Pairing: Fred Weasley x gryffindor!reader
Summary: Forced onto a blind date by your mum, you decide the easiest way out is to make him hate you. However, fate seems to have other plans.
Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9, Part 10 (Last part)
You changed your outfit three times.
The first one was the one you had laid out, which told you something already. You did not lay outfits out for things that did not matter. When you put it on and looked at the mirror it felt too much like you were trying to say something with what you were wearing, and you did not want him to read anything into it before you had even left the room.
The second one was the opposite problem. Too casual. The kind of thing you wore on a Sunday when you were not planning to go anywhere. You stood in front of the mirror in it and thought about the way Fred had said seven o'clock like it was something he had been planning for more than one day, and you thought about the way his face had looked when you agreed, and the second outfit did not feel right either.
The third one was fine. It was just fine. Not too much and not too little and it was what you were wearing now and you were not going to think about it anymore.
You looked at it in the mirror for another thirty seconds.
Then you made yourself stop.
Nadia was sitting on her bed behind you, holding a book. She had been holding it for the last fifteen minutes. You had not heard a single page turn.
"I was not going to say anything," she said.
"You have been holding that book open to the same page since I got back from the bathroom."
A small pause. "You look nice," she said simply. "That is all."
You looked at yourself in the mirror one more time. Then you picked up your bag out of habit and put it down again because you did not need a bag. Then you picked it up again because without it your hands did not know what to do with themselves. Then you put it down one final time.
"Go already," Nadia said.
The common room was mostly quiet when you came downstairs. A few second years were hunched over something near the fire, talking in low urgent voices and occasionally looking over their shoulders. Someone had fallen asleep in the big armchair with a textbook open on their chest, rising and falling slowly. The fire was low and orange and the room smelled like warm wood.
You stood at the bottom of the stairs with your hands clasped in front of you and waited and felt slightly ridiculous and told yourself that was fine, that was a normal thing to feel, and then the portrait hole swung open and he came through it.
He was still pulling his jacket on with one hand. His hair was slightly damp at the ends, like he had washed it not long ago and then left it to do whatever it wanted, which was what it always looked like. He was looking down at the jacket buttons when he came through and then he looked up and he saw you standing there at the bottom of the stairs and his face did the thing.
It was a small thing. It was not dramatic. It was just that something in him settled when he saw you, like a question he had been holding got answered without him having to ask it out loud.
"I know," he said, still working on the jacket. "I just." He looked at you properly. "Good. You came."
You tilted your head. "You said that already."
"I know," he said again. And then he smiled, warm and a little crooked, and held out his hand. "Come on. We are going to be late."
You looked at his hand. "Late for what."
"The surprise," he said patiently. "Obviously."
You looked at him for one more second.
He knew the castle the way people knew places they had grown up in, not by thinking about them but by feeling them, turning where he needed to turn before he reached the corner, slowing before a step that was slightly higher than the others. He moved quickly and quietly and you moved with him, and after the first few familiar corridors you stopped recognising where you were and just followed.
He checked around corners before turning them. At one point he pulled you sideways into a shadowed alcove so suddenly that you barely had time to process it before you were pressed against the stone wall in the dark with Fred's hand on your arm and one finger raised to his lips.
Filch came around the corner below, lantern swinging, muttering something you could not make out. You both stood completely still and did not breathe and watched the light from the lantern move along the wall and then diminish and then disappear.
Fred looked at you in the dark.
"We are sneaking out," you whispered.
"We are absolutely not sneaking out," he whispered back.
"We are hiding in an alcove from the caretaker."
"We are pausing," he said, "at a scenic point along an unconventional route." He said it with great seriousness. "It is completely different."
The corner of his mouth moved.
You pressed your free hand over your own mouth to keep the laugh inside as he pulled you out of the alcove and you followed along.
The way out was a passage near the ground floor that he went to without hesitating, crouching down and pressing on a section of wall in a specific place that made it swing inward. It was narrow and low and smelled like cold stone and earth and the night air that was already coming in from the other end, and you ducked through it and came out on the other side and straightened up.
The grounds opened up in front of you.
And the sky opened up above.
You had been inside for weeks. You had forgotten, properly forgotten, what the sky looked like when there was nothing between you and it. It was enormous above the grounds, deep blue going to black at the edges, and it was absolutely full of stars. Not the handful you could see from the tower windows. All of them. More than you could count, more than you could take in all at once, laid out across the dark in every direction.
You stood there and just looked at it.
The air was cool and clean smelling like the lake and the particular freshness of a spring night that had not quite decided to be warm but was not cold either. It moved through you when you breathed in, settling something.
