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Longer chapter my children I think it will be coming Thursday okay? Okay thank you love you bunches

am i writing pt 2 of casual or a character study into azriel’s mental state

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No matter what you do don't think about the people at the edge of Bobby's life who no one will know to tell he's dead.

The cashier at the grocery store closest to the station, who has A shifts schedule basically memorized, wondering why no one is coming by to get food for family dinners anymore. The guy at the farmers market wondering where his regular with all the great recipes went. The neighbors he's never met faintly remembering the smell of bbqs on weekends and sounds of laughter coming from the backyard of a burned down house. The ex partners of firefighters never really belonging in the group but always remembering the kind captain with a welcoming smile and wonderful food who made them feel welcome in a group as tight knit as a fire house. The kids on class trips who may never know he's gone but finding pictures of them on a class trip years later wearing a too big jacket with the name Nash on it. The firefighters who transferred out of the 118 who hold kind words and good advice close to their heart. The dispatcher so used to the one voice of reason in the midst of the chaos that are calls for the 118, wondering where their team spirit went. People at his AA meetings, knowing they could always depend on Bobby, knowing he'd never pass judgement. Members of his church, who sat behind him for years sometimes seeing a familiar head and thinking it's him. It never is. The future captains of the 118 being held to a standard they can never achieve, because one man changed what leadership in the LAFD means. The legend of the 118 under Captain Nash haunting the department and the station. Robert Han who will grow up with a name that comes with a legacy he will never fully get. Just the impression of a hole someone left in his family.

Just don't think about it.

Ever since writing for Ratonhnhaké:ton, people have claimed that I ‘dumb down’ Ratonhnhaké:ton or that I write him as ‘a man who only lusts for sex’ and while, yes, this is a NSFW BLOG - I will talk about sex - it is never my intention to frame Ratonhnhaké:ton as just that label.

While as much as I enjoy writing smutty scenarios, I ALWAYS try to consider and take into consideration the type of character Ratonhnhaké:ton truly is. A very damaged, broken man, who strives himself to help protect the people he loves.

I write sexy scenarios about him NOT to fetishise Native American men and I apologise if it comes across that way.

I try my absolute best to research his culture respectfully, to ensure that I do not accidentally harm the Native American community and if I ever do - then please come to my DMs and we can discuss it together so that I can learn. Education for me is extremely important, towards anything that I, myself, am unfamiliar with. The attacks on my blogs is something I am not appreciative of, from people actively going for my appearances or trying to accuse me of things that I simply am NOT.

Ratonhnhaké:ton is a character I hold deeply. I do not see him as a man I wish to fuck, I see him for who he is (albeit while he is entirely fictional, he is a great example of the hardships one can encounter.) And I do this with EVERY character I write for.

So, yes, while I talk sexually about a character on an NSFW blog, please know that it’s never my intention to harm or upset communities.

#putting it out there #since people have accused and attacked me ever since i began writing for connor #which is something i have ever encountered before #while writing #and if you simply disagree with me #then just block me #i’m too old and grown for this shit