#vent post.

[the-muppet-joker]

One must imagine Syphilis happy.

[gatheringofaccounts]

just wanna point out the fact that her biological dad did little to nothing to her, while her biological mom tortured her in a basement for years

(batty.)

[kirkshouseplant]

Have to be honest. Sometimes I get very jealous of people who have the joy of not worrying all the time. Aren't informed of every little detail of everything. Dont feel the need to know everything. Who don't have chronic anxiety to check how anything you could be doing may be the wrong thing actually. Then never being able to trust any information you find that proves nothing is wrong actually. You're just stressed. Like you always are.

I'm tired.

[allofthefreedoms]

Rambling/venting under the cut

I honestly don't know if the past generations have felt the level of insecurity, uncertainty and utter stress that my generation (older gen Z) is going through. Millennials do, but what about the older ones?

I don't know if it's normal to constantly feel like you're running out of time and making all the wrong choices about your future. To me it seems like a game of guessing: if you're smart enough, MAYBE you will understand which are the most wanted professions of the future, and if you have the resources, you can build that future. But then you have to understand which skills and professional profiles will be needed in the future and while some of those are obvious (doctors, engineers, anything that involves tech and AI), others are not. Will we need reporters, journalists, graphic designers and so many similar figures?

There is so much investment of AI that these professions seem doomed and it's depressing. Humans should be making art, writing and so on.

But AI is not to blame entirely, because it can be a useful tool. Who's to blame are those who say that it will replace humans in making art and working on information. But if we extend this reasoning, AI could replace human doctors, veterinarians, mathematicians, and all those working in tech.

Anyways.

I don't know if it's the fault of my generation that we have no idea what to do. Most of us don't even know what we like, whereas some of us can't make a job out of their interests. Even becoming a reporter isn't recommended anymore. I don't know really if there is something wrong with us, with our circumstances, or both.

In my experience, no one has been able to truly empathise with me and give me advice on my future. Even when I needed it the most and asked for it, I was either told the wrong thing or that " you should think about it more and figure out yourself, because only you can know what you want to do", but then when I talked about what I wanted, I was told it was wrong or that I would regret it. I would have appreciated some proper explanation, but even more I wished that people just answered my questions honestly and tried to empathise, instead of just leaving me with so many doubts. Again, I don't know if it's just me having these issues, or if there are more people like me.

Nothing ever seems good enough and you are requested more: more skills, more certificates, more experiences, a certain degree over another. I'm honestly already tired of everything. There are so many days that I doubt the choices I am making. I am tired of wondering if the efforts I'm making will be worth it. I feel on the brink and isolated and I have no idea who I should be talking to, if talking to a stranger, who doesn't know me and therefore has no prejudices about me, would be better than talking to somebody that's more familiar. I really don't know anything.

[imasharkingamer]

[edmetalqueer]

i wish i didn't have this type of hair, i wish it was shorter. i wish i didn't have this type of body, i wish i could've been skinnier. i wish i didn't have these stupid freckles.. i wish i didn't have a afab body.. i hate my body :/

[banyanas]

envy is absolutely the Worst of the seven deadly sins to deal with actually