Self-healers are powerful alchemists. They transform their pain into power, their wounds into wisdom, the mistreatment of others into boundaries, the tantrums of the inner wounded child into red flags, and their generational curses into blessings.
a place i remember that i’ve never visited / And My Father's Love Was Nothing Next To God's Will by Amatullah Bourdon / quote by Haruki Murakami, art by @heavensghost / José Saramago, Cain
“With practice, we can see that our wounded child is not only us. Our wounded child may represent several generations. Our mother may have suffered throughout her life. Our father may have suffered. Perhaps our parents weren’t able to look after the wounded child in themselves. So when we’re embracing the wounded child in us, we are embracing all the wounded child in our past generations. This practice is not a practice for ourselves alone, but for numberless generations of ancestors and descendants.”
Hii I love your blog. What do you think about pluto conjunct ascent and Lilith and Chiron in the 1st house. Pluto in 12th house and sag rising, aqua moon, Aries sun
Hey there!
Thank you so much ❤️ and can I just say that your username kinda makes me hungry and its really late where I'm at so the croissants are gonna have to wait another day..
🎯Speaking of your placements, have you ever tried archery? 🎯
There's some super heavy bow and arrow symbolism in your ascendant. (Sag and chiron both feature arrows)
Please keep in mind that some of this may not apply. So if something doesn't quite match your lived experience, don't try to force it to fit.
Chiron in the first house is a super annoying placement to have.
And yet, these people can go on to be some of the biggest social reformers. Could second guess their skills or own wisdom a fair bit?
Change is always PERSONAL.
Chiron being the wounded healer archetype strives to be the adult they needed when they were growing up ❤️😭 I have so much love for people with this placement.
I feel like they could grow up with a lot of insecurities regarding their looks or sense of identity. Yet, because they've been through it themself, they are more likely to be able to help other people with self love.
The friend that hates seeing people trash talk themselves.
Lilith and chiron being in the same house, they can be quite sensitive about perceived threats or insults and can go into a bit of a ' attacking is the best defense' 😉😈🛡️ mode of action.
Lilith and Pluto aspects to ascendant are strikingly sexy and I'm lowkey getting tired of saying this now 😴😂🔥 just know that y'all are naturally hot okay?
Trigger warning
I feel like the sexual attention could be potentially dangerous due to Pluto being placed in the 12th house. Whether you like it or not death, rebirth / starting over could have played a big role in your life. I'm not trying to scare anyone reading this, but if astrology helps you figure things out, or save someone from a potential mishap, I believe it's my job to point out potential redflags.
Could have repressed memories? It's okay to let some of these things lie in the subconscious unless you're 100% ready to deal with them?
Sag rising comes off really generous and kind. Could be a little too generous to the point where people you've just met are thinking,' what do you wnat from me? Are you just naturally just that kind? 'the house and sign of your Jupiter could show who you're always bailing out of trouble.
Sagittarius denotes skill. In Tarot it's represented by the 8 of pentacles which is the card of skill building. It represents doing things over and over untill you're completely satisfied. For a long time it was believed that its was humanely impossible to run a mile in 8 minutes. But once that record was broken, people actually established new records fairly often. That's your skill as a Sagittarius rising. You can learn a d teach others to do things extremely skillfully and also, in a way set a new standard for doing things.
You could be the friend who people go to when they need a shoulder to cry on. Jupiter is nothing if not generous.
Could be a tendency to either be friend zoned or be hurt because someone else didn't like that you only see them as a friend.
Pluto in the 12th : do you know a lot of random prison facts? People could feel naked around you. Like all their subconscious fears are written on their face around you.
Pluto in the 12th is an extremely spiritual placement. Umm, have you ever been in therapy? If not, perhaps you're someone who likes to research about the human psyche. And I'm not talking about, what does your favorite color mean kinda pop psychology. You're probably comparing Freud, Jung and Nietschze. Or someone even more obscure that even some professional spiritualists may not know of.
Do you watch documentaries about prisons / fortresses / dungeons?
Do people feel attacked around you? With Pluto being so close to your ascendant, you could unintentionally mention subtle cues you pick up on. And this may not always be the polite thing to do?
♒Aqua moon : do you take a nap when your feelings / stress gets overwhelming?
♒🌙Could be really smart at learning or setting up things. If this is in your third house, you're probably really good at learning languages or could even be the one who comes up with words that your friends end up adding to their lingo.
♈Aries Sun: was your mom an athlete? Your parents (mom/ stay at home parent) could have had a really quick temper and needed things to be DONE THEIR WAY. They could have kinda been the cebtre if attention at home.
♈They may have been firm with you but could also be really protective. I know an astrologer with an Aries mum and she was talking about how even though her mom may ha e never agreed much with her, but she also her fiercest ally outside the house. And that she gets a lot of confidence from her mom. A learned habit. Since this is also your sun sign, it could be your dad who displays Aries like traits. (I believe it was Hannah's Elsewhere)
5th house sun :
your hobbies were probably encouraged. You may also have been a particularly gifted child. Aries in the fifth could have give you a competitive streak on the playground. You may feel like you have to be the best at your hobbies. Perhaps you were the star athlete? Or your dad could be an avid sports fan. could have had a really happy childhood. May be closer to your father than you are to your mum. Pisces 4th house folks could sometimes feel like mom was kinda distant. Or she may have been extremely emotionally in tune. It's usually one or the other. Water signs at their best are extremely emotionally intelligent and sensitive to other people's needs.
Could be lucky/ blessed at games of chance. Please dont spend all your savings on a lottery ticket just because I said so.
If / when you have kids they're probably gonna be quite energetic and have leader like traits. Your firstborn may also resemble your father a lot in looks / behaviour. I also feel like you would either have a boy or your child would ha e a really confident, masculine energy to them. They're not one to sit around and watch things happen. The 5th house also represents your inner child, so you could have been someone who liked starting things and was quite energetic.
Could enjoy watching movies about the government. Makes for a good leader or someone in administrative services.
In conclusion : I feel like you come across fierce, smart, quick witted and passionate about things, someone with a range of interests and somehow you're good at all of them,even if YOU think you could do better, take the day off Chiron) . Could be a tad bit sensitive when it comes to your ego but are usually quite fun to be around since your big three are fire and air signs.
My therapist and I worked out a way to protect myself from emotional abuse or from saying always yes to everyone.
All I do is to think about myself as a child and protect that child. I try to observe that child and I hold on to her. I try to call that child and protect her at all costs. I would never allow anyone to hurt that child.
