Here's a random sneak peek of book 2 for you:
There's a thing people say. You've probably heard it countless times.
"You don't truly appreciate what you have until it's gone."
It's true. It's such a cliche thing to say, but it's true. I should know.
Hell, I have known. My entire life has pretty much been a masterclass in this concept. Gaining things, losing things, and constant regret and despair at the idea that you can never get said things back.
That's the thing about life. Everything about it is completely irreversible. It just keeps going forward. You can't turn the clock back, undo or reset. Get a second chance at anything. Not until we finally invent time travel, anyway. You are stuck having to do everything right in the moment, whether you know what the "right" thing is or not, because you'll never get that moment back. Just moving forward in this chaotic ongoing journey... until the journey inevitably comes to an end.
All that to say... I really should know better by now. And yet, here I am. Making all the same mistakes as I usually do.
On the one hand, I can't believe it's actually over now. After everything we've been through together...
But on the other hand, I'm almost surprised it didn't happen sooner.
We had a talk. I said some things. He said some things back.
I say "some." I actually mean "tons." He had a lot to say. Many, many words, mainly harshly cutting ones. I won't repeat those words here; they're painful to even think about. And I probably deserved them, but still...
Now, he's gone. I haven't heard from him since he left, and it seems like neither has anyone else.
I didn't know how good he was until he left. How good he was for me.
I always knew I loved him. I always knew that he was the right choice. I needed him. But I didn't realise just how much until now.
He's gone, and it's all my fault. Everyone else thinks so, at least, and they have all gone out of their way to make their feelings on the matter perfectly clear to me.
I agree with them. I can't blame others for my own terrible choices. I honestly have nobody to blame but me.
From the beginning, I knew that it was wrong. It just felt like the only way at the ti
No. No more excuses. That's why you are where you are.
I've just got to deal with the fact that everything is ruined now... I ruined everything.
And it'll probably take a long time for things to go back to some degree of normal.
Kind of sad, I know. But it's important plotwise.
So much happens in this sequel, guys. It's way darker, suspenseful and dramatic lol. But there's plenty of nice stuff, too. Don't worry :)
Guess whose diary entry this belongs to!