Why don't we get warned that once we hit adulthood our bodies will change?
We're so use to growing up being a certain size, having a certain figure, and seeing ourselves a certain way.
But we aren't warned about the side effect that stress, anxiety, depression, medication, and hormones can do to our bodies and self esteem as we age.
I am tired of dealing with the constant weight fluctuation.
Feeling like I'm loosing weight one minute, but then realizing I actually gained...
"This will be the day I get my shit together."
"This will be the day I start my fitness journey."
"This will be the day I start eating healthy."
I am tired of feeling insecure and feeling useless, fat, and ugly the minute I notice the minor imperfections.
I'm tired of feeling like I have to change the minute I bloat in a crop top.
I know I shouldn't feel this way but... I wish I was the skinny slim girl I once was...
Some see me slim and perfect, but I can't seem to see me that way.
All I see is a girl that went from being 100lbs to 165 lbs to 155 lbs and the constant up and down continues...
Will I ever just be happy with me...