Jul 22
genuinely what do you do if your friends are so touch adverse even accidentally touching their hand while handing them something freaks them out
#I am a hugs person too I’m just not around them cause I know they don’t like that#which mostly is fine and I don’t think about it often#but like yesterday I was 2 beers in at a show and excitedly leaned on a friend to hear them better cause I hadn’t seen them in a while too#and then immediately remembered they hate being touched and said whoops sorry and they literally brushed off their arm and just looked at me#I just do wish the all consuming guilt about everything would go away :/#I know I would feel a lil better if I just was just also closer with my friends who are also hug ppl#aaaaa
