I got tagged twice and I am not sleepy.
Rule 1 - Always post the rules…
Rule 2 - Answer the questions the person who tagged you asked, and write 11 new ones…
Rule 3 - Tag 11 people and link them to the post
… Rule 4 - Actually tell them you tagged them…
My Questions from lemonspice
1.When you were a child (young child) what was your dream?
I wanted to play in the WNBA. HAH
2. If your middle school self could see you know would they be proud of you?
I read this question and legit laughed out loud. My middle school self would be embarrassed by me. My middle school self thought I was going to off myself by 22. I also haven't graduated college (or an Ivy). Geez, Court... way to make me get all depressed. Although my middle school self would be wicked proud of the fact that I have seen FOB 3 times in the last year and am coming up on my 4th time (Jesus... 4 times, how did that happen?!) seeing P!ATD in the past year.
3. Did you ever cheat on something in High School, and if so how?
Didn't we all cheat in Devoe's class? I definitely remember splitting up and copying a lot of homework.
4. Do you still live in your childhood home, and if so how has the neighborhood changed? If not, how is where you live now different from where you grew up as a child?
No. This is a depressing story though so get ready. I moved out of my childhood home in the Summer of 2012. When my parents split up in May of 2010 my asshat of a dad decided that it would be okay to stop paying the mortgage on the house that his former wife of 22 years and 2 children lived in. So after lots of back and forth divorce nonsense my parents agreed to shortsale the house. It was sold to these people who I think were complete assholes. 3 days after it sold and we had moved out, the house got struck by lightning and burned down. Now it is almost done being rebuilt and it is ugly and stupid and no longer my big beautiful home. I am bitter about it, whatever. That was my house and will always be my house so everyone can bite me. [End Rant]
5. If you could have any animal as a miniature pet what would you have?
6.If you were a Spice Girl, what Spice Girl would you be?
7.Is there someplace that you love to go when you need to relax and get away from everything?
Driving around the res with all the windows down and FOB blasting.
8. How different were your college friends from you high school friends?
9. Were you a bus kid, a walker or dropped off at school as a kid?
In elementary school I was driven to school because I went to a school outside of my district so I didn't have a bus. In middle school I took the bus. In high school I got a ride to school because I lived "too close" for a bus until I got my license... then I drove myself to school for like 2 months before I went to treatment.
10. Do you think you have what it takes to be an astronaut?
11. Who is someone that truly inspires you?
My friend, (J) who has worked so hard to get where she is now and continues to work her ass of every day. She is brilliant and strong and the sweetest person I have ever met.
My Questions from heyy--sugar
1. what made you choose your field of study (most of you are nurses, but not all)?
AP Psych Junior year of HS. I always "wanted" to be a lawyer because that was what was expected of me but I was never truly interested in it. I took AP Psych my Junior year and was fascinated by this whole field that I had never thought of before. I want to go into clinically psychology and work with gifted and talented adolescents. I think a lot of times these kids get lost because they are the "good kids" and nobody expects anything to be wrong. I always wonder what would have happened to me if I had someone who intervened with me at an early age.
Hmmm I am not sure. This is difficult because my earliest memories are probably more stories than memories. I guess my first real memory is pretty unpleasant so I am not gonna get into that.
4. If you HAD to pick something else to do with your life, what would you do?
I would teach creative writing somewhere.
5. what have you done that you are most proud of?
I kinda feel weird about saying this... but recovering from bulimia. I spent 3 years in and out of hospitals and programs nonstop and never thought I could get through a day without purging. I really feel like that part of my life is over. There are still some things that I struggle with... mostly thought patterns and keeping negative people in my life... but I no longer ruminated on these thoughts and I am getting to a place where I can set healthy boundaries and/or cut ties with the people who have a negative impact on my life.
6. most prized posession.
I have 2. All of my journals that I have filled over the years and also letters from when I was in treatment. Especially letters from heyy--sugar... when I was at Renfrew she sent me these super long letters and they always made me so happy.
I also have a little leprechaun given to me by someone very special. It's always next to my bed to remind me of how far I have come.
7. a guilty pleasure of yours, or two…
Binge watching netflix and drinking alone in bed
8. what is your favorite hobby?
I don't really have any hobbies. I am so busy I never have time for things like that. I do love to knit every once in a while though.
9. is there a story behind your tumblr url, and if so, what is it?
I am pretty sure it was from a depressing poem that I wrote at one point.
10. how do you pamper yourself after a long week?
Netflix and sleep... and drinking in bed.
11. if you could be anyone else for a week, who?
Nobody in particular but I would love to be a guy because I have always wondered what it would feel like to have a penis. Like I feel like having a dick would just be really uncomfortable and awkward. Either that or Sarah Urie because all the sex with Brendon.
OKAY HERE ARE MY QUESTIONS!!!
1. Do you have any tattoos? Anything you regret?
2. What song lyric (include artist and song title) describes how you feel about your life right now?
3. Best concert you have ever been to? Why?
4. Do you have names picked out for your future children? (If you want kids if not why don't you want kids?)
5. Would you have a one night stand with your celebrity crush?
6. If you could live in any novel, what would you choose?
7. What is the biggest thing you regret about your past?
8. Is there anyone who is negatively influencing your life right now? What would it take to get rid of that negativity and move on?
9. Is your room messy or clean right now?
10. What are you thinking RIGHT THIS SECOND?
11. What is the story behind why you joined tumblr?
Here is my list of not 11 people (fuck the rules): heyy--sugar lemonspice vivamary wherefeathersfall sammieceee homes karinamarchant recoveryisagreyzone