void/disappointment | they/them | adult | aroaceflux bi genderqueer gendervoid enbyflux failure | timid af self-shipper who cusses a bit too much | dogman + petey's actual lover
romantic dogman + petey selfship doubles please dni! i'm genuinely sorry ;; honestly, you're probably supa awesome and kind, but this is for my own personal comfort and mental health. sorry again...
my whole f/o list can be found here, but tldr my other main f/os are meta knight (kirby - selective sharing), jessie (huniepop + huniepop 2: double date - selective sharing), ame/kangel (needy streamer overload - nonsharing), and gramble (bugsnax - nonsharing)
moodboard commissions are open!
more about this blog down below lol
dni: dogman + petey romantic selfship doubles, com/dark/proshippers and variants + neutral, terfs/exclusionists/zionists, other basic dni stuff. tbh i sort of just block freely. im just trying to get through life one day at a time, ok? here's your free "block me" ticket 🎟️ go create some art or smth /srs
as you may or may not notice, i tend to use "text lingo" and have a few other typing quirks. i also sometimes use tone tags if i feel like they're needed. unless it's stated somewhere on your blog, please lmk if you don't want me to use tone tags when talking to you. i understand that some people have their reasons for not liking/using them
im too stupid, lazy and forgetful to do individual f/o tags (sorry!), but here's some frequent tags you'll see me use here:
#boost: for any commission or adopts post, but may also be used for donation or mutual/financial aid posts (unless they specify not wanting their post to be tagged)
#important commission info, #important commission info: for any posts about commissions
#important adoptables, #important adoptable, #important adoptable info: for any posts about adopts
#void rambles: for rambles about stuff that isn't self-ship related
#voids stupid lovesick gushing, #voids dumb lovesick gushing: for gushing/rambling about my f/os, and/or other self-shipping related stuff
#void vent: for when i vent about whatever's troubling me. i also use #vent, #vent tw and #tw vent for these posts. i will also do my best to add any specific tws if necessary. feel free to blacklist this tag if you don't wanna see my vents (trust me, i won't be offended), and please lmk if i need to add a particular tw (like i said, i try my best to add whatever tws i see fit, but better safe than sorry)
#void answers: for when i answer any asks or reblog chains/games im tagged in
#void games: for when i reblog an ask game of some kind. also used for when i make my own reblog games and reblog back people's entries
#supa cool self ship!: for any mutual's/person's self ship
#void commission: for any commissions i receive from artists i commissioned teehee
#commission for supa cool person: for any moodboard comms i make for others
#shouting into the void: a sort of "filler" tag ig? basically, if i find smth important, supa cool, or for whatever other reason i may have, ill add this tag to make it a bit easier for me to find lol. i also usually add this to other posts that may contain other tags of mine
#😺🐶😼 world's ohkay-ish polycule: OKOKOK so. that whole thing above abt me being lazy + stupid + forgetful and thus not doing f/o tags is still true. but due to currently fixating on this and almost seeing/treating it like a real/non-fictional relationship, i decided to make a tag for my bfs! i can assure u tho that it... did NOT take much effort to come up with this so hold your applause lol
uhhhhh i think that's it. congrats if you read this whole thing, you've earned my respect lol. if im missing anything then ill just add to this or whatever
vent below. possible tw for mention/talk of pet death (nothing graphic, it's simply just mentioned/implied). also i talk in 1st person, but this post isn't about/directed towards anybody here i promise
listen, i may be stupid, but im not THAT fucking stupid. i don't wanna face the facts, but deep down i know. eventually my pet cat will get worse, and he'll eventually fucking die. that's how life is, blah blah blah. stop acting like im so fucking delusional and in denial when im NOT. im the only one who's actually, like, present and is facing reality. and i don't mean to sound like THAT type of person, but i SIGNIFICANTLY have it worse than you do. how so? well, let me see here...
im neurodivergent. im autistic and have adhd. you're not nd whatsoever
i have mental illnesses. like actual mental illnesses that require me to be on medications. i got fucking admitted to the mental health unit at some point, that's how bad it was at one point. you may have some anxiety, but that's it
the world can pause/stop for you. you can take time off of work any time you want to, and for a really long time too. you have a full time job that pays WAY more than mine. when you lose someone, you can press pause and take time to properly grieve. I FUCKING CAN'T!!!!!!
honestly, im just fucking done. so done. hopefully, once my pc gets fixed, i can start contributing more and try making some extra money somehow. whatever, my stupid issues are miniscule compared to everyone else's
fucking love that god decided to punish me by making my handsome baby son (aka pet cat) not feel well. waiting at the emergency vet clinic now, feels like it's gonna take forever. and it's gonna cost so fucking much, so yay! i love having financial stress!!!!!!! /s
gaaaahhhhhh im so fucking anxious my hands are getting sweaty/clammy my heart's beating faster i feel sick and like i wanna throw up. please just answer my question and tell me if i fucked up or not /nbh
im gonna try to occupy myself with answering an ask and doing other selfship related stuff with my bfs but um. if anyone who sees this wants to chat or gush about their f/o(s) or ask me any selfship questions abt my f/os or whatever um. feel free to send an ask. obviously no pressure to, im hoping that im just overthinking this and tbh the sooner i get an answer the better. but for now... im trying to keep my dinner down ahaha
chat can i vent for like. 20 seconds. plz and thank u
i cannot fucking believe that FUCKING bitch basically stole my overtime. bitch you're already full time! you're working full time hours. and you don't need the fucking money. you just WANT it for shits and giggles. not only do i technically need it, i also want it for actually good reasons (like commissioning artists and buying from small businesses)
the fact she signed up for a time slot that wasn't even fucking there, only for the afternoon supervisor to be like "lmao sure fuck void" and let HER stay over? NOBODY FUCKING LIKES HER EXCEPT FOR LIKE. 1-3 PEOPLE. she's so fucking weird too. not even a good weird, like a genuine bad weird
fuck that bitch, i hope she quits or puts in her 2 week notice or SOMETHING so that i can officially go full time and prove myself (for legal reasons, this is a joke)
