Iʻm a transxenine (not transgender but the easiest term to describe myself) and cisgender man who relates heavily with trans masculine experiences.
Due to that iʻm either pushed into identifying with a dysphoria inducing label (transmasc or trans man) or pushed into spaces i donʻt relate to (nonbinary or solely cisgender spaces). If i leave queer spaces ill be seen as a man but not relate to typical cisgender experiences nor will my xenine identity be fully understood or respected.
Itʻs isolating and i wish there was a way to have my identity respected and still be able to stay in spaces i relate to.
Iʻm either seen as an invader or “on the fence” about my identity regardless of where i go
This is androqueerphobia.
Androqueers with "non-conventional" identities deserve to have a space in the community, too.
(Btw, if you don't identify as transgender, you don't have to call yourself *trans*xenine! You can drop the trans part, and just call yourself xenine. Its ultimately up to you, I'm not telling you how to identify either way.)