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[aryburn-trains]

An old PRR position signal displays an approach on the distant as a morning eastbound makes its way through the wet snow. West Islip, NY March 8, 2013

[poeticdemonicangel]

The Twisted Tango

He danced with

A cruel hard cheekbone

Raised to the sky.

It was sharp and could cut

To the center of my damned

And unfortunate soul.

His eyes pulled me

Closer to him

With each step

I fell for him further.

His full and strong

Muscles pulsed and

Twitched in thier

Beautiful spasm.

His skin was tight

And pulled red from

His constant sweet dance

Of men and women.

His moves and temptations

Drew me in.

Pleasure and Pain.

I danced with the Devil and it looks like I couldn't win.

[macabregoddess]

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At Planned parenthood for an appointment.😁

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[aryburn-trains]

West Islip, NY September 19, 2008

[aryburn-trains]

West Islip, NY March 14, 1987

[poeticdemonicangel]

Maybe If I Was a Little Less Myself

Every time I try to write,

All that I can think is “What now?”

And I am not sure really

What I am about.

Maybe if I was a little less myself

I would know.

I am not too good at beginnings

Developing the characters

Having them make connections

Making connections myself

Meeting new people isn't my strong point

So I am sorry if we could have been good friends

Or fallen in love

Or if you could have made me a better person

Or I you

Hello, I am sorry, I’m sorry, I’m so sorry.

I am too shut up

Most times I open my mouth to speak

And all that comes out is a weak voice

One that I don't recognize

Maybe if I was a little less myself

We could be friends

Maybe if I wasn't so locked away within myself

Maybe if I wasn't silenced by misplaced guilt

Maybe then beginnings would be easier

I am also not particularly good at middles

Making a plot

Building up to climax

Fueling the passion of my story

Feeding my already made friendships

Keeping up with people isn’t one of my abilities

So I am sorry if we were good friends

Or if we did fall in love

Or if I affected you in the long run

Or if I accidentally blew you off

What’s up? I am sorry I just blanked, could you tell me again?

I am too fearful of aging and seeing those I love age

Most of the time when I am missing a friend

I sit for hours staring at older pictures of us

People who I recognize and remember

Maybe if I was a little less myself

I’d be better at keeping up

Maybe if I wasn’t so caught up with who we were

Maybe if I stopped looking at the wrinkles

Maybe then middles would be easier

I absolutely suck at endings

Tying up the loose ends

Leaving in-story satisfaction

Seeing that it is in fact the end

Knowing that the friendship is over

Accepting the end is one of my biggest struggles

So I am sorry if I keep nagging you

Or if I keep telling you how much I love you

Or if I keep beating a relationship I shot

Or if I don't realize you are blowing me off

Hey, where are you? We always used to meet here on Saturdays

I am too oblivious

Most of the time when it is over I don't notice

I don't see because I do not wish to see

Does anyone? Yes, evidently because their are good endings, not mine

Maybe if I was a little less myself

Maybe if I paid more attention to you

Maybe if I wasn't broken

Maybe endings would be easier

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