What Family Does or Don't do
So over the Last few weeks I sent emails an Private messages to alot of family members. In these emails and messages I asked them for their help to help me share my page and fun recipes I post. Wasted words in most part! But for those of you that did help me and are helping me thank you. I appreciate your unwavering support and devotion to helping me see this through. Two years ago , You know heck let's be honest 6 months ago the reality that most my own kin find me so embarrassing from my Picture post they won't share my progress with their friends list would of really been a set back. I can say I probably would have feasted on my hidden frosting jar or ate pizza like no other. I would have taken their issue with me personal. Now I feel pity and sorry for them. They're denying themselves of not only getting to know the person I was meant to be as I emerge but their so consumed by what others might think they're adding a wedge even bigger then what already existed. No more do sit an cry , get angry, run to my hidden sweet treat somewhere in my home that I've kept since I was 8. Nope I feel pity for them and sad for them because I'm not anything to be ashamed of . I'm not the inscrure fat kid who ate her worries away. I'm not the angry Fat woman who deprived herself of knowing true happiness most her adult life. I am Jessica and I am no longer the victim of other people's emotions or hang ups. I am going to meet my goals with or without the endorsement of my kin. When this day does come and I get on that scale an see I've hit my goal, I will not say I did it all alone or with just just the help an positive energy from Strangers. Oh no no no I've been able to do this and stay strong just as much from the negative too! Those Negative actions of other help me to appreciate the actions of true kindness an none judgment. They help push me to succeed and hit my goal! Like I've told a few This is a one way Train ride ,I bought a one way ticket no stops but lots of turns your either on or off . At the end of the line if your there I will embrace you but if you're not well my life is continuing forward an I'm not looking back!! #eatclean #cleaneating #freshingredients #moderation #healthyminds #obstacles #overcomeobstacles #glutenfree #wheatfree #overcomeself #goals #challengeYourSelf #beOwnBestFriend #obesityfreedom #obesity #weightloss #weightloss4 #paleo #keto #nutrition #LifeChange #loveyourself #bbwtofit #overcome #fatshaming #fat #healthy #health #freshvegetables #motivation #fitfam #weightloss #obesityfreedom #obesitytobeast #weightloss4life #weightlossjourney #weightlossmotivation #weightloss2015
