Sometimes I see my friend PeachLolita making friends with people I want to be friends with...it makes me feel sad that I can't be in that same group...
Sometimes I feel like I'm invisible or left out of that world even if I show a fanart or a drawing of my OCs pmatga
Since I uploaded Leila's redesign, sometimes i asking miself... "Why did I try? What was the point of drawing that if they didn't want to talk to me?"
I know it sounds pathetic and even childish, but it's something that depresses me and it discourages me, sometimes I want to have the impulse to be able to talk to them and form a friendship... but I fear rejection or being seen as an intruder 😓











