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@ny000mdraws 's TFP Pharma design, for an art trade with her ✨✨
my oc (Flashchrome) and my friend's oc, Codfetti (Skyshredder) who I love so dearly; I know this post probs wont get much attention with it being ocs n shit I just love them mmm HGRHRGJKSGH stupid gamer earth streamer blue yellow bug thing car and then stupid. jet guy thing; i love them
comic below....heh.....
what seems to be the problem, hatsune-hakase
Genuine question and vent again.... :/
Is there an actual reason to stay
Because I could kill someone and not care whiever they are, thats my thing
People say
Oh well your friends and your family
My mom dosent liek me and I just make everything worse I try to hard or not ehough I keep telling myself that its ok, ive started to lie to myself to try and convince myself that its worth it
Its really not
I feel like im faking it but im not
Im suffering but I dont know how to deal with my "emotions"?
I was never takes seriously or just thrown to the side
I want ro stay but I dont Think I can do this anymore at the rate thus is going
I want to feel like im wanted and not just from pity or because my friends are dating now and they won't tell us or even like..
He's only nice because he wants to make a good impression on her
He dosent like me probbably
He's only here for her
And i know im aroace but I want to feel GENUINE love
Not some fake thing thats just to impress someone else
I feel wrong in my body and my mind won't listen to me
I want to end it but i dont Wanna make my friends suffer
They've been through enough allready
Butt I at the same time do t care
But i cant
Not the way I was shaped
I was told that j dont Matter and my opinion dosent matter and im not valid
Seems childish but it does shit to ya
I feel like i dont Really matter
I feel like im only there for the thrill of the moment
And then tossed away after I got boring
I've been throu a lot but I tell myself im overreacting
Just like everyone else did
I don't even know who I am anymore
I havent since I was 8
I dont Know who or what I am
What i like
Who i like
Its all an act at this point
And i do t know how long im staying
Im on my balcony
3 stories high
But that's not high enough
But if I fail at it maybe my mom will notice that im not faking it and that im not insane, yet
Maybe I am
I dont Know if i like anything
Or anyone
Who even am i?
So I've heard that someone has been talking bad about me/spreading false information about me in this fandom!!
No, I haven't blocked anyone, called anyone a bad person, or blamed anyone for an unknown reason?? ( Unless they're actually an awful person and DESERVE it. Looks around ) If this person is using my old vents against me, I've archived those posts cause I no longer want to associate with those posts and the things I said. You have no right to comment or assume things about my mental health when I've actually gotten better; you don't know anything about me. To the person whos spreading this shit about me, seriously nawt kewl man!!
oc from @aro-aizawa. My hands got possessed
I really liked the cafe uniform especially the collar part, and just couldnt not make a sketch that turned out with colors u_u
• ava thinks her and janine have been dating for months. janine is still working up the courage to ask her on a date
• when janine does finally ask her out, ava is like 😟
• janine's like well why haven't we kissed yet then!? and ava's like i was being respectful.. i thought we were taking it slow