Fred stood beside you and did not say anything.
He just waited while you looked.
After a moment you took a step forward. Then another. Then you let go of his hand without thinking about it, just to have your arms free, just to be properly in the open, and you walked out further onto the grass and tipped your head back and looked up at all of it.
The stars were the kind of bright that felt almost close. Like if you reached up far enough you could brush them with your fingers. You turned slowly with your head back, taking in the full arc of the sky from one side to the other, and there was too much of it to hold all at once and you did not mind. You just kept turning slowly.
Fred watched you from a few feet away.
You turned back to face the lake and that was when you saw the rocks. They were at the far edge of the slope where the ground dropped away toward the bank, large flat ones jutting out from the earth, and from here you could tell that if you stood on them you would have the whole lake in front of you with nothing in the way.
You were already walking toward them.
You did not decide to walk toward them. Your feet just went.
The grass was soft and slightly wet under your shoes and the lake got larger as you got closer. When you reached the rocks you climbed up onto the first one, then the next, finding your footing in the dark, and from the top one you stopped. The whole lake was in front of you; it was extraordinary.
The water was completely still. The moonlight lay across it in one long unbroken line going all the way to the far bank. And the sky reflected back from the surface so that the stars were below you as well as above you, and you were standing in the middle of all of it, surrounded on every side by dark and silver and light.
You heard Fred climb up beside you.
Neither of you said anything for a while. You just stood there together and looked at the lake and the sky above it and the sky below it and let it be as big as it was.
Then you jumped back down to the grass and kept walking.
"Where are you going," Fred said, landing beside you.
"I want to see the rest of it," you said.
He did not argue. He just walked with you.
You followed the edge of the lake for a while, close enough to hear the small sounds the water made against the stones at the bank. The grass was wet and your shoes were going to need drying out tomorrow and you found that you did not care at all.
You walked without talking. The silence was comfortable in the way it had been comfortable on the back step at the Burrow, full rather than empty, and Fred walked beside you with his hands in his pockets and matched your pace and let you lead and did not try to direct you anywhere.
A fish or something else moved out on the water and sent a ring of ripples spreading outward in the dark. You stopped to watch them come toward the bank and spread and disappear. Then you turned and kept going.
You rounded the curve of the bank and the ground flattened out where the field began, and that was when you saw it.
It was a tree at the far edge of the field, standing alone, old and broad, taller than the others nearby. And at this time of year its branches were full of white blossom, heavy with it, so much that the whole tree glowed faintly in the moonlight. You could see it from here, pale and soft against the dark sky behind it.
Then the breeze that had been moving across the lake reached the field.
It moved through the blossom and the petals came loose.
Not all at once and not in a rush. Slowly. One petal and then a few and then more, drifting down through the dark air in soft pale spirals, turning slightly as they fell, each one catching the moonlight for a moment before it landed on the grass without any sound at all.
You walked toward it the way you walked toward things that needed to be closer.
You did not think about it. You just went, crossing the grass steadily until you were standing under the branches, and then you stopped and you looked up and watched the petals come down around you.
One landed on your hair. You didn't even realise it was there.
You stood there with the blossom falling and the tree above you and the moonlight coming through the gaps in the branches and landing in small bright patches on the grass around your feet, and after a moment you closed your eyes.
Fred had stopped a little way back.
He stood in the field and looked at you under the blossom tree and he did not say anything and he did not come closer. He just looked. The petals were in your hair and on your cheek and your eyes were closed and your face was tipped up to the dark between the branches, and the blossom was coming down around you slowly in the quiet, and he stood there in the field, looking at you the way he had been trying not to look at you for months.
He let himself look properly.
''God, she’s beautiful''.
He thought about the back step at the Burrow. The way you had held the mug with both hands and said you had not felt lonely here, not once. He thought about the first morning in the kitchen when you had laughed at something and tried to stop and could not. He thought about the empty chair beside him in Charms that he kept accidentally saving. He thought about all of it, and he stood in the field and looked at you standing under the blossom tree, and it was not a difficult thing to understand anymore.
It had not been difficult for a long time.
He had just been waiting to say it.
After a while you opened your eyes. You lowered your face and looked out from under the branches at the field and the lake beyond it and then you turned and looked at Fred.
He was already looking at you.
You smiled. Not the careful smile or the composed smile. The real one, the one that happened when something had moved through you and left something good in its place.
"This is the best thing anyone has ever shown me," you said. "And I do not think this is even the surprise yet."
He laughed softly. "No," he said. "It is not."
You looked back at the tree for a moment. A last few petals came loose and drifted down between you, pale and slow in the moonlight. You watched them land.
