and there came my muse,
dressed in his masculine vibes,
trying to avoid staring
at my wandering eyes
pursing his lips
swallowing all those words
I wished he could say out loud
heart darker than mine // ma.c.a
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from Japan
seen from China
seen from China
seen from United States

seen from United States
seen from China
seen from Philippines

seen from Canada

seen from United States

seen from Japan

seen from Canada
seen from China
seen from United States
seen from Australia

seen from Maldives
seen from Russia
seen from Germany
seen from China
and there came my muse,
dressed in his masculine vibes,
trying to avoid staring
at my wandering eyes
pursing his lips
swallowing all those words
I wished he could say out loud
heart darker than mine // ma.c.a
Not once a year but every single FUCKING day!! ❤️🔥Mother Fucker. I hate myself, sometimes.
𝒾 𝓈𝒶𝓌 𝒾𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑔
i saw it coming, that someday, we’ll take different paths in the future. i just didn’t know it was too soon.
i saw it coming, that eventually, we’ll come to an end. that what we had was nothing but pure bliss. bliss that made me believe in love once again. bliss that made me think, love is too pure for us to experience.
even though i saw it coming, it still hurts to think that we will never go back to the way we used to be.
I always belonged
To this time
Composed of
Everlasting moments
Of monotony
But never
To this space
Gory and ruthless
You can
Either sing or scream
To mark your presence
In this lonesome galaxy
But who cares
For you?
At the end of it all
After the sun sets
Noboy stays, I crawl
Life on this earth
Is unbelievably diverse
And stranger than fiction
And if this is false
Where should I move?
Beneath my apparel
Can't be hidden
My beauty and soul
If these aren't really scattered
Throughout the neighborhood
And beyond the horizon
Where the neons flicker
And blue
I still believe
I'm not lost in the crowd
And still as real
In your thoughts and heart
and dreams
As I'm here
Writing out my heart
For me and you
For us, I could die
Well in advance
But I beg
Don't you push me
Beyond the limits
Of my comfort
Beyond the zone
Of your faded presence
Help me fall asleep
My lost dear
Just keep singing old blues
Even if no one
Is witnessing
What I've been going through
How I've been bleeding inside
Over the years
My poetries are
Capturing this
Great depression
Frame to frame
Pain to pain
And those who are
In love
Say that it's a joke
You know what
The disease of mind
Isn't so cheap to treat
Like fevers and cough
And the fears
Of what mother would say
How she would react
Are there too
- Flavoursome Favourite Fancies @vippik
// Titik Fokus //
Kemana lensamu menuju? Apakah aku? Selalukah aku?
Barang tentu! Katamu.
Gambarku yang kamu ambil ini tidak jelas. Katanya titik fokusmu aku. Omong kosong, kah?
Bibir kutekuk. Sedangkan punyamu merekah sembari mengucap mantra menyebalkan namun manis di telinga.
"Lensa kamera melihatmu dengan teknologi dan indah baginya adalah potret alam. Sedang aku melihatmu dengan hati dan indah bagiku adalah kamu."
Yah. Andai kamu seromantis kata bualan yang dibungkus diksi puitis seperti itu.
syn | Tue, October 8, 2019
And it was one
of the hardest decisions
that I've made.
To walk away
from someone
I knew I can
always fight for.
Yet the truth is,
love was always
hard if it's
one sided.
Even if it's exactly
what you thought
you're looking for.
And you would do anything, wouldn’t you? You would do anything just to keep that person closer to you. I never said a name, but there goes your mind remembering.
vomitingwords
Ngong Ping, Hong Kong. 16 June 2017
(with a rather old spread. forgive me)