#wanting death

[oh-to-be-a-murderer]

When I lay in my grave,

Eyes flattened out.

I wish to be a beautiful bunch,

Of Daisys when sprout.

As I lay very still,

Completely motionless,

I hope to grow into a beautiful

Garden of Daisy's to caress.

As my muscle leaves my bones,

I'll be alone again.

But I hope when my bones later sprout.

Into a beautiful orchard, shining in rain.

I'll get to see the sun again.

If I could only come out.

GUYS I WROTE ANOTHER POEM

@official-buckybarnes @iwasmadetobeasoldier @proud-owner-0f-americas-ass @we-love-redwing @serenastark-official @yoursx-cyber-skye @charlotte-rogers-barnes @fluffycows4life

[oh-to-be-a-murderer]

Left eye twitching,

Covered in blood.

Right eye itching,

The eye came out.

15 floors down,

That little red dot

Hadn't hit its head hard,

Enough to pass out.

It breathed it breathed,

Until it didn't want anymore.

Even then it breathed,

He didn't know how to stop.

4 years of tries,

Yet the best it got,

Was three hours of unconsciousness,

Of his heart not wanting to stop.

Guys I wrote a poem!!!

@official-buckybarnes @iwasmadetobeasoldier @proud-owner-0f-americas-ass @we-love-redwing @serenastark-official @yoursx-cyber-skye @charlotte-rogers-barnes @fluffycows4life

[oh-to-be-a-murderer]

I wish I could die, but like not litterally die. I want to be senseless but want to be alive again. I wanna see my imaginations come true and travel to another world when Im sleeping and then wake right back up and back into the horrific world yet once again.

FYI I just explained sleeping. So if you feel the same, just go to sleep. I am too.

[be-gentle-to-me]

i want to feel the cold dirt on my skin and know that i don't need to fight anymore.

[turbulentglitching]

Having to balance uni with cooking/finding the time to feed myself n being considerate of healthy options is nerve wracking. I would be ok if i can go gym & eat home cooked food & high protein because thats what i crave anyway, but w uni work i dont have the time to cook or eat. I dont want to either, it would be so easy to give in and just not bother. And i dont want it to go like that. Im obsessing so much about this stuff recently

[jtsnow99]

"I woke up, I asked why"

Flynn, "seven testimonies (redacted)"

[scorpioskies]

I wish I would have died when I was happy

My life was already complete.