--- plotted starter for @loyaltyburdened (!!!)
No... No, no, no, NO! This wasn’t happening. This COULDN’T be happening. She caught herself wishing that she was asleep, and this was nothing but a fevered nightmare. Or that she’d hit her head really hard, causing hallucinations rather than any of this being real. Because she’d done it; she’d closed the Gate. It was over. It was all finally over. The pain, the loss, the sorrow, they were all things of the past. NORMAL LIFE, the one Hopper had been promising her since he found her in the woods, could finally begin. They had won.
... And yet for their champion? Their warrior? Instead of elation, Eleven felt like she’d lost EVERYTHING.
Summoning enough strength to close the Gate had pushed El FAR beyond her limits. She’d been right all along, she could do it ... but the price to pay had been far steeper than she’d ever imagined. After collapsing in relief into Hopper’s arms, she’d found almost immediately that she couldn’t move. Couldn’t lift so much as a finger by herself, her head lolling heavily on the chief’s shoulder as he struggled to get a firm grip on her suddenly limp frame. She’d been drained pretty badly before, but NEVER like this. Even last fall, when Dustin had been forced to carry El because she couldn’t walk as the group was forced to run for their lives? She’d at least been able to hold onto his neck with one arm to try and help. But now she found it a struggle to even exert the energy to BREATHE, the raspy and uneven sound of her attempts causing even the normally stoic Hopper to tense up in concern as he carried her back to the truck.
The plan had been to reconvene at the Byers house, once everything was over. Just to make sure everyone was ok, to catch their breath, and to logically split people up into cars to get the kids back to their respective homes before dawn. BARELY CONSCIOUS, it was the thought of the Byers house that kept Eleven fighting for every labored breath she took. Of Mike. Of him waiting for her there, right on the front steps where she’d left him. Being able to see him smile at her again like he had when she’d walked in just hours ago. To feel the warmth of his skin against hers (which was currently ice cold), to smell the light remainder of his shampoo in that floppy hair of his. To put her head on his shoulder and let him HOLD HER UP, like he had all that time ago. To finally have her only dream of the last 353 days realized - to be with him again.
But when the truck had pulled up to the house, even as out of it as she was, El had known instantly that something was WRONG. It was too quiet. She knew her friends - if they were there, they would’ve come tearing out of the house shouting thousands of questions as soon as they saw the chief’s truck. But ... nothing. Silence. Hopper had quickly deposited her weak body onto the couch, making sure she was comfortable before doing a sweep of the house. Nothing. NO ONE. With a vague promise that he’d be back when he found them, he was gone. And so she was left there, as minimal (but not nearly enough) strength began to return, alone and uncertain as to WHAT HAD HAPPENED.
Where was he? Why hadn’t he left her a note? ... What if she’d been TOO LATE?
Eleven heard the voices before she saw the headlights of the car. It sounded like all five of them talking at once, but having five separate and distinct conversations. The door BURST open, the gang stumbling through looking like hell in their makeshift battle gear. But it was nothing compared to the sight of the girl on the couch waiting for them. Eleven was CAKED in a combination of sweat, soot, and blood - she hadn’t had the strength to wipe any of it away, and it had SMEARED unevenly on her face when Hopper had been carrying her. Her skin was dangerously pale, and her eyes slightly sunken. But the emotion in them was CLEAR - thank god. A single tear slipped from her eyes in relief, a shuddering gasp escaping her chest as the weight of all her worst nightmares was lifted. “... Mike.” Eleven managed to croak out, calling on strength she did not have to try and go to his side. That’s where she NEEDED to be, after all. To make sure he was okay, to ask where he’d been, to hold onto him and NEVER LET GO AGAIN....
She barely made it halfway onto her feet before he knees buckled underneath her.