#whycantitbeeasy

[nursejessie625]

Finally done with this #lighthouse #lighthouseofalexandria #schoolprojectproblems #whycantitbeeasy https://www.instagram.com/p/B7PaQd-lpb1mf4m0fzPV7BxnqMoD5BeUwRo3dA0/?igshid=ur5ae1cyp821

[yourboy-transs-blog]

Fighting between the want to be stealth and also wanting to promote awareness for the trans community.

[quillsnquotes]

Getting back into the dating world is harder than anyone makes it out to be. #datingsucks #whycantitbeeasy #loveissues

[chellebelletumbls]

I realized there is no shame in being honest. There is no shame in being vulnerable. It's the beauty of being human. If it hurts, it means you're still existing. Let it hurt; let the pain rage on for as long as you need, then, release it. ||| #honesty #noshame #whycantitbeeasy #learningtoselfcare #thegirlinthepicture #hideandseekme #life #readytoescape #surviving

[chellebelletumbls]

I want so badly to fall in love with being alive. I want to be all the colors at once, at full brightness. I want to not only know that the healing is in the aching, but I want to be wholly okay with that. I want to not be bothered by the hurting because I know that someday this pain will be worth something. I want a day and then a week, month, and a year where it feels like things are falling together instead of falling apart because if I can have those then maybe my heart could believe that there is an entire life out there offering me the same thing. I need something, everything, anything. Sometimes we survive by forgetting but I need to know the secret to that because the harder I try to shut it off, close it up, smother it, deprive it of oxygen... it grows bigger, stronger, darker. I want my existence to be a voice, not an echo, and yet with every breath it seems as if the sound of it grows softer and more garbled. I want to feel that unshakeable, irrefutable, unbeatable strength that comes from believing I am, I can, I will be... I want to fall in love with being alive. ||| #whycantitbeeasy #learningtoselfcare #thegirlinthepicture #hideandseekme #life #readytoescape #surviving

[chellebelletumbls]

My mind was able to receive some brief sustenance this weekend but the eager and relentless drapetomania that is a permanent fixture within me, reared its head not 5 minutes after I left the mountains to return home. Now it's my soul that is craving to run, break free, escape, ignore, and exist any other elsewhere but here and now. ||| #drapetomania #words #surviving #newmexicobeauty #tryingtodeepbreathe #learningtoselfcare #whycantitbeeasy #readytoescape #hideandseekme (at Alto, New Mexico)

[chellebelletumbls]

A Barely Eccedentesiast. "...Some you can see but most are quite hidden." ||| #eccedentesiast #words #thegirlinthepicture #surviving #learningtoselfcare #whycantitbeeasy #hidden #hideandseekme

[gypsyhearts-xo]

8.17.15

[1:16pm] and every single thing i slowly moved out of the room slowly killed me inside.