Then you turned walking back toward him, and he fell into step beside you, as you headed across the dark grounds toward the lane.
The village was a twenty minute walk down through the field and along the lane, and you walked it in the cool quiet night air with your arms close together, your sleeve brushing his with every few steps. Neither of you moved apart. Neither of you said anything about that either.
Ottery St Catchpole at night was a different place from Ottery St Catchpole in the afternoon. The same streets and the same buildings but emptied of the daytime and left with something softer. The windows of the houses were warm and lit from inside. The voices from the pub around the corner were distant and comfortable. The cobblestones were dark and slick with dew and the lanterns on the corners made small steady gold pools on the ground.
You walked through it and looked at everything.
The bakery where Mrs Abbott had given Fred the cheese pastries was closed and dark but you could still faintly smell bread through the gap under the door. You slowed as you passed it without meaning to, just because of the smell. Fred noticed and did not say anything, just slowed with you.
He stopped outside a small shop halfway along the high street.
Its window was warm and amber from the inside, glowing steadily in the dark. You looked at the sign above the door and read it twice. A sweet shop, the sign said, though you could tell from the way the letters were painted that the sign was old, much older than most things around it.
"It has been here since before my grandfather was born," Fred said, looking at it. "The woman who runs it has been here for almost as long." He pushed the door open and the little bell above it rang and the smell came out to meet you.
Warm sugar, something deep and chocolatey with a little floral underneath all of it, and something else beneath that which you could not name no matter how long you stood there trying. It was the kind of smell that did something to you immediately, something about it that went past your nose and settled somewhere else, somewhere further in.
The inside was narrow with ceilings that were slightly lower than they should have been and every wall lined with jars from the floor all the way to the ceiling, jars of every size with things in every colour inside them. A wooden ladder on a rail ran along the shelves for reaching the ones at the top.
The light came from two lamps on the counter and one hanging overhead and it made everything in the room look golden.
An old woman behind the counter looked up when the bell rang. She had white hair piled on top of her head and glasses on a chain around her neck and the unhurried, certain expression of someone who had been watching people come through that door for a very long time and was not surprised by any of them.
She looked at Fred. "Fred Weasley," she said.
"Evening Mrs Abbott," he said.
She looked at both of you.
"Well....sit down then," she said.
Fred pulled out the chair nearest the window and looked at you. You sat in it. He sat down beside you.
The shop settled into quiet around you. Somewhere near the back of it a clock was ticking and the needles on Mrs Abbott's knitting started up from the counter, a soft steady clicking. The candle between you was small and the light it made was warm and close.
You looked at the jars on the walls. All the colours of everything in them, catching the lamplight, going all the way up to the ceiling.
You could have spent a long time just looking at the jars.
Mrs Abbott appeared at the table without you having heard her approach and set down two mugs, one blue and one green, without explaining what was in them or asking what you wanted, and turned and went straight back to her counter.
You picked up the blue mug and held it with both hands and smelled it. Warm apple and something spiced and something else underneath that you could not identify no matter how carefully you tried. You took a careful sip.
It moved through you the way warmth moved through you when you came in from a cold night. From the centre outward, slow and steady, reaching your hands and your feet and the back of your neck. Your shoulders dropped before you told them to.
You looked at Fred over the rim of the mug.
He was watching you taste it, his own mug held loosely in both hands, with a small quiet smile that was waiting to see what you thought.
"What is in this," you said.
"Nobody knows," he said. "She has been making it since before my dad was born and she has never told anyone what goes into it. My dad asked her every summer for twenty years." He looked at his mug. "She never told him."
You took another slow sip.
"Did he come here as a child?" you said.
"Every summer," Fred said. "He used to bring all of us when we were small. He said some places carried magic in them even when no one was casting any. That some places built it up over time just from all the people who had been happy in them." He looked around the small warm room, at the jars and the ladder and the lamplight and the low ceiling. "He always said this was one of those places."
You looked around too. You thought about what it would have looked like to a small Fred Weasley, all those years ago, standing in this room with his brothers and his sister and looking up at all those jars going to the ceiling.
The clock ticked. The knitting needles clicked. The candle between you had burned a little lower. Outside the window the lane was dark and quiet when a cat had appeared from somewhere sitting very precisely in the pool of light from the street lantern, cleaning its face with great dignity.
You watched the cat for a moment.
Then Fred said, "Do you remember the last night at the Burrow?"
You turned back to him. "The one on the back step," you said. "With the tea."
"Yeah," he said. "That one."
He turned his mug slowly in his hands. He looked at it rather than at you for a moment, which was unusual enough that you noticed it.
