#utterly terrified

[ask-doppio-diavolo-yay]

I'm manifesting you get a butthole cramp

WHAT???? HOW DO I GET THIS??? WHAT???

[im-not-a-l0ser]

I'm going to my first Con this month and I. I am terrified. I can only go for one day since I have to help my mom move back in with her parents, but that's just more scary to me. That fo-mo shit, right?

So I have so many things running through my head. Like, who do I want to cosplay, who do I want to spend like 12 hours in; do I wear coloured contacts or not, do I wear my glasses because i won't be able to see otherwise or stick to canon? What do I do?

I know someone who's going, but we're not close enough that I could hang out with them, and I don't have a bag that can blend in with any cosplay I have. I am terrified.

Two weeks. Tomorrow, it's two weeks.

[trilobiterrxx]

If I said please and asked ever so sweetly, would you? Could you?

PLEASE. SPARE ME. I DONT WANT 2 DRAW MPREG SPAMTON PLEASE.

[tripthelightfandomtastic]

Just started listening to the live albums from the strange horizons vinyls posted on YouTube and um how tf am I supposed to survive this in person in November when I can barely contain myself in my car?

[onichick]

Soooo, this is utterly terrifying for me but I wrote things! I share WIP for OC in FFVIX. Because it owns me.

Both are rough. 1st is My WoL x Thancred (post mental break on her part) 2nd is my WoL x Hien night before Doma Castle.

Accept my humble Tidbets to the fandom community.

*runs away*

[pointless-letters]

.....no, Jonathan. It's just you.

[arch1valwr1t1ng]

Not technically writing, but this is my version of The Lamb in my Cult of The Lamb Narilamb fanfic!!! That I haven't finished.

(if you saw me post this a second ago nuh-uh, I picked the wrong version.)

[freedomfromstigma]

Utterly Terrified! But Excited!

So im going away by myself for 3 months tomorrow!  Another big step in trying to rebuild my confidence and fight back against my anxiety. I am absolutely terrified, but this is why i feel like this is a good idea. After volunteering for one month in the summer, i felt like three months was the next step. I know that i am going to have a great time but i can feel my anxiety rising, not only do I have to fly internationally by myself but I need to get a connecting flight. So lets just hope I dont get utterly lost! Im sure I wont but im leaving in less that 24 hours and my adrenaline is rising and im starting to shake. But I have to do this, I have to beat my anxiety, I refuse to live life afraid.