I didn't have time yesterday to update blog. It's been a very long week! I had work yesterday and then a mad rush after school to get Maisie fed , bathed and sorted before Andy and I had a little mid week date to the theatre last night . On my personal Facebook account yesterday my memories from the last three years came up... It was nice to look back and see the pictures I have posted over the last three years and to see the difference in my appearance change so much , from our wedding to and over some of our anniversaries. It is keeping me focused on a week where I am so tired that emotions from the week are taking over and controlling my mind set .... I am having a couple of days of major freaking about my body and my body hang ups are so obvious ( to me ) that they may as well have flouresent strobing highlighting them. I am stressing out about wearing my costume in less than 2 weeks and getting my stomach out on stage ( I have panic bought an alternative) and I am struggling to get past it, despite the very strict food plan this week. BUT I will get over it and venting it helps which is why i would rather be honest about how i am feeling rather than hide behind an act of everything is great. I may have lost weight but no matter what your size , insecurities and demons about your body do still show their ugly heads . Tea last night was a chicken breast , vegetables, stuffing and new potatoes . Total of 21 points had yesterday and day 3 of the abs challenge was completed whilst watching question time! Because that's how I rock 🤘 #mywwdiary #mywwfood #myww #mywwjourney #mywwjourney2017 #mywwjourneycontinues #mywwjournal #weightwatchersblog #weightwatcherssupport #weightwatchers #weightwatchersuk #weightwatchers360 #weightwatcherscommunity #weightwatchersfamily #weightwatchersfooddiary #weightwatchersonline #50shadesoflife #instadailly #instadiet #instafood #foodblogger #foodblogging #bodyhangups