it all, to have known.
"I got a chance to see all the beauty of the universe."
What if I cried? What if there was beauty to see everywhere in the world around you? Beauty beyond our comprehension. More beauty in our lives, all around us than we will ever know? What if I told you the universe said I love you, because you are love?
#sfawtde#dawtde#d3rlord3#shit fuck as someone who desperately clongs to marveling at life the world the universe and everything else this hits me#what if you knew everything there was is and will be and you still look at the world in wonder#still are awed by its beauty#because ngl gang everything kinda sucks all the time rn and its only getting worse#and truthfully the only thing getting#me through the day is being able to look at the world and still find beauty and joy in everything#like yeah shit sucks massivly#but today omw home from work I saw two friends meet randomly and be utterly delighted to catch up#strangers to me but so much love and care for eachother#or last week when I saw my first bumblebee for the season#or yesterday which had the most gorgeous sunny dusk clear skies and a world dipped into soft orange light of the setting sum#or whenever its windy and i get to hear the clanks of those steel wires for like flagpoles that always makes me nostalig for the town i grew#up in#there is so much beauty everywhere around us#and often I feel like being cursed with infinite knowledge lends itself so much a 'the world is evil and corrupt#full of pain and suffering framework and its gets processed through anger#grief but mainly like pessimism and determeristic esque doomerism#just its so nice to see the framing be so full of love and hope and awe#fuck man#idk what they are putting in the minecraft water these days but holy fuck wifies#minecraft as a medium for storytelling my beloved#searching for a world that doesn't exist#destroying a world that doesn't exist#wifies
