Am I actually too depressed to clean my room, or am I just lazy and blaming it on depression, OR is my messy room causing my depression
The world may never know

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Am I actually too depressed to clean my room, or am I just lazy and blaming it on depression, OR is my messy room causing my depression
The world may never know
Vent
I wonder if he thinks this is some sort of game.
I wonder if he thinks of this at all.
Maybe he's just trying to cheer me up.
Maybe he doesn't actually care.
Maybe he knows that since he could have me if he wanted, then he doesn't have to show me more attention.
I think not expecting things may be working out well for me.
I also think that it may not matter.
No one will hold my face as I cry.
No one but the one who I don't want to do it.
What's worse/better is that its entirely irrelevant.
I'll just keep making myself scarce.
It's best for everyone if I don't exist around them for too long.
Things can/will get creepy and uncomfortable.
raise ya dam han if ur best frien annoyin af but ur in too deep to give dat shit up
I imagine death so much, it feels more like a memory.
the worst part about having a mental breakdown is that you are worried about wasting time but while breaking down you waste a lot of time
I woke up this morning ready to fight