#young heartbreak

[thediaryofawolf]

Tonight ...

For the very first time, I wish I’d never met you.

The heartache outweighs the ecstasy.

I would choose the pain of never knowing you, over the agony of being loved and then unloved by you.

> K.E.

[heygingergirl]

Only mothers, and some fathers to be fair, understand how difficult it is when a daughter’s heart gets broken. The desire to take away that pain is overwhelming. As is the small simmering desire to break boy bones...

[geekbananerz-blog]

A little short comic I have ever made digitally!

#art #drawings #digitaldrawings #cutekiss #oopsthoughtyouwereaboy

[openletterwriting]

To the first boy who hurt me

I miss you

I loved you

Even though you’ve been gone for over a year

I long for you

Your words

The empty promises that you made to come see me

I’m wanting for something that was never real

For someone who never thought of wanting me

Was this a game?

How many girls were you playing like you played me?

How many girls have you hurt like you hurt me?

Or was I actually special?

Was I the only one you destroyed?

Even though it hurts

I pray you would say yes

I wish you could honestly tell me I’m the only one you

ruined

Let me hear you say you’ve never burned anyone’s soul

like you did mine

I don’t want anyone else to smell the soot from your fire

in their mind

Don’t let any other girls have heavy hearts made of ash

because of your fiery feelings

I dare you to tell me that you broke someone like you

broke me

I felt you in my bones for months after you stopped

answering

Diving back into the pain now

I can feel it all

Reminiscent of the ache you hold

I shouldn’t want you to burn me anymore

But that doesn’t stop my thirst

No, that would be sensible

Those afraid of blood

Simply cannot stop themselves from holding a rose

If there is beauty in the hurt

Is it really pain?

How did I let you do this to me?

I know I must have given you permission

“Here please destroy me”

But I can’t recall when

It must have been in the way I said I love you

Or the days I sent “babe?”

Those days that I was having one sided conversations

A mixture of “lol” and “yep” sufficed

I could feed off your smileys and take them as caring

Letting your voice fill my ears was the worst mistake

Telling you I was afraid of clowns was stupid.

You sent me countless pictures of them so I would fear

getting a photo from you.

Falling in love with the way you called me angel was a

problem

Letting you call me a bitch on a daily basis was almost as

bad

The day our “play fights” starting hurting

I should’ve stopped

Ended chat

Deleted kik

Blocked on skype

Lost your damn number

But no

That would’ve been sensible

I’ve always been a careful person

And you made me let go

You said that you had me damn it!

Where are you now?

Where were you then?

Did you have me?

Or did I unconsciously let myself fall?

I’m scratching my way out of a void

Years after you left me

I keep trying to catch up to where you are

To where the happy people wait

But every time I get some leverage

I can feel you stepping on my fingers

Smiling down at me and saying

“You’re doing great baby. I’ve got you.”

Then letting me fall like I was a tear you didn’t want to

feel anymore

Saying goodbye was nothing for you

And I could’ve handled it if you would’ve left me at that

But you came back.

Twice.

When you’re in and out I don’t know how to prep

Should I make myself happy because you’ll come again?

Or do I brace myself for the day you leave?

I’m pretty sure you’re done now.

I’ve bored you to the end

There’s nothing left for you to see

You’ve seen sweet

Bitter

Open

Quiet

Nice and nasty

Flirty and fierce

I’ve been everything I was

As well as everything I wasn’t

I couldn’t please you

I stopped pleasing myself

Letting you go has never been my thing

But this is my goodbye letter

This is my end for you

So I do not regret that we met

I don’t feel bad for loving you

You’ll always have a place in my soul

I cannot rid myself of your burns

But I can say goodbye to the flame

I also want to thank you thoroughly

For being so much of an asshole

You make me write cool shit.

[thediaryofawolf]

I’m sorry.

So fucking sorry.

I was just trying to survive.

I never meant to take you down with me.

> K.E.

[connie93]

Young HeartBreak and Yvng Rozu – Enemy Lines @Heart_Break313 @YvngRozu Young HeartBreak and Yvng Rozu are coming full force from the 219 Gary, Indiana area. They became interested in writing and creating masterpieces from an early age which paved way to their growth now.

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Young HeartBreak and Yvng Rozu – Enemy Lines @Heart_Break313 @YvngRozu Young HeartBreak and Yvng Rozu are coming full force from the 219 Gary, Indiana area. They became interested in writing and creating masterpieces from an early age which paved way to their growth now.

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Young HeartBreak and Yvng Rozu – Enemy Lines @Heart_Break313 @YvngRozu

Young HeartBreak and Yvng Rozu are coming full force from the 219 Gary, Indiana area. They became interested in writing and creating masterpieces from an early age which paved way to their growth now. They began recording recently finding their own unique melodic sounds and specialized flows. They aim to make a huge impact in the music industry with their hard-work, dedication, and creativity.…

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