Me: Rick and Morty is first and foremost a comedy, not everything has some hidden meaning. People are always over analyzing it. Just sit back and enjoy it.
Also me: Rewatches every episode multiple times, constantly rewinds and pauses, desperately searches for hints and clues, reads every theory I can find, tries to come up with my own half-baked theories.
So today I was at a local restraunt and one of the waiters looked very similar to Daniel Radcliffe; and I couldn’t stop thinking of Drarry AUs where Harry is a bartender. This did not help when ordering my grilled cheese.
CLICK at your own discretion! :P I warned you. I really need to stop thinking but he always somehow finds a way into my head...=_= Examples below.
But really, like what my friend said, "at this point, just fuck it and get over it and yourself, don't text him anymore unless he texts you first, don't bring him up, if you see him before graduation just congratulate him, move on"
Good plan, that's what I'll do.
But first, I have to mention this. So today was casino night fundraiser for my friend's frat, and so I went. At first, I didn't have anyone to go with, but then 5YG's best friend, let's call him, Bob, wanted to go too. So he texted me, asking me when I was going to go, and we made plans to just go together. He wanted to drive there so I asked him to pick me up, only if he wanted to, even though I live so close to the venue. He agreed to so when he came, we made small talk in the car. But omg, his car is so nice!! It's my dream car, Lexus IS 250 but in white. My other friend has this car in black, so it's cute if they met each other. :P Anyway, his car is so clean and new, compared to 5YG's, whose car is like so messy. HAHA. I mentioned that to Bob, and he's like, "maybe that's all 5YG cares about now. Getting from Point A to Point B." But really, why can't he just clean his car? It's so..messy. =_=
Anyway, casino night itself was okay. I expected a lot more, but then again, it was on campus so I can't really say anything. At least I got to dress up? It wasn't that fun because I suck at casino games and I didn't really know anyone so it was like kinda awkward....and then Bob and I decided to leave early after we lost our chips, and as we were leaving, my friend wanted a photo so we took one before we left. But as we were leaving, we apparently saw 5YG's love interest (past or current, I don't even know) outside the building, so it was like whoa. HAHA. And then Bob asked me if he really was gonna drop me off at my place, considering how I live so close, and I was like okay fine, I'll just walk back, and he's like I'm just kidding, it's fine. =_= Why ask then? Guys, I don't even know. I just hate troubling people so I tend to just say no to avoid the hassle. LOL.
So on the way back to IV, he went on to talk about his girl problems, and then like he randomly was like "Oh, I'm actually on the way to 5YG's house." At first, I thought he meant he was going to bring me, and I was like "WHAT." But Bob was like, "I meant, after I drop you off." And I was like "whew, that's better. It'd be awkward if you did bring me and he's probably going to be like what the eff is she doing here." HAHA, so yeah. That scared me a bit. And Bob doesn't even know what they're going to do, so eh. Probably guy talk.....o_o
Anyway, back to 5YG. I guess he doesn't want to be friends either. His loss really. I can be such a good friend!! I'm so loyal to my real ones..:P I'm like 95% in giving up, but ugh, if something comes up that involves him, then it's going to be hard again. I mean, I just want a clear answer from him. He still talks to me when he knows I'm interested...=_= Maybe he's just nice but I'd totally get the hint if he doesn't respond to me...it's not like he never chased a girl/befriended one. He could totally initiate!! But I guess, again, he doesn't want to be friends and that he knows I'm interested. Ugh, maybe I should tell him I want to be friends, but there's no point when we're graduating in two weeks. LOL.
First example: that kickback at Bob's when I swore I was done initiating convos with him, and 5YG was there, which was surprising cuz he told me that day he went up north and he doesn't drink....=_=
Second example: that hi from my classmate in my class on Wednesday...that was also the day when I swore I wouldn't think/talk about him to other people...
Third example: when my friend told me she saw him at a nightclub downtown last night, which was really random, considering he doesn't like to drink and he doesn't like the party scene either.
Fourth example: today when Bob mentioned he was going to 5YG's after he dropped me off and how we saw 5YG's potential love interest after we left the event...=_=
Anyway, I'd like to think that 5YG are similar in the sense that we both don't like drinking, don't smoke, don't like partying/loud scenes, but we're just too opposite people. He likes the outdoors/staying healthy, I like being a homebody and just sit at the computer. He doesn't like boba and I really like the drink. I guess we're really not meant to be. :[ Fate or 緣分 is not in my favor right now. Well, he IS 5YG for a reason, but still. Maybe I'm okay with waiting, but screw this. No one has like 5 years to make a move!! Carpe diem!! =_=
