I'm sorry. I am washed in desesperation, I am a child who cant remember how It feels to be warm. You have every right to leave me behind but.. I burn myself in the shower every day. I walk with fog over my eyes as if trying to shield my soul. I cry every night over dreams that keep repeating themselves.
All I want is to not wake up again. I want us to press closer once more, I want you to look at me. And I know you hate when I call myself a fool but I don't know how else to describe the girl drowning on thin air, because of your absence.









