#wheelchairbuser

[disability-and-cats]

how rich would you be if you got a dollar for every person that eyes wide as can be, full on stared you down in public just for being visibly disabled

[disability-and-cats]

i have physical dynamic disabilities, meaning some days are better, and some days are worse for me. tonight it is worse.

even if i lay motionless, i'm still in horrific pain, malaise, and fatigue. during my times where i suffer through this, i am unable to physically complete some ADLs. tonight, this means i cannot cook or clean for myself. even sitting up in bed leaves me lingering right on the edge of completely losing conciousness.

this is when a frozen meal comes in handy. i love cooking so much, and i actually enjoy cleaning too. i really love cooking every day, but some days i just physically cannot accomplish that. because of this, i prepare emergency frozen meals for situations like this.

all that has to be done is for it to microwaved. and thanks to it, i can have a good meal tonight.

while a microwave meal might be just a convince for others, it's accessibility to others :]

i am so greatful that i had one during my condition tonight. i am so thankful to have all that gives me access to daily living (wheelchair, microwave, frozen meal, medication, waterbottle, cold pack) i barely even had to sit up in my wheelchair to make my dinner tonight. i only needed to sit back in my wheelchair for a few seconds to put it in, and take it out. i am so greatful

sometimes during my worst nights i like to think about the things i am so lucky and greatful to have, that help me be able to live. : ]

[disability-and-cats]

i was making a tumblr post about how i've been developing a new medical issue and it's deeply effecting my physical and cognative ability to take care of myself at home and do ALDs, just about anything at all, and i look away from my phone for a moment and it's just gone :/

not posted anywhere, not a draft anywhere, no clue what happened to it

idr all of what i said, i just can't. it already was so difficult to write out and took so long, as well as this too now.

my re-written new summary would be i now have a decreased cognative and physical capacity, and i don't have any health insurance at all. or any money at all. or any income. i just really wish i could go see a doctor about this new medical problem i'm having.

i'm already disabled so this addition on top of everything i have going on has been a devastating change in my life. every day i hope i wake up and this new thing has ran its course, and that it's just gone.

i wanna know what's wrong and if it can be cured or if it'll go away. i wish i could see a doctor so bad, i want this gone