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I want to talk about my Sunshine for a bit.
Disclaimer before I say anything: YMMV. Everyone reads and interprets things differently. Everyone catches different aspects of the energies. I’ll never speak in absolutes, because none of my readings come through that way - but I feel like I need to get these thoughts out. (I’m certain some of you are noticing unusual energy.) So, on that note…
Sunshine is not all sunshine and rainbows today, but that’s fine. Genuinely, it feels okay.
I’ve said before that nothing about this current situation surprises him, and I still sense that in my bones. There’s a stillness to his reasoning that never feels shocked or caught off-guard. So yes, as frustrating as things can be, he’s never moved. He’s very focused.
The intriguing thing is that every time I try to bring K into the equation, even just to see how he feels about her, there’s a complete lack of response. It’s not cruel but it’s like, What is she to me? Her energy doesn’t touch his at all. Which is really interesting, for someone who frequently attempts to merge with his loved ones. He’s obsessed with his people. So I guess that’s a reminder of how he views her. Again, not malicious - just being honest.
I’ve said previously that I felt like he’s being protected. But I suspect it’s because he needs support while he looks after Hudson. Does that make sense? Like he’s extending his energy a bit, and he needs someone else to help make sure he’s looking after himself, too. Hence the strong energy from miss B. But he’s spiritual, so this could be from his guides too.
I do sense that he’s bristling at something. But he’s not mad at H, to make this incredibly clear. The lovers sometimes disagree, but they never fight. It’s more of an insistence, Connor’s trying to find a different way through. This could be easier. But he’s up against the most stubborn guy on the planet. If Hudson is playing chess, thoughtful and meticulous, Connor is shuffling cards to see the possibilities. I got this strong image of him just thinking, thinking, shuffling, slamming the deck on the table and trying it again.
To reiterate - he’s not mad. He could never be mad at Hudson, and what the situation is, because he understands it. They’re just pushing and pulling on how to navigate it. And a familiar image of Connor taking Hudson by the chin and asking him to look at him, to really look at him and listen. Listen to me.
Communication is a big thing for them, and it’s fascinating because they agree on so much, and disagree on certain things that keep coming back. So Connor tends to send the same messages over and over (always from a place of love, persistent love) and then their energies merge back into harmony, and then inevitably they’ll drift apart slightly and the same sequence repeats.
This genuinely points to how badly they both want this to work: the cycle doesn’t end because they both refuse to let each other go. If I can give my two cents re: Connor, he’s taken hold of what is his and he’s not letting go. As I’ve said before, everything would calm instantly if they could both put each other down. But clearly they can’t and don’t want to do that.
Anyway.. Take a breather, don’t doom over imagined scenarios. Regardless of the noise, the love goes nowhere❣️