"You were looking at the stars," he said.
"We both were," you said. "That was an extraordinary sky."
He nodded slowly. "You said they were the prettiest stars you had ever seen."
He was quiet for a second.
"And I said I had seen prettier," he said.
You frowned slightly at the memory.
"I said I was not copying you," he said.
"You said the exact same words."
He finally looked up from his mug and at you. "I said the same words," he said. "But we were not looking at the same thing."
You looked at him carefully. "What do you mean."
He put his mug down on the table. Slowly. Like he was making sure of something before he said it.
"You were looking at the sky," he said. "I was not."
The candle flickered once and steadied.
You looked at him and he looked back at you and neither of you said anything for a moment and the sweet smell of the shop was all around you and the light was very warm and low.
"I walked away from the Burrow that night," he said, quietly, "thinking I had been very obvious about what I meant. I thought you must have understood." He shook his head slightly. "And then later, when we were on the grounds on the way back inside, you said they were the prettiest stars you had ever seen and I said I had seen prettier." He paused. "And you spent a long time looking around the dark for what I was talking about."
The memory of it came back slowly. Standing on the grounds outside the castle. Frowning at the dark. Looking left, looking right, trying to find whatever he was looking at that could possibly be prettier than that sky.
"I looked everywhere," you said.
"I thought maybe there was something somewhere," you said, and your voice came out smaller than you meant it to.
"There was nothing at anywhere you were looking," he said.
"I thought maybe a light or something. A reflection."
"There was no reflection," he said.
"I thought you meant something in the sky," you said. "I spent a while comparing the actual stars to each other. I thought maybe some of them were brighter than usual."
He looked at you with an expression that was very soft and very careful. "I was not talking about anything in the sky," he said.
The heat came into your face before you could do anything about it. You could feel it happening, moving up from your neck, and you could not stop it. "Fred," you said, very quietly. "What were you looking at."
Then he looked at you steadily and said, "You."
"I was looking at you," he said. "You were sitting there with the moonlight on your face and your head tipped back and you were smiling at the stars like they had said something kind to you. And I said I had seen prettier because I was looking at something I thought was prettier." He paused. "I was looking at you. I had been looking at you most of the evening and I thought you knew. I genuinely thought you knew."
You could not say anything.
"You were my view," he said simply. "You have been my view for quite a long time."
The shop was so quiet you could hear the candle.
You sat there with his hands around yours and the warmth moving through your face and everything that had been building between you for months sitting right here at the surface of this moment, unhidden, nowhere left to go.
After a long moment you said, very quietly, "I compared the individual stars to each other. I thought some of them were brighter than normal and that was what you meant."
A laugh came out of him, soft and a little undone. "I know."
"I spent time on it," you said. "I was being thorough."
"I know you were," he said.
"And you watched me do all of that," you said.
"And you did not say anything."
"I was hoping it would come to me, what to say," he said. "And then we went back inside and I kept thinking I would find the right moment and then the moment kept not being right and then you started taking the east corridor and I thought I had lost you entirely before I ever said it."
You looked at him across the small table with the candle almost out between you.
"You were not looking at the sky," you said.
"The whole time," you said.
"The whole time," he agreed.
You sat with that. Let it settle into all the places it needed to settle.
Then, without making anything of it, without announcing it or building up to it, you reached over with your free hand and picked up his mug from the table.
When you suddenly leaned towards him, slowly and without hurrying, and pressed a kiss to his cheek. You brought his mug to your lips and took a slow sip. It tasted the same as yours, warm and spiced and sweet. You set it back down carefully. Light and quick and warm and then you were settling back into your chair and picking up his mug again; looking out the window at the cat in the lamplight as though nothing had happened at all.
The shop was completely quiet.
You could see him clearly in the corner of your eye, in exactly the position he had been in, except that the quality of his stillness had changed. It was a different kind of still now. Like something in him had stopped and was deciding what to do next. Like the moment between a breath in and a breath out.
You kept your eyes on the window and your face entirely calm and took one more small unhurried sip.
Then, very slowly, Fred reached over and took his mug back from your hand.
You turned to look at him.
He considered your mug, sitting on the table in front of you. Then he reached over and picked that one up too. He now had a mug in each hand, one blue and one green, held out slightly from his sides, and he was looking at you with an expression that was warm and deliberate and doing something very specific to your heart.
"That is my drink," you said.
He thought about this with great apparent seriousness. "No," he said.
You looked at your empty hands for a moment. Then you looked at him. And something decided itself in you, something that was not really a decision so much as the next obvious thing, and you leaned forward slowly as he watched you come closer, he did not move back and you turned your face just slightly toward his cheek.
