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insomnia sucks , but it sucks even /more/ because i dont have anyone to whine to and roughly cuddle against
I can’t wait to go to bed TIRED, and wake up TIRED, and spend my day TIRED
I couldn’t sleep at all last night, but in my weird half awake state I got the most random fic idea. It’s fuzzy but I’m still going to try to make sense of it by rambling here.
Basically, it’s a free use/cockwarming scenario where Ilya is trying to quit smoking cigarettes. He uses Shane to sate his oral fixation, but it’s not about Shane’s pleasure. It’s not about Shane getting off.
Ilya is frequently cockwarming Shane with his mouth and not allowing him to come. Maybe, sometimes, if Shane is really, really good. But mostly, no.
Idk if it makes sense but I like the idea of the dominant partner doing the cockwarming and using it as a form of control over the submissive partner.
Gonna nap and then see if I still feel like this idea is worth writing about. 🫡
me all hours of the day: sleepy eepy nap time
me at nightfall: fuck sleep I don’t ever need to sleep again I am a gOD
Still not sleeping so I had to call in the big guns, I’m losing my mind
please stop immediately giving disabled people suggestions when they talk about their pain, it's not a free pass to assume we haven't tried the most basic things ever before :/
(it's like assuming we haven't thought to drink water if we're thirsty)
I hate when my fatigue gets really bad, I’ll sit down a basically pass out.
The amount of time I’ve smacked my face on a table because of that is absurd.