You were going to do it again. The same as before. The cheek. Quick and light and then back to the window.
His lips met yours instead.
It was soft and warm and completely unhurried. The shop was still around it, the clock still ticking, the needles still. The kiss was not short and it was not hurried and it was real in the way that things were real when they had been true for a long time before anyone said them out loud. His hands were still holding both mugs, slightly out to either side, and there was something about that which was so completely him that when you felt yourself smile against his mouth you could not help it.
When he pulled back you were both still leaning toward each other, very close, close enough to see his eyes clearly in the low light. His ears were pink. Both mugs were still in his hands.
"You did that on purpose," you said, very quietly.
"I did," he said. He looked completely unsorry.
You looked at the mugs. At his face. At the mugs again.
And then you started laughing.
It came out of you warm and real;a little undone as Fred laughed too, quietly, his shoulders shaking, and the shop came back into focus around you, the jars on the walls.
You reached over and took your drink back.
You both settled back into your chairs and the warmth of the shop was all around you and outside the window the cat was still in the lamplight, still cleaning its face with enormous self-possession, and the lane beyond it was dark and quiet and the night was carrying on exactly as it had been.
You held your mug with both hands and looked at it for a moment.
Fred was already looking at you.
"What?" you asked softly.
" Nothing," he said, smiling smugly.
The candle had gone out. The only light now was the lamp overhead and the glow from the street coming through the window, the shop smelled like sugar. The clock was still ticking, and Mrs Abbott had gone very deliberately back to her knitting, neither of you going to mention that she had stopped for a while.
His hand moved until his fingers found yours.
Then you smiled and turned your hand over, threading your fingers through his.
Fred looked at your joined hands for a moment before looking at you.
His thumb brushed slowly over your knuckles.
" You're very pretty when you smile," he said.
You made a face. "That's horribly cheesy."
You tried not to smile harder and failed. There was something about the way he was looking at you that made it impossible to keep your face straight, like he had somehow made the entire room smaller until there was nothing left but the two of you and the warmth between your hands.
Fred squeezed your hand gently, his thumb brushing over your knuckles.
"I like you," he said quietly.
The words were simple, almost painfully so, but the way he said them made your heart give a little flutter. You looked at him for a moment, pretending to consider it seriously, even though the smile threatening the corners of your mouth had already given you away.
He smiled, glancing down at your joined hands as though he were suddenly shy about saying more. His fingers tightened around yours.
He thought about it for a second.
You tried to hold back your laugh, but a soft smile slipped through anyway. You tilted your head, looking at him with the sort of fondness you would never admit to having if he asked.
"That’s still not very good."
He leaned a little closer, his eyes warm and impossibly soft as he watched your reaction.
Your heart seemed to stop for half a second.
You looked at him, completely caught off guard, and felt your face grow warm almost immediately. It was ridiculous how easily he could do that to you. One stupid sentence and suddenly you had forgotten what you were supposed to say.
" You can't just say that."
Fred's eyebrows lifted, amusement flickering across his face.
You looked down at your hands, suddenly very interested in the way his fingers were wrapped around yours. You could feel yourself smiling despite your best efforts.
" Because now I have to say it back."
His grin widened into something unbearably pleased.
There was something teasing in his voice, but his eyes had softened again, waiting for you without pushing.
For a moment, neither of you said anything.
Then you squeezed his hand.
His expression changed instantly. The teasing disappeared, replaced by something so openly happy that it made your chest ache.
Of course he had to ruin the moment.
A laugh escaped you, and you shook your head, though you couldn't stop smiling.
His fingers lingered for just a second against your cheek.
He smiled at you, soft and stupidly fond, like he had just discovered something wonderful.
"Nothing," he said. "You're just very pretty."
His mouth twitched as he tried not to laugh.
"I thought it was romantic."
He gave your hand another little squeeze, looking entirely too proud of himself.
You tried to look annoyed.
But your cheeks were warm, your heart was beating far too quickly, and you couldn't stop the smile that appeared.
And somehow that was the worst part.
You sat like that for a long time, hands tangled together across the table, both of you smiling like complete idiots.
The warmth of the shop, the dark of the lane, the clock ticking, and the soft little sounds of Mrs Abbott's knitting needles starting back up again.
Like a house that had been happy for a very long time and had decided, quite shamelessly, to let you be happy in it too.
It was, you thought, exactly what Fred's dad had meant.
And it was the best surprise you had ever been given.
A/n: and its the end...oh and before that the next series im writing would be an angsty george weasley fic...so comment if you would like to be tagged in it